I squatted diagonally across the market and waited until five o'clock in the afternoon. During this period, I bought a bottle of water and a pack of cigarettes from a roadside stall. I stared at the two exits of the market, fearing that I would not see Lin Yan when she came out.
to her.
I lit a cigarette again and smoked lightly. An old sanitation lady wearing market blue work clothes came over with a broom and started to disturb the hygiene.
She glanced at me and said in a low voice: "Young man, please step aside for a moment and I'll scan your place." I took the bottle of water, stood up and walked to the place where she scanned, and continued to stare at the market door.
"Young man! Look, all the cigarette butts you smoked are thrown on the ground. Isn't there a trash can next to it?" She pointed at the ground where I was squatting just now and complained.
There was indeed a trash can next to it, but the trash can was not filled, but it was surrounded by all kinds of garbage. I shrugged and glanced at her, then took two steps to the side and continued to look at the door of the market.
It was getting dark gradually, and three lights were turned on at the entrance of the market. Seeing the people in the market starting to come out in a mess, I walked over quickly, stood in the middle of the two entrances, and carefully checked the people walking around.
Everyone who comes out.
Ten minutes passed, and fewer and fewer people came out of the market. I suddenly became anxious. Did Lin Yan find me, avoid my sight and walk away? I looked back at the surroundings, feeling suddenly panicked.
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Seeing several security guards from the market appear at the door, apparently waiting to lock the door, my heart suddenly felt cold. I suddenly felt that my appearance today had completely disturbed Lin Yan's normal life.
Just look at her from a distance, why should I go up and call her? Maybe she has forgotten me, maybe she has started a new life, maybe she has her own love, or maybe...
Thinking about this, I started to blame myself. My heart suddenly hurt, as if I had been stabbed by a needle. I turned around helplessly and walked towards the stop sign. Suddenly, someone's voice came from the market door.
, although there was a lot of traffic, I still heard it clearly. The person just said: "Lin Yan! Next time you meet that gangster, call me and tell me!"
"Lin Yan?" I turned around and looked at the door of the market. Lin Yan and a man walked out of the market. The man was a head taller than me, with silver-rimmed eyes and a gentle look.
I quickly ran over, "Lin Yan!" I called her softly.
Lin Yan seemed to be frightened when she saw my sudden appearance. She trembled all over. I suddenly felt very excited. I walked over slowly. Lin Yan turned around and ran out. I rushed up and grabbed her.
"Yan, please don't hide from me, okay? I'm Liu Chen! Can you look up at me?"
I was so worried that the man just came over, glared at me, then opened my arms, pointed at my face and said to me: "Who are you? What do you want to do?"
I glared at him, "Who are you? Do you care what I do?"
This four-eyed chicken ignored me and was about to leave with Lin Yan, who was in tears, with both hands. I walked over and stopped them. Looking at the scene when they came out just now, it didn’t look like they were in a relationship, so there was no need for me to be attracted by this man.
keep it.
"Lin Yan! Give me ten minutes. I want to talk to you, just ten minutes! Let me beg you, okay?"
Lin Yan just lowered her head and said nothing. The four-eyed chicken next to him raised his eyes and pointed at me and shouted: "Hey! What do you want to do? If you do this again, I will do it to you."
You’re welcome!”
"Try saying one more word!" I glared at him. If he really said one more word, I would really kill him immediately.
But this boy just didn't know what to do. He raised his finger to point at me and was about to scold me. Lin Yan raised her hand to open the man's hand and stopped him, "Brother Dong Hao! Don't get angry. You go first. I want to talk to him about something!"
"Lin Yan, this person! Hey!" The guy named Dong Hao sighed helplessly, "Okay! I'll wait for you over there. If you need anything, call me!"
He glared at me coldly, then pointed at me and said, "Boy, be careful!"
I sneered at him twice, and then looked at the familiar girl in front of me, the girl that I could even love with my life. Although she was not perfect, even though she had been hurt, all that meant to me
It's all over, but my parents couldn't accept her.
I walked closer to her, wanting to see her face carefully. I slowly raised my hand to touch her face. Suddenly the shadow of Yaoyao appeared in my mind, and I put down my long hand.
Sighing, "Yan! Why did you leave me? Why did you leave without telling me?"
"Tell you? Can I leave if I tell you? Can I be with you if I tell you?" Lin Yan suddenly said loudly to me. She shook her head, sighed aggrievedly and then said: "Don't tell me
That's all, let the past go! Even if I didn't leave then, we wouldn't be together. You are the eldest young master of the Liu family, and in the eyes of your family, I am just a slutty foot-washing girl!
"
Hearing Lin Yan say this, my heart skipped a beat and I felt very uncomfortable. I reached out and grabbed her shoulders and looked at her, "How can you say that? When did I, Liu Chen, ever dislike you? In my eyes
You are the best. If they don't agree, that's their business, but it's our business, do you understand?"
"I understand! I understand better than any of you!" Lin Yan cried and shouted at me. She wiped her tears and sniffed aggrievedly, "I admit that I loved you before, and I even fantasized about it.
I will walk into the wedding hall with you in the future, but every time I think about this, the shadows of your mother and Uncle De suddenly appear in front of my eyes. I am afraid! I don’t have the courage to face them, because, because I have no way to get them.
recognition! Don’t you think of this?”
I was speechless for a moment. Seeing Lin Yan's sad look, my heart ached. I reached out to wipe her tears, but she raised her hand and opened it. She turned her head away and didn't look at me again.
Hesitating, my eyes became blurry, and I didn’t even know what to say. Lin Yan’s cell phone rang. She took it out of her bag, looked at it, and hung up. I grabbed her cell phone.
, she stretched out her hand to snatch it back, I quickly dialed my mobile phone number, and after getting through, I gave it to Lin Yan.
She put her phone back into her backpack, rolled her eyes at me, and said coldly: "I won't contact you, and you don't contact me either. Don't come to me again in the future! I won't see you!"
"Lin Yan! Listen to me..."
"There's nothing more to say. I'm living a good life now, and I already have someone I like!" Lin Yan said, looking at the four-eyed chicken standing not far away waiting for her.
I pointed at him and asked doubtfully: "You mean him?"
"What? Isn't he good?" Lin Yan wiped away her tears and smiled softly: "He is very good to me, and I thought about it. In fact, this is good! At least you don't have to worry about other people's discrimination and indifference!"
I was very confused. I gritted my teeth and looked at the guy. Suddenly, my chest felt very tight. I nodded, "Okay! I will not be discriminated against or indifferent by others. I express my feelings towards my mother and Uncle De."
Apologize, I'm sorry! I won't come to you again, but I really hope you can be happy!"
Lin Yan turned her face to me, and I could clearly see a line of tears sliding down her face and down her chin. I couldn't understand how she managed to survive alone in the past two months. During this period, besides being here, she had experienced
What is it, I really want to know, but I don’t dare to ask her, and I can’t ask her anymore. I lowered my head and looked at our shadows lengthened by the light, then I slowly turned around and walked forward.
With.
He stood up not far away and looked back at Lin Yan. She was still standing there blankly. The four-eyed chicken walked over and pulled Lin Yan away.
Looking at Lin Yan disappearing into the night, my heart suddenly became empty. In addition to being lost, I was still lost. The good times in the past, her smile, and every move she made, all affected my heartbeat, and a drop of liquid slipped to the corner of my mouth.
, the taste was salty and astringent. I sighed deeply, lit a cigarette, and walked slowly toward the way I came, accompanied by a shadow.