Xu Yaran sat down opposite Yin Ziye and said: "Yesterday I went to your company to look for you, but the people in your company said that you hadn't gone to work for a long time, and then they also said that you often appeared in some bars in the east of the city recently, so I
I went to try my luck and see if I could find you, but I didn't expect that I actually found you. It's just that when I found you, you were already drunk, and I didn't know if I should send you back.
Yin family, I think you don’t want to go back now. But I don’t know where you live, so I have to take you back to my house first and let you rest for a while. Although I found you, the wallet and
My phone has been lost and I can’t get it back.”
Yin Ziye said: 'Those are not important anymore, they are just some external things, whoever likes them can take them. Did you change my clothes for me too? And my beard..."
When Xu Yaran heard Yin Ziye's words, she suddenly thought of Yin Ziye's body. Xu Yaran's face turned red unconsciously. She whispered: "It's because when I found you yesterday, you were already drunk and vomited all over your body.
It's all, I have no choice, so..."
Yin Ziye smiled and said, "It's okay. I thanked you last night. Do you have wine at home? I want to drink."
Xu Yaran said with concern: "You have just woken up now. If you drink alcohol now, it will be bad for your health. It is better not to drink anymore. Eat some porridge to nourish your stomach. If you don't eat anything like this, you will easily get stomach problems."
of."
"Thank you for your kindness, but I really can't eat it. Thank you for what happened yesterday. I don't need to wash my clothes. You can just throw them away. I have something to do now, so I'll leave first." After Yin Ziye said,
Not paying attention to Xu Yaran's ugly face, she turned around and stood up to leave.
"Midnight..." Xu Yaran saw that Yin Ziye was about to leave. Xu Yaran immediately called out to Yin Ziye, but she didn't know what she could say to Yin Ziye in her current position. She was just Yin Ziye's friend, although she had been to Yin Ziye before.
Yin Ziye confessed, but was clearly rejected by Yin Ziye. Xu Yaran bit her lip, not knowing what to say to Yin Ziye, and finally asked: "Where are you going? Do you want to go to the bar again?
?Don’t go there, that kind of place is not suitable for you.”
Yin Ziye paused, and said in a cold voice: "These things have nothing to do with you, and you should leave me alone in the future. I have my own life, and you have your own life. There is no relationship between us.
Even if I die in the bar, it's none of your business, please just leave me alone."
The corner of Xu Yaran's mouth moved. She indeed had nothing to do with Yin Ziye. She had no power over him to control Yin Ziye. She and Yin Ziye were probably not even ordinary friends, right? She had no power, but if she allowed herself
Seeing her beloved man drinking all day long, who was obviously a promising young man, but finally turned into an alcoholic, she, Xu Yaran, couldn't do it. Xu Yaran's eye circles were a little red, and she tried her best to hold back her desire to cry.
He said impulsively: "Although I am not your girlfriend, nor your lover, but we are friends. Don't you remember what you once said to me? You said that we can be friends if we can't be a couple.
Why don't you admit that I am your friend now? How can I ignore my friend now that I see him so decadent? What's more, this friend is the man I love most in my life. Why do you want me to ignore him?
If you saw the baby drunkenly soaking in the bar every day, would you ignore it? Would you turn a blind eye? You can't, but what are you to the baby? You are nothing, you are just her old lover.
You are not even an ordinary friend. Why do you want to treat yourself like this for a love that has been gone for so many years? Do you know? How much do I feel sorry for you when I see you like this? What on earth are you going to do?
How about it? Do you think you can go back ten years ago just by being drunk in the bar all day? Can you save your baby? Sometimes fate is destined.
Just like when Bao Bao was pregnant with Nangong Yuhan's child, so what if they were separated for six years? There was a fate between them. Even if they were separated for ten years, they would still be together after ten years, even though there were hardships between them.
, but in the end they are still a couple, but you and the baby are destined to have no connection, why do you keep looking away? Where is the previous Yin Ziye? Where did the previous Yin Ziye go? Why do you still bear the slightest blow now?
No, you are a coward now, why can't you be more brave and face the current facts.
We can't restore what happened ten years ago, but why don't you grasp the present? Time cannot be turned back, even if there is a huge misunderstanding between you, even if you should not be separated.
But if we are separated, we are separated. There are no ifs. Why are you always unwilling to face the present? Why do you always want to escape from reality? If I continue like this, not only will I look down on you, but the baby will also look down on you.
.You are a coward, why do you want to do this forever?" Xu Yaran said so many words in one breath, just to cheer up Yin Ziye, and of course there were some provocation methods used by Xu Yaran.
"That's what I want to say. If I were you, I would no longer dwell on ten years ago. Because I don't want to still dwell on ten years later, when I didn't do anything meaningful at this moment.
That's all I have to say about the matter. I have nothing more to say. If you want to continue drinking, OK, I won't care about you anymore. Even if you drink to death, I don't care." Xu Yaran said.
"Are you done? If you're done, can I leave?" Yin Ziye asked in a muffled voice.
Xu Yaran's tears finally fell at this moment and she said: "Let's go...if you want to leave, just leave. Just think that I, Xu Yaran, am blind to fall in love with a coward, and I am blind to work so hard."
If I bring you back, I should let you die drunk in a wine tasting bar."
Yin Ziye didn't listen to Xu Yaran's words anymore. He turned around, changed his clothes and left.
Xu Yaran sat at the dining table and looked at the porridge she had cooked specially for Yin Ziye. Xu Yaran fell on the table and cried loudly. She had given up all her dignity as a woman for Yin Ziye. She had never cooked before.
, she doesn’t like the smell of cooking fumes. Even if she eats instant noodles every day until she vomits, she will never cook for herself. No matter how expensive her own clothes are, she will put them in the washing machine, because washing clothes by hand will make her hands dry.
Rough, but today he violated all his taboos for Yin Ziye, but Yin Ziye was not moved at all.
He had been cooking in the kitchen for so long, but he didn't even take a bite. He worked so hard to help him wash clothes, but he just said to throw them away. Why couldn't he let Yin Ziye throw them away after he had done so many things for Yin Ziye?
Was Ziye moved? He didn't even look at it. This was the reward for her sincerity. She really wanted to give up. The first time she was rejected by Yin Ziye, she wanted to give up. But she found that no matter Yin Ziye,
No matter how much he says to himself, he can't let him go easily, so he can't do it this time either. Sometimes Xu Yaran hates herself for being like this, as if she doesn't have any dignity at all.
Xu Yaran wiped the tears on her face carelessly, took a small coat of her own, and followed Yin Ziye out of the house. She must rescue Yin Ziye. She has not allowed herself to like her for more than ten years.
A man fell down like this for such a ridiculous reason. He must save Yin Ziye, even if Yin Ziye does not belong to him in the end.
Xu Yaran followed Yin Ziye all the way, walking and stopping, and finally walked into the bar. Although he had already thought of the outcome, when the locals really saw Yin Ziye planning to carry out his decadence to the end, Xu Yaran's
There will inevitably be a burst of disappointment in my heart.
During the day, there was basically no one in the bar. Only waiters and bartenders gathered in twos and threes to drink and chat. It was obvious that Yin Ziye was very familiar with the people here. As soon as he entered, the bartender said to Yin Ziye: "Sir, I'm still old.
How does it look?" Yin Ziye nodded and found a corner to sit down. Xu Yaran ordered a glass of beer and sat not far from Yin Ziye, looking at Yin Ziye quietly. Sometimes she was really serious.
I don’t understand why Yin Ziye is like this? Even if he knew the news about Tu Baobao’s marriage, he never saw Yin Ziye in such a desperate state, but this time...
Maybe Yin Ziye was deliberately getting drunk or wanted to get himself drunk to death, because he didn't see Yin Ziye for a whole afternoon. Xu Yaran, who originally planned to just stand by and watch how much Yin Ziye could drink, couldn't hold it back in the end.
After Yin Ziye continued to ask for a dozen beers, he snatched the wine from Yin Ziye's hand.
Yin Ziye looked at Xu Yaran with blurry eyes for a long time, then smiled and said: "Why is it you again? What do you want to do? Give me back the wine. My business has nothing to do with you. Don't meddle in other people's business. It's me who wants to live my life.
Are you in charge of this matter? You... return the wine to me."
Xu Yaran threw down a few hundred dollars on the table, took Yin Ziye's hand and took him away. Yin Ziye drank a lot of wine today, and now he is drunk. He is top-heavy and has no strength to hold it.
Come out. So in the end he could only be dragged behind by Xu Yaran like a dead dog. Struggling feebly, Xu Yaran didn't know where he got such strength today, dragging Yin Ziye all the way out of the bar.
, then got into a taxi and said: "Master, go to the beach." Xu Yaran must not know that her current image is as tough as a lady gangster.
After arriving at the beach, Xu Yaran casually threw a few hundred dollars to the master, and then pulled a man as big as Yin Ziye out in shock.
Xu Yaran pulled Yin Ziye to the beach, and finally pushed him into the sea. Her hands pressed Yin Ziye tightly into the sea, letting Yin Ziye get up from time to time to take a breath of fresh air, and then pressed his head down.
After entering the sea water, Xu Yaran was now so tough that she didn't look like a woman. After repeating this for several times, Yin Ziye slowly regained his consciousness and strength. He pushed Xu Yaran away who looked like a madman next to him, coughing.
Xu Yaran was pushed away by Yin Ziye and immediately fell into the sea. However, Xu Yaran was unwilling to give in and stood up from the sea, planning to continue playing.
"Xu Yaran, what are you doing... are you crazy?" Yin Ziye wiped the sea water on his face. Seeing that Xu Yaran didn't seem to give up, Yin Ziye glared at Xu Yaran and said.
When Xu Yaran heard Yin Ziye's voice, it seemed as if all her strength had been drained away. She fell into the sea and cried loudly: "Yes,... I am crazy. Only now do you know that I am crazy."
? If I wasn’t crazy, how could I have loved you for ten years and still can’t let you go? You made me crazy because of it, you know? It’s all because of you, you made me crazy. You
Aren’t you very courageous? Aren’t you lost hope in life? Don’t you don’t want to live? Then don’t struggle. Why are you struggling? Either you die, or you live a different life for me.
You are living like this, neither a human being nor a ghost. Who do you want to be miserable? Let me tell you, the baby is living a very happy life now. The family of four went to the United States. Who are you showing this to? Baby
She can't see that she is living a happy life now and she won't care about your old lover. Why can't you be better to yourself? Why can't you be better to me? Instead of torturing yourself, you
Why don't you just die? If you really don't want to live, then just walk over and I will never care about you. After you die, I will help you collect your body, so you can rest assured that you
Go, why don't you go and die? Don't you want to live? Go...
When you die, you will tell your baby. Maybe she will feel sad for your death, but with Nangong Yuhan by her side to comfort her and accompany her on trips, she has the safety of her children and husband, and she is very
She will soon get out of this shadow and become happy again, and she will slowly forget about you, and may only think of you on a certain festival, that there was once a man who loved her so much, but he died in the end."