Although Li Yilan is a rogue, his body is always very warm. When you hug him, even if the air conditioner is not turned on, you will feel very gentle.
When going to bed at night, Li Yilan always doesn't allow her to wear clothes. In Li Yilan's words, it's too troublesome to take off her clothes, so she might as well just wear nothing to save trouble. At the beginning, Xu Yaran would still resist, and Li Yilan would keep putting her on
Pressing him down until she had no strength to resist anymore. Because resisting was counterproductive, Xu Yaran later got used to it.
Once upon a time...once upon a time...everything was pretty beautiful, but it no longer exists. Those were just flowers in the mirror, moon in the water, all fake. Thinking about it now, it seems that my whole body hurts. It used to be more and more beautiful.
It felt sweet, but now it feels even more painful.
Love is poison wrapped in a layer of honey. If you are greedy for that little sweetness, you will taste countless bitterness. After the sweetness is over, it turns out that this bitterness is so bitter that she cannot bear it at all.
Xu Yaran felt something warm in front of her eyes, but when she reached out her hand, she found that her face was already filled with tears.
Tu Baobao looked helplessly at Xu Yaran who was busy packing her things. She was sitting on the sofa completely indifferent. She came here today just to ask Xu Yaran to help her choose a dress to wear for her birthday, but she didn't expect that
You will encounter Xu Yaran who wants to move like crazy.
It's almost five months since the baby's belly was painted, so it's already showing, so she has to choose a good-looking dress. A pregnant belly is really not very good-looking, but although she complains on the lips, she feels sweet in her heart.
In the past, when she was pregnant with Yuyu and Yanyan, how could she be as carefree as she is now, with someone still waiting by her side?
"Of course, do you really want to move?" Tu Baobao couldn't help asking again. This was the thirteenth time she had asked this question today.
"Well..." Xu Yaran just responded and continued to pack her things. She was sweating profusely now. Tu Baobao was pregnant now. Xu Yaran couldn't let Tu Baobao do such physical work, so she could only
Do it by yourself. If Tu Baobao does anything wrong with her, she really can't explain it to Tu Baobao's twenty-four filial husband Nangong Yuhan.
In fact, there is nothing special that I need to take with me when moving this time.
Just bring a few things that Xu Yaran is used to, and bring a change of clothes.
After packing her things, Xu Yaran covered all the furniture with a big piece of cloth to prevent her from opening the knot in the future. When she wanted to come back to live in the house, the house had become a haunted house.
After doing all this, Xu Yaran sat down on the only sofa available, and next to this sofa sat Tu Baobao.
"Of course, are you sure you really plan to move away?" Tu Baobao asked for the fourteenth time.
"Well..." Xu Yaran wiped the sweat from her forehead and nodded.
Tu Baobao asked her fourteen times, and she gave Tu Baobao fourteen affirmative answers. In fact, Xu Yaran also knew why Tu Baobao asked her this. This house was left to her by her parents, and she was in this house.
I have lived in the house for more than ten years, and now I suddenly moved out. No wonder Tu Baobao was so nervous and asked again and again.
Xu Yaran really didn't bring anything with her when she moved out from home this time. She packed up everything in a suitcase. As for the furniture at home, she didn't bring anything with her. She really couldn't bear to part with this house.
, this is the home left to her by her parents. So she went out to rent a house instead of selling this house and buying another one.
In fact, Xu Yaran couldn't bear to part with this house, but for Xu Yaran, this house left too many memories, all of which belonged to Li Yilan and her. Every time she was in the room, she recalled what happened in those five months over and over again.
Xu Yaran always feels pain all over her body.
Every corner of this house has left memories of Li Yilan. She doesn’t want to torture herself like this anymore. She is no longer the Xu Yaran she was ten years ago. She can wait ten years for an unrequited love.
.Similarly, she doesn’t want to hold on to the memories of those few short months for the rest of her life. She needs time to forget. If she finds a place to live without Li Yilan first, she will slowly forget. When one day, she will forget again.
When she returns to this house, it means that she has stepped out of the past and found herself.
"Of course, do you really want to move away?" Tu Baobao couldn't help but ask again, this was already the fifteenth time.
"Yes... I can tell you for sure that I plan to move out. I don't want to live in this house anymore." Xu Yaran answered firmly and resolutely.
"Is this related to your broken love?" Tu Baobao lowered his eyelids and asked.
"It's related." Xu Yaran answered directly.
"There are too many memories here for us. I need to find a place that is completely blank for me, and then create memories again. Use those memories to slowly fill in those hurt memories. It has only been five months, but it is very long."
It will be filled soon." Xu Yaran said with a smile.
Xu Yaran was obviously laughing, but Tu Baobao felt extremely sad. She always felt that when Xu Yaran talked about that love, even her laughter was particularly sad.
"Is it Li Yilan?" Tu Baobao asked.
Tu Baobao has wanted to ask this question for a long time. However, because he had to take Xu Yaran's mood into consideration, Tu Baobao never asked. Since he has already said it today, he might as well open the skylight and speak openly, so he asked. She
He has already suspected Li Yilan for a long time, and Tu Baobao has always remembered what happened in the coffee shop that day.
Nangong Yuhan's actions that day, Li Yilan's lovelorn relationship, and Xu Yaran's silence. Tu Baobao felt that Xu Yaran's lovelorn relationship had something to do with Li Yilan. But Xu Yaran didn't say anything, and relied on her guesses and imaginations, which always kept her in mind.
No confidence either.
"I don't want to say it." Xu Yaran turned away and said coldly.
Since she promised Li Yilan, Xu Yaran didn't want to talk about things related to Li Yilan anymore.
"You tell me if it is him. If it is him, I will make him responsible. I will also teach him a lesson and I will never let you suffer any injustice." Tu Baobao patted his chest and said to Xu Yaran.
"No, stop guessing. Li Yilan and I are not familiar with each other at all. Don't you know that he is Nangong Meining's boyfriend? I also met him through Nangong Meining. But we haven't met a few times."
Xu Yaran said calmly, with no flaw in the expression on her face.
Tu Baobao looked at the expression on Xu Yaran's face. She had not seen Xu Yaran tell too many lies, so she could not judge from the expression on Xu Yaran's face whether what Xu Yaran said was true. But apart from anything else, Xu Yaran's face
He looked calm, as if he really didn't know Li Yilan.
Originally, Tu Baobao had already determined that the man was Xu Li Yilan, but seeing the expression on Xu Yaran's face, Tu Baobao was suddenly not so sure. Could it be that she had really guessed wrong?
"Okay, don't talk about him. I moved out from here just so that I can forget about that man. It's better for you to keep thinking about him." Xu Yaran slapped Tu Baobao and said with a smile.
Xu Yaran's hand was very strong. She just slapped Xu Yaran lightly, but Tu Baobao grinned in pain.
Xu Yaran didn't take the newly bought sports car seriously. Since Christmas, the car has disappeared. Xu Yaran didn't care about it. Anyway, it's not his own car. If it doesn't exist, it's gone, right? As for that, it's gone.
The 30,000 yuan was given to her by herself at first, but later Li Yilan replenished it to her.
Later, Xu Yaran felt more and more that the car was picked up. It was picked up anyway, so forget it if it was lost. She had visited the parking place on Christmas Day and found that her car was no longer there, maybe
Xu Yaran didn't care who stole it.
Today, Tu Baobao is coming to help Xu Yaran move. Nangong Yuhan asked the driver from the company to come over to help, because he was afraid that Tu Baobao would be in danger. Xu Yaran always felt that every time Nangong Yuhan was worried about Tu Baobao being with him.
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Xu Yaran didn't understand what Nangong Yuhan had to worry about. Anyway, she wouldn't harm Baby Tu and the child in her belly, but Nangong Yuhan didn't worry about it. He acted like he was guarding against thieves every time. Xu Yaran felt very special.
She was depressed, but in front of Tu Baobao, Xu Yaran couldn't say anything.
In that house, there were all memories about Li Yilan. I don’t know when the memories of Xu Yaran in that house were filled with Li Yilan. As soon as she returned to that house, everything in Xu Yaran’s mind was
Every moment she spent with Li Yilan, and everything in that house, became a kind of torment.
Originally, her home was very warm, giving people a sense of security and comfort. But the home where she had lived for more than ten years did not have this feeling.
Xu Yaran's new home is a small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room. The furniture is complete and all are new. The owner went abroad and will not come back in a short time. The rent is quite expensive, but the transportation here is convenient and the public security is good.
.Although the room is not luxuriously decorated and does not have any brand-name furniture, it gives people a light warmth. Xu Yaran fell in love with it at first sight.
The owner does not have any requirements for the people who live here, but they must be clean and take good care of the furniture. Xu Yaran complied with the regulations and moved in easily.
Later, Xu Yaran moved in and hung up only her own clothes. This was considered to be the place where she would stay while recovering from her injuries.