I ran outside the company in one breath. It was still raining heavily outside. In the hazy rain curtain, the sight of passing vehicles and pedestrians became increasingly blurry.
Twenty years ago, her father took root in this city and transformed from an unknown small company into the Su Corporation it is today; twenty years later, it was she who destroyed what her father had worked so hard to establish.
And she didn't realize until now that she was down and out, how much her father loved them in the past. She and Mo Qin were raised like two flowers in a greenhouse. They never made a penny and never knew how hard life was.
It was only at this moment that she realized how hard it was to make money, and how difficult it was to achieve the goal she had told Jin Zun to buy back the Su family one day.
She stood in the rain in the open air without an umbrella. The falling raindrops kept kissing her cheeks and lips. She raised her chin and raised her head to look at the sky above, not moving or blinking. She actually felt that the rain
It's also salty, as salty as tears.
After a long time, she wiped away the tears mixed with rain from the corners of her eyes, opened the umbrella at hand, and continued walking to the next target.
She has thought about it. If these companies cannot accept her, then she will consider going to a shopping mall to be a counter girl or something. Otherwise, she will think of other ways.
Since she and Jin Zun have divorced, she can't rely on him to live her life. No matter how difficult it is, life has to go on. She has sacrificed herself for her father and Mo Qin.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier. When Su Mozheng held an umbrella to the mall, half of her shoulders were wet.
She put down her umbrella, lowered her head and took out the paper towel in her handbag to wipe her clothes.
Although it was raining, the number of customers in the mall did not decrease.
Su Mozheng stood on the edge, next to the revolving glass door.
There was a burst of laughter, and Su Mozheng stopped wiping her clothes, and even her whole body was startled.
"Hey, is it raining? It wasn't that heavy when I went out just now."
Just after Bai Xinhui's slightly dissatisfied voice, Zhezhe's cheerful voice was heard, and his little hands clapped vigorously, "It's raining, it's raining, Zhezhe likes rain, it's fun, it's fun."
Bai Xinhui glared at her son fiercely, "I just know how to play, and can't do anything else..."
"Okay, okay, I've been walking around for so long today and I'm tired now. Let's go back." Jin Zun's voice was filled with helplessness and a smile.
"I'll bring the car over. You guys wait for me here."
Su Mozheng turned her head and looked, Jin Zun and Bai Xinhui were standing at the door. Jin Zun was carrying several bags of clothes and even cosmetics in one hand, and Zhezhe was holding Zhezhe in the other. There was a slight smile on Jin Gui's face, which was completely different from his usual appearance.
Cold and expressionless.
On the other hand, there was nothing in Bai Xinhui's hand.
What a warm family of three. Su Mozheng smiled bitterly. She didn't understand why her heart still hurt when she saw this scene, as if her internal organs were tightened.
Is that love, or is it still in love?
In the past, let alone going out shopping, even if he reluctantly followed her out once in a while, she would always be the one dragging big and small bags in the end, while he, with empty hands, stood by and watched her with cold eyes, carrying things by herself.
Half tired to death, indifferent.
Oh, she remembered, it seemed to be how long after they got married, when they moved out of Su's house and bought furniture.
Is that love? No, it just means having loved before.
Jin Zun put Zhezhe down and coaxed him for a long time before coaxing him to stay by Bai Xinhui's side. He then walked towards the underground garage on the first floor carrying large and small bags.
Without an umbrella, in the rain, his unruly figure and black clothes were exposed to a straight arc of his back by the passing wind.
Su Mozheng turned around, with the umbrella facing backward, covering half of her body.
As soon as Jin Zun left, Bai Xinhui pinched Zhezhe's arm and cursed, "How old are you? Other people's children can walk by themselves when they are as old as you. Why do you still want me to hold you?"
Ah, are you ashamed..."
At this moment, she was not at all as docile as Jin Zunzai just now, looking at Zhezhe with the same disgust as looking at garbage, "Go, go aside, touch me less, go by yourself, why are you hugging me!?"
Zhezhe was so pinched by her that he held back his little mouth and almost shed tears. When he saw Bai Xinhui's fierce eyes, the expression on his face became even more aggrieved.
"Mom..." His little hand carefully pulled Bai Xinhui's sleeve, "Zhezhe didn't mean it. Zhezhe made mother angry again. Zhezhe didn't mean it..."
Bai Xinhui glared down again, which made Zhezhe's little eyes turn red and his neck shrink, "Mom..."
Bai Xinhui got angry when she saw him like this, and tried to strangle him again - Su Mozheng couldn't listen any more, and quickly turned around and walked to Bai Xinhui, holding her hand that was about to wave away, "Even if the child commits something,
Wrong, he is still a child after all. Isn’t it too much for you to hit him and scold him like this?”