The car stopped, and she quickly opened the door and went out. Huo Shaoyan's fingers were still there, looking at her back that didn't look back, leaning slightly, and then took them back.
This atmosphere remained calm until the evening, when Aunt Wan came to call her to eat. Su Mozheng excused herself and said she had no appetite. In the end, she couldn't resist Aunt Wan and finally went to the table.
However, she kept eating quickly with her eyes lowered, picking the dishes in front of her, and didn't even dare to look at him. She cleared the rice in the bowl, stood up, said she was full, and walked out quickly.
"This is the kite?"
Facing his mother's confused gaze, Huo Shaoyan swallowed a mouthful of rice with difficulty and smiled, "It's okay, she may be tired." Yes, tired. He began to regret, what would have happened if he had not said those words?
It's not like this?
At night, the lights above the willow branches accentuate the doors and windows.
But after seven o'clock, she was lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, otherwise she would just stare at the door and window in a daze.
Through the intricately carved patterns, she seemed to see his affectionate eyes again, staring at her with turbulent love. He said that it was just because he loved her.
Su Mozheng struggled to calm down the throbbing in her heart, and her eyes were already very wet. At the most difficult moment in her life, a man said that he loved her and could afford her tomorrow. She should be happy, right?
It's just that he couldn't possibly not know why she chose to marry him?
She had already deceived him into a marriage, how dare she deceive him into a love relationship again.
At the same moment, Huo Shaoyan in the east wing was no longer sleepy. She put her hands on the back of her head. Her delicate little face and delicate eyebrows floated in front of her eyes. She was always strong like a lily blooming alone on a cliff, but always fragile.
Like a calla lily wet by wind and rain.
The same does not stir up dust, but has various postures.
"Dong dong——" There was a knock on the door. His heart tightened and he asked, "Who?"
The breath was weak and there was no sound.
His eyes were filled with sadness, and he was about to lie back on the bed when the familiar voice sounded, "Shaoyan, I want to have a good talk with you." Her voice was weak and she didn't have much confidence.
Huo Shaoyan suppressed the ecstasy in his heart and quickly stood up and walked to the door. Just as he was about to open the door, Su Mozheng's anxious voice stopped, "Don't-"
"Don't open it, just like this, you stand inside and I stand outside, and you just listen to me, okay?"
He loosened his fingers feebly, suppressed his restless mood, and said calmly, "Just tell me, I'm here to listen." Intuitively, what she said was not something he was willing to hear.
A dark figure floated in front of the door, standing motionless behind the door on one side.
Su Mozheng wrung her hands and stood outside the cold windy door.
Door after door opened, but she was too cowardly to push it open. Perhaps, she was just afraid of seeing those eyes that made her heart beat wildly. He only needed those gentle eyes to make her fall.
"Shaoyan, have I never told you the reason why I married you?"
His heart shrank, and she spoke again, "Actually, you already knew that, right?"
"You always knew why I married you, but you never exposed me..."
"I thought I could marry you without any scruples and pretend I didn't know the reasons. I thought I could be at ease and pretend to be heartless..."
"But until today, when you said those words, I know that I can't let it go. I feel guilty for you. Whenever I see you now, I feel a deep sense of guilt, and those feelings of guilt come over me.
It makes me feel that I am really shameless..." She bit her lip, and with every word she spoke, her nails dug deeper into her palms.
He is her bright moon, the bright moon hanging in the window. Whenever she bathes in the moonlight, the bright moonlight shines warmly on her body, and at the same time, it also illuminates her darkness and all her problems more deeply.
Unbearable.
No way, no way, she shouldn't take advantage of him!
"Don't talk about yourself like that!" As soon as she finished speaking, he was anxious to speak out. He stretched out his hand to open the door intuitively, but in the end he retracted abruptly.
"Mo Zheng, I'm not you, but if I were in your position, I might do more terrible things. My love for you is not sympathy."
"So, you don't need to tell me the reason why you want to marry me, I already know it, but I don't care,"
She listened, and the low murmuring voice penetrated her heart like a complaint, "It's enough that you are willing to marry me. It doesn't matter whether you love me or not. I believe that we can still
If I have a lifetime to prove it, I will treat you twice as well and even better."
"Mo Zheng, we still have a lifetime -" he repeated firmly. Yes, a lifetime, a lifetime is very long. They have just begun. He is patient and waits for her to let down her guard.
"No, you don't know!" Su Mozheng interrupted him with a sob, "Huo Shaoyan, I used you, I was shameless, I used you, I used you for my own purposes, I was very selfish,
Do you know, do you know?"
"I only married you because of your identity and because you are Huo Shaoyan!"
"I want to marry you. When I become the young mistress of the Huo family, I can take revenge. I can take revenge on those who have hurt me. I can help my father get justice. Huo Shaoyan, this is what I will marry you.
The real purpose..."
The night wind blew in all directions and blew into her body. The coldness came from all directions.
Huo Shaoyan's fingers tightened and his pupils tightened for a moment. He already knew why she wanted to marry her, but after she said it herself, he was still severely hurt.
"Look, Huo Shaoyan, I am such a shameless woman. I am selfish. I took advantage of your love for me. I am not worthy of your kindness to me. I am not worthy of your love for me..."
She sobbed hoarsely, and her sobs penetrated into his heart, leaving broken holes.
He closed his eyes hard and stood a door away, too cowardly to dare to push it away.
"Huo Shaoyan, let's not get married, okay? I won't marry you, okay?"
"You shouldn't marry me, you deserve a better woman..."
He suddenly opened his eyes and listened to what she said outside, and could no longer calm down.
He quickly opened the door, pulled her up while she was squatting on the ground, and hugged her tightly into his arms. "Su Mozheng, I would rather you say something ten thousand times crueler than the truth just now, than hear what you just said.
"
"You can say whatever you want, just don't say you won't marry me!"
"You have already hurt me deeply, do you still have the heart to continue to rub salt into my wounds?"
"Do you know that even though I know the truth, I am still willing to marry you? Why? Su Mozheng, why? I want you to tell me in person!"