In an operation, not only the life in the belly was lost, but most of Su Mozheng's life was also lost.
In the past three days, she went to the hospital twice, once because of her father and once because of herself. She thought that this was probably the most frequent time in and out of the hospital in her life.
I woke up at night, in the middle of the night, probably around eight o'clock.
The lights in the distance outside the window vaguely illuminated the trees and figures, and there were quiet voices in twos and threes. The intensive care unit was not soundproof, and the footsteps outside were clearly audible. Most of them were crying, and Su Mozheng's mood also became sad.
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In fact, Jin Zun had been here during this period, and she could feel that a piece of the bedside had sunk in. She could also hear Bai Xinhui's noisy and irritable sounds, but she just quietly closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, pretending not to know.
Until the traces of the bed seemed to be filled up and the footsteps and noises left, she still didn't want to wake up.
If this is a dream, then please let her sleep for a long time! Let her pretend that her husband did not betray her, her husband did not rob her of her family property, her father was not so angry that he was hospitalized, and her sister was still intact.
, her husband did not bring his mistress and son to her, the mistress did not push her, she did not lose her child, she did not see her husband's cold-blooded face...
Everything is fake.
What if she could lie to herself like this?
Under the bright light, Su Mozheng's face was as pale as a piece of white paper, and her eyes were so blank and lifeless, as if she had become numb, as if she had lost all hope of survival...
She straightened up her upper body quietly, ignoring the pain of a recent miscarriage, leaning against the bedside, holding her empty abdomen with one hand, as if she was laughing, but also as if she had never laughed before, as if she was crying, but without a single tear at all.
Her child, who was only three months old, left her completely before she (him) could call her mother, and before she (him) could learn to speak.
"Click -" The door handle of the ward was twisted open by someone, and the tight black eyes of a cheetah met Su Mozheng's panicked black eyes. The latter quickly retracted into the sheets, and Jin Zun was a little dissatisfied with his defensive expression.
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"What are you doing here!?" Su Mozheng asked in a trembling voice, her black pupils as clear as a deer, pitifully tight.
Jin Zun approached and was about to lift the sheets with his big hands. Su Mozheng was already trembling and yelling, "You are not allowed to touch me!" She shrank back a little more and said with great disgust: "Go away, stay away from me.
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"My touch makes you so disgusted!?" Jin Zun's hand paused in the air, and the veins on his temples jumped wildly. Suddenly, he sneered, "Su Mozheng, I am the only one who hates you, you don't!
"No longer hesitating, his big hands suddenly lifted the sheets, and Su Mozheng's thin figure in a blue and white striped hospital gown was exposed to his eyes, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.
Her face became paler and more haggard, and her body shivered like a leaf spinning in the wind.
"Are you cold?" The latter showed no pity, and the words that came out of his thin lips were full of ridicule, "Su Mozheng, I told you a long time ago, don't try to get pregnant with my child easily." Translation of his words
In three words, you deserve it!
Su Mozheng's eyes widened. After hearing his cold words again, there was a clear shattering sound like glass, which shattered into a large piece in her heart.
Can't be seen clearly by him, can't be seen clearly by him...
Su Mozheng suppressed the sourness in her eyes, and actually returned it unceremoniously, "Don't worry, since I already know that I am not the person you love, you will never fall in love with me no matter what," she paused
After a moment, the long nails dug into the palm of his hand. It hurt and he couldn't feel it. "You already have your wife and children. I think my child is destined to be unpopular when he is born. In this case, if he goes to another world, he will not be welcomed."
It must not be a good thing."
She never thought that she could actually say these words. She was still half-sitting on the hospital bed, and he was standing beside the hospital bed. She could clearly see that the darkness in the latter's eyes almost accumulated into dark clouds.
"You are right, she (he) should not have appeared in this world at all. Now that I have personally ruined her life because of your woman, I don't feel it is a pity."
"At first it was just because I loved you that I wanted to have a child between us. Now I no longer love you, so there is no need for him to be born."
Su Mozheng quietly put her hands behind her. No one was behind her, and no one saw that the skin in her delicate palms was almost pinched to pieces, and there was a muddy mist of blood on top.
"So, I'm not sad at all." She said this sentence almost word for word, the expression on her face was so calm that she was numb.
Little sheep can actually resist?
Jin Zun's anger had reached the extreme. He suddenly leaned down and stared into Su Mozheng's black eyes with his arrogant eyes like a black panther. He gritted his teeth and said, "Su Mozheng, as a human being, you must speak from your heart!"
His dark eyes were strong and predatory. Su Mozheng's heartbeat had accelerated uncontrollably, but she still calmly replied, "I always only tell the truth. Besides, I don't need to care whether you believe it or not!"
"Very good," Jin Zun felt a little irritated. He turned his back to Su Mozheng and said, "Don't think that I won't divorce you just because you tore up the agreement. Two days later.
If you don't take the initiative to sign the divorce agreement with me, I will ask my lawyer to discuss it with you in detail."
The study door was hit hard, blocking Su Mozheng's words to fight back.
She listened to his footsteps leaving quickly and pulled back the hand behind her back.
The blood streaks on her head had turned into blood stains, but she didn't feel any pain at all. It should be said that nothing could compare to the pain in her heart.
It's too bad, her life is really terrible...
I gave everything for a man, and in the end, I lost everything because of a man...