Li Yilan's hand dropped weakly. Yes, he had to let go now. What qualifications did he have to hold Xu Yaran tightly? He and Xu Yaran could not be together in the end. He had done so many things,
Xu Yaran already hated him to the core. He was no longer qualified to continue to entangle with Xu Yaran.
"Can I ask you another question?" Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran with a somewhat dejected look. Now Li Yilan suddenly seemed to have lost his energy, as if his life had changed a lot.
After all, Xu Yaran felt a little unbearable in her heart. She hated Li Yilan. But where could the hatred come from without love? Liao Shichang almost killed her and almost sold her house. She had never resented Liao Shichang at all, then
It's because Liao Shichang is just a stranger in her eyes. Although she hates Liao Shichang and is afraid of Liao Shichang, she doesn't hate Liao Shichang. Because she doesn't love Liao Shichang, and Liao Shichang is not worth her consideration to hate.
Li Yilan was different. She loved Li Yilan. She gave everything she had to Li Yilan. Not only her body, but also her heart. She thought that she was not a woman who could go to bed with any man casually. If not,
Because she loved her to the core, how could she let Li Yilan hold her down and have sex with Li Yilan in bed again and again?
Because she loved Li Yilan, she hated Li Yilan after Li Yilan hurt her. She felt heartache for what Li Yilan did, and that was why she felt that Li Yilan chose Nangong Meining instead of herself.
Heartache.
All this is because she loves Li Yilan, and she hates him because of love.
"Okay, you can ask." Xu Yaran lowered her head, just like yesterday when she saw Nangong Meining and Li Yilan walking side by side towards her, she lowered her head and stared at her toes, her eyes a little blurry.
"Will you be with Yin Ziye? Why can you and Yin Ziye pretend that nothing happened and still interact closely with each other, but you have to be so cold with me?" Li Yilan asked a little awkwardly.
"Ziye is different from you. He never gave me false hope. He never lied to me. If he didn't like me, he never pretended to like me. I have no hope in my heart, so I have never been disappointed. But what about yours?
"You said everything, but in the end you didn't do it at all. What do you want from me?" Xu Yaran said softly. Although the meaning of the words was all resentment towards Li Yilan, there was no trace of resentment in her tone.
The meaning of blame.
"It should be impossible for us to be together anymore, right?" Li Yilan asked.
"What do you think? You should ask yourself this question. You can tell Nangong Meining that the person you like is me. Do you dare to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me to get a marriage certificate now?" Xu Yaran raised her head, somewhat aggressively.
asked.
Should you tell Nangong Meining about this? If he hadn't returned home, or before meeting Nangong Meining and Xu Yaran, maybe Li Yilan would have accepted his fate and accepted the fate that belonged to him, a fate that he could not resist.
But after coming back, he met Nangong Meining and also Xu Yaran. Li Yilan liked both women. After what happened yesterday, Li Yilan admitted that he liked Xu Yaran far more than he liked Nangong Meining.
In Li Yilan's opinion, Nangong Meining is an interesting woman. He is very interested in Nangong Meining, but he doesn't like her to the core.
He admitted that he liked Xu Yaran, but he didn't like her to the core.
After returning this time, he realized that he could actually choose his life, even though the choice was not the most satisfactory. But it was better than having others arrange everything, wasn't it?
If he pushed Nangong Meining away for Xu Yaran, then he would still not be able to be with Xu Yaran in the end. He had his own way to go. He believed that Xu Yaran would not follow him without fame or status, and he knew this
of.
So since the final outcome will be like this, that's why he will choose the person who is most beneficial to him from the beginning. In fact, in the final analysis, he likes Nangong Meining. But he loves Xu Yaran, but the one he loves most is actually
It's himself.
At that time, he also thought that he loved Xu Yaran the most, even more than himself. He promised so easily for a lifetime, but in the end, he finally made the decision to protect himself. Perhaps this decision hurt Xu Yaran, and also made him suffer for a while.
of self-blame.
Nangong Meining is an arrogant person. If he leads Xu Yaran to do something that will hurt Nangong Meining, then Nangong Meining will never let go. In the end, he will not have the chance to choose his own destiny.
No more, Li Yilan really has too many unwillingnesses.
With so many considerations put together, Xu Yaran is destined to be the one abandoned.
Xu Yaran lowered her head, her heart beating fast. There was a vague expectation in her heart. Although Xu Yaran hated herself a little, she had to say that she was actually looking forward to Li Yilan's answer. She was willing to give Li Yilan another chance. If Li Yilan was willing to talk to Nangong
Mei Ning made it clear that if she was willing to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with her to get the certificate, she would forgive Li Yilan once.
Men always do things that betray women in their lives. This time Xu Yaran decided to endure it. She is a persistent person and can't let go of someone she likes. So she is willing to tolerate Li Yilan once. He is doing this
Giving Li Yilan a chance also gave me a chance.
Xu Yaran slowly raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, and she looked at Li Yilan expectantly: "Have you made your choice?"
"I'm sorry." Li Yilan turned around and turned his back to Xu Yaran. He didn't dare to look at Xu Yaran's face. He was afraid that he would be soft-hearted and do something that he would regret. After all, he didn't have the right to be with Xu Yaran.
Be prepared to face ups and downs.
His life has always been smooth sailing. Even if he was injured last time, countless people saved him with their own lives. If he loses these protections, Li Yilan cannot imagine his future life. Those who come out to fool around will have to pay back sooner or later.
If he loses his backing, he will not be able to protect himself or Xu Yaran before he is still young. So he cannot take risks.
After Xu Yaran listened to Li Yilan's words, the tight string in her heart finally broke. Although she knew the final result would be like this, she still felt a burning pain in her heart when she heard Li Yilan say it to her. It was really special.
It hurt, it made her feel even more aching and heartbroken than when Li Yilan left without saying anything.
In the past, there was always a glimmer of hope in the deepest part of my heart. After all, Li Yilan had left nothing to say, and no one knew what he wanted. But now, Li Yilan and she had almost all the words left.
Let's talk about it, what else can Xu Yaran do? Li Yilan did not choose himself after all. At the beginning, Li Yilan said I love you, said I love you, and said my wife for the rest of my life, but now everything has become a joke.
Xu Yaran laughed angrily, and she smiled: "Okay, our affairs are settled today. From now on, you can walk on your Yangguan Road, and I will cross mine. I won't disturb your life, and neither can you."
Come to disturb my life. Just treat it as if we had a strange dream before, and forget it when we wake up. As for the content of the dream, it is all false, forget it."
The corners of Li Yilan's mouth moved, but he didn't say what he wanted to say.
Although he was destined not to be with Xu Yaran, those days were real for Li Yilan. When he was with Xu Yaran, he really liked Xu Yaran.
However, his thoughts were different from Xu Yaran's. They got together as soon as they liked each other. He didn't think about the future or the future. But women and men didn't think about giving themselves a future, which means they are not serious.
So it was destined that Xu Yaran and Li Yilan could only go this far, and then they parted ways. When their fate came to this point, it ended with a clang.
Xu Yaran never thought about asking Li Yilan for an answer. After speaking, Xu Yaran wiped the tears on her face. She turned around and walked towards the company. So what if you are broken up? What if you were cheated on your relationship? Life must go on.
The work must continue.
She originally got up quite early, and Yin Ziye personally drove her to the door of the company. She should not be late for work anymore, but after being entangled with Li Yilan in the lobby of the company for so long, Xu Yaran arrived at the company
When it was time to check in, he was tragically late again.
Xu Yaran sighed. I'm afraid her boss is dissatisfied with her work performance? She has been absent from work for three days without any reason. Her work efficiency has been affected by her breakup in the past few days. She has not completed a lot of work and ended up sharing it.
She went to another department to work. Although people in other departments didn't say anything, they still had opinions about her.
If this had happened before, she might have been fired by the company. But now that Xu Yaran has Nangong Meining as her backer, few people are willing to offend Nangong Meining.
Therefore, many people actually dare to be angry but dare not speak out about Xu Yaran's recent performance.
Xu Yaran stepped into the office, and everyone in the office became a mess. Today everyone saw Xu Yaran and Nangong Meining's boyfriend entangled in the downstairs of the company. Everyone has seen Li Yilan,
Thanks to Xu Yaran’s invitation to dinner last time.
That day everyone saw Li Yilan and Nangong Meining having dinner together, and Li Yilan's appearance and temperament couldn't be faulted at all. So everyone preconceived that Li Yilan and Nangong Meining were boyfriend and girlfriend.
None of them knew that Li Yilan was still Xu Yaran's boyfriend at that time. Although it was not made public, they did not break up. Today, she and Nangong Meining's boyfriend were literally entangled downstairs in the company.
So everyone began to speculate that Nangong Meining and Xu Yaran actually had no friendship at all. The last time Nangong Meining came to Xu Yaran was just because of Xu Yaran and Li Yilan's affairs.
No man would cheat outside, even Nangong Meining's man was no exception. What happened that day was actually that Nangong Meining came to the company to see what the woman who seduced her boyfriend looked like. Then she gave Xu Yaran to
I made an appointment and wanted to send Xu Yaran away.
So the final conclusion is that Xu Yaran and Nangong Meining are actually love rivals. The last time Nangong Meining came to the company to find Xu Yaran, it was just to negotiate with Xu Yaran and let Xu Yaran take the initiative to leave her boyfriend, and the price was to let Xu Yaran