The bedroom was still the same as before, with clean sheets and bedding. I stood in front of the desk and touched it with my fingers. There was no dust at all.
Plug in the power, turn on the computer, sit in front of the desk and stare at the running monitor. The wallpaper on the monitor is an unknown sexy beauty, wearing a pink bikini, lying on the white sheets, with a super figure. Forgot something? It was time to change to this one, I smiled to myself, and then changed the wallpaper to a prairie wallpaper that comes with the system.
I connected to the Internet and logged into the Penguin account that I had not logged in for a long time. The message bar in the lower right corner of the desktop kept popping up message prompts. After looking at it, I saw that many of them were messages added by friends, and some of them had expired. I opened them one by one and looked at them. Look, some of them are messages from high school classmates. They either ask me where I go to school now, or they just have a smiling face.
I didn't even open some messages, I closed them directly. Until there was no message prompt, I opened my own space with a very ordinary layout and decoration. I clicked on the diary and took a look. The latest post has been published now. It’s been half a year. I couldn’t help but be dumbfounded when I opened the diary. The content only contained one sentence, “In this world, I only believe in two people, one is myself and the other is not you!”
I looked at this sentence in a daze, and could no longer remember how I felt when I wrote this sentence, or what exactly made me write this sentence. In desperation, I moved the mouse to " "Delete", I tapped the page and asked whether to delete it. I hesitated for a while, but finally clicked No.
My mood was inexplicably complicated. I sat alone in front of the computer and stared at the screen in a daze, not knowing what to do. There was a knock on the bedroom door, and my mother called softly outside the door: "Good morning! Have you slept? ?”
"No, come in!"
Mom opened the door and walked in, holding a washed apple in her hand and handed it to me, "Eat an apple, Mom wants to have a good talk with you!"
I turned the stool over, and my mother sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me with a smile, "Dachen, Mom has something to ask you. You must tell her truthfully!"
Listening to what my mother said, I felt a little conflicted. The first thing I thought of was that my mother would ask me if I had done anything illegal or anything else that went against my conscience. I smiled reluctantly, " Mom! What do you want to ask?"
Mom sighed, nodded, looked at me and said, "Have you made a girlfriend outside?"
"ah?"
Mom repeated the question just now, "Let me ask you, did you have a girlfriend outside?"
"Oh!" I scratched my hair, "I handed one in, my family is from City J!"
"College student?" Mom asked.
I glanced at my mother impatiently, then turned around and stared at the computer screen, "Mom, do you care so much about what she does when I'm looking for a girlfriend?"
Mom didn't speak. I turned my head and glanced at her. There was still a smile on her face. She was not angry because I contradicted her just now. I sighed and stood up and sat next to my mother. "Mom, do you remember Lin Yan?"
"Yes! Remember!" Mom sighed and continued: "You should understand that it is not easy to be a mother. It was me who rejected her. If she had been someone else's mother, she would have been the same as me!"
"But...she has left now!" I bit my lip and said softly.
Mom sighed, reached out and took my hand, "Dachen, don't think about her, she is really not suitable for you!"
"I know! But..." I felt sour in my heart. I bit my lip and said to my mother: "But something has happened to Lin Yan? If you had rejected her in a different way, maybe she could still be fine now.
Living..."
I felt very uncomfortable, and my vision was blurry. My mother stood there for a long time without saying anything. Maybe she was surprised, maybe she felt uncomfortable in her heart. I had been resenting her, but I couldn't hate her anymore.
My mother reached out and held my head in her arms, "Son! It is my mother who is sorry for you, and also for this girl Lin Yan. My mother is sorry for her! But, did my mother do anything wrong?"
I didn’t know what to say. In short, the result of all this cannot be attributed to my mother. I was wrong, and I had something wrong too. I sat upright, walked to the table, sat down, and shut down the computer.
Mom stood up and stood behind me, put her hands on my shoulders, and kneaded me gently, "Dachen, let the past go by. Mom will never interfere with your emotional affairs again.
But I hope you can find a good girl. A girl like Shanshan will make your mother very satisfied. It’s getting late, so have a good rest!”
I watched my mother turn around and walk to the door, open the door, turn around and smile at me, and then gently close the door. I let out a long breath. My mother's words clearly wanted me to think about it.
Shan, what on earth was she thinking? My mother came to me probably to ask me if I was interested in Shanshan, but I mentioned Lin Yan so that she couldn’t talk about it. The last sentence was clearly what she wanted to say.
things to say.
I lay on the bed, stretched out my feet and kicked off my shoes, then turned around and faced the wall. My mind was a little confused, so I took out my mobile phone and sent a message to Yaoyao. The message only had five words, "Good night, dear!" Then I
I turned off my phone and put it on the bedside. I closed my eyes and a lot of random things came to my mind. The shadows of many people kept popping up in my mind.
I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. I hugged the quilt and spread it between my legs. The depression at this time made me addicted to cigarettes, but now I couldn't even find a cigarette butt around me. I got off the bed and walked to the desk to open every drawer.
I looked through the cabinet under the table and searched for all the places where I might have kept cigarettes. Finally, I found a pack of Red General in the cabinet. I took it out with great joy. There were only a few tobacco leaves left in it.
.
"Grandma! Is it really that difficult to quit smoking?" I cursed angrily.
Baldy is right. Smoking has become a necessity for men. If you don't smoke, you will suffer. This time I really understood this feeling. When I think of the promise I made to myself, I will never smoke again from now on.
I walked to the bed and lay on it. I comforted myself, if a man can't even do this, how can he make it in the world? If he can't even do what he says, how can he trust other people?
I gritted my teeth and lifted the quilt over my head. I struggled for a long time and turned around on the bed. I don't know when I fell asleep.
I was woken up by Shanshan in the morning. She walked to my bed and lay down next to me, stretching out her hands to pinch my ears. "Brother, are you up? Mom has made breakfast, and we are going to see dad later."
Woolen cloth!"
"Are you bothered?" I wrapped the quilt tightly around my head and shouted from inside the quilt, "You girl, you don't know how to knock when you enter the door. What if I sleep naked?"
"Who is afraid of you, really! Can't you get up?" Shanshan said and pulled my quilt. I stretched out my hand and pulled the quilt tightly, "Mom! Look what Shanshan is doing, she won't let me.
I slept!"
I glared at Shanshan, "Let me go. I'll count to three. If you don't let me go, I'll make you look good today. If you don't believe me, try it!"
"Tch! What can you do to me? It's a trial!" Shanshan looked at me with her lips raised in an aura.
What can I do to her? Really. I let go of the quilt and waved to her, "Let go and give you five seconds to walk out the door."
Shanshan snorted coldly, reached out and brushed her bangs and said to me: "I will watch you get up today. Get up quickly, do you hear me?" Shanshan said, picking up the towel hanging by my bedside.
The pair of boxing gloves that had been "retired" was thrown towards me and hit me on the head, "Ah? I'm sorry, doesn't it hurt?"
"Can you go out? I beg you, okay? I'm wearing underwear now, how do you want me to dress in front of you?" I reached out and pushed her, "Get out quickly, I can't get up if you are in Moji.
coming!"
After looking at Shanshan for a while, she threw off the quilt in her hand, rolled her eyes at me, turned around and walked towards the door, and then closed the door hard. I lifted the quilt and got off the bed, straightened the edges of my underwear, and held
I was about to put on my long johns when suddenly the bedroom door was opened, "Brother! Mom wants you to get up quickly and give you five minutes!"
"Damn! You girl, are you a gangster? Can't you see my sashimi**?" I quickly sat on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover my important parts.
She was not shy at all. She stood at the door and stuck out her tongue at me. She made a face and said with a smile: "So what if I saw it? You are far worse than those mannequins? They show it without reservation."
In front of artistic people, looking at it from an aesthetic perspective, you are still a bit immature!"
"I'm dizzy...when did you girl become so open-minded? Even so, I am not doing art now, and you are not a painter. Get out quickly! If you don't get out, I will act like a gangster in front of you.
ah?"
"Tch! Who cares about you? There is not a single piece of skin on your body that is good. Bah! Bah! Bah!"
"you……"
I was really speechless, and Shanshan closed the door again. I rushed over and locked the door. I must close the door before sleeping. If this continues, I will really collapse. This girl Shanshan is really unreasonable. I
While putting on my pants, I was thinking, actually, I really like this girl, but... she's a bit domineering!
After eating, we simply tidied up, and Xiao Deng drove his car to the door of my house. My mother, Shanshan, and I, Xiao Deng drove us towards the Second Prison in City Z.
My mother was sitting calmly in the front, and Shanshan and I were sitting in the back seat. The girl suddenly became quiet. I turned my head to look at her, reached out and touched her arm, "Hey! What's wrong with you?"
I was overly excited this morning, isn’t it time to recharge now?”
"It's time for you to recharge your batteries? Am I okay? I'm a little excited when I see my godfather!" Shanshan said with a smile, then leaned forward and asked her mother, "Mom, do you think my brother has changed?
?”
"Huh?" Mom turned around and looked at me in confusion, then said to Shanshan with a smile: "No? Apart from getting a little stronger, nothing else has changed?"
Shanshan shook her head, "No, what I'm talking about is, is my brother's character better now than before?"