"Don't scare me." Xu Yaran swallowed and asked with some fear: "Am I suffering from some incurable disease?"
When she asked this question, Xu Yaran felt that her voice was trembling. In fact, she still cherished her life. Although there was no passion in life and there were many unsatisfactory things, Xu Yaran just wanted to live forever.
Seeing that Yu Nangong Yuhan's face was so solemn, Nangong Yuhan was a man who had seen the world. He was in such a difficult situation. This time, he must be seriously ill. It was probably hopeless. Xu Yaran's heart suddenly changed.
became heavier.
Nangong Yuhan:......
"No." Nangong Yuhan responded with a twitching corner of his mouth.
"You don't have an incurable disease, you are pregnant." Originally, Nangong Yuhan didn't know how to answer these words. After Xu Yaran shouted and disturbed him, Nangong Yuhan blurted out immediately.
Fortunately... being pregnant is much better than having an incurable disease.
When Xu Yaran heard Nangong Yuhan say that she was not suffering from an incurable disease, Xu Yaran's heart suddenly dropped into her stomach. She reached out and patted her chest, and said with lingering fear: "Okay, okay, it turns out she is pregnant.
I thought I had some incurable disease. You should sue me earlier..."
But halfway through the words, the expression on Xu Yaran's face changed again and again.
Pregnant……
Pregnancy, hearing these two words, Xu Yaran felt like five thunders were struck, and she was instantly burnt on the outside and tender on the inside.
She felt her ears buzzing, and her heart felt a little numb. She only remembered two words firmly in her heart. Pregnant...pregnant, how could she be pregnant? Li Yilan no longer wanted her,
Moreover, he was already engaged to another woman, and now he told her that she was pregnant.
Xu Yaran's hand unconsciously touched her belly. Her belly had already given birth to a little life, which was her flesh and blood.
She stared blankly through Nangong Yuhan in front of the bed, looking straight at the gray outside. She was already so distraught that she couldn't think about anything now. The only thing she remembered was that she was pregnant.
It’s a child. And it’s Li Yilan’s child...
What should we do next? She has no ability to think about this problem at all. What on earth is she going to do?
"Are you okay?" Nangong Yuhan asked worriedly.
Xu Yaran just stared out the window blankly without saying a word, as if she didn't hear what he said.
Nangong Yuhan sighed. It seemed that she was still stimulated. Maybe she needed time to think about it, and it would be fine when she figured it out. What will happen to this child in the future? She has to think about it slowly.
Nangong Yuhan didn't go back to sleep. Where could he sleep now? He helped Tu Baobao tuck the corner of the quilt, and Nangong Yuhan got up and went out to buy breakfast for Tu Baobao and Xu Yaran.
After Tu Baobao woke up, Nangong Yuhan was back and breakfast was already placed on the table.
Tu Baobao didn't bother to eat breakfast. She immediately walked to Xu Yaran's bed to see if Xu Yaran was awake. As soon as she arrived at the bed, she found that Xu Yaran had her eyes open and looked at the scenery outside the window without blinking.
He looked very haggard, his face was still pale and bloodless, and he did not look like a living person.
"Ranran, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me..." Tu Baobao looked like he was about to cry when he saw Xu Yaran like this.
"Don't bother her, she needs time to think about it." Nangong Yuhan held Tu Baobao's shoulders and said to Tu Baobao.
Tu Baobao turned her face and asked expressionlessly: "Did you tell her about this?"
Nangong Yuhan knew what Tu Baobao was thinking, and he said: "I couldn't help it. When she woke up in the morning, she thought she had some terminal illness and was a little frustrated. So I told her. She needs to take care of this matter.
Think about it and don't disturb her."
"But..." Tu Baobao was still a little unwilling. He felt that Nangong Yuhan shouldn't have spoken out about the matter so impulsively, and should have thought about it again.
"Nothing is wrong, I will allow you to accompany her in the hospital today." Nangong Yuhan took Tu Baobao's hand and pulled Tu Baobao to the table. All the sumptuous breakfast he bought for Tu Baobao was placed on the table.
Nangong Yuhan took a hot bun and said: "Come and have breakfast obediently. I still have some things to deal with in my company. You obediently stay in the hospital with her today. Wait until she figures it out.
Okay, I'll come over to see you later."
If this is not the case now, what can we do? Tu Baobao sighed secretly, took a bite, and Nangong Yuhan handed over the bun, reluctantly showing a smile.
Nangong Yuhan took another cup of soy milk and put it in front of Tu Baobao and said, "This soy milk is freshly fried and very fresh. Please try it."
Tu Baobao was sitting at the dining table eating breakfast, and Nangong Yuhan put the portion he bought for Xu Yaran into the thermos bucket.
After sending Nangong Yuhan to the door, Nangong Yuhan kissed Tu Baobao's pink lips. When he was about to leave, Tu Baobao tightly pulled the corner of Nangong Yuhan's clothes and said, "Please help me put the baby's clothes on
Dad, please find it."
"Just ask Yaran directly. If she wants the child's father to know, she will inform the child's father. If she doesn't want the child's father to know, it will be self-defeating. You have to believe her." Nangong Yuhan grabbed Tu Baobao
A little cold hand said: "You see your hands are very cold, go back quickly, the weather is so cold, don't catch a cold."
Tu Baobao knew that what Nangong Yuhan said made sense. She nodded and returned to the ward three times a step.
After watching Tu Baobao go back, Nangong Yuhan went to work in the company.
Tu Baobao returned to the ward, and Xu Yaran was still in a daze. Tu Baobao talked with Xu Yaran for a while, and all they talked about were the things that happened when she was pregnant with Yuyu and Yanyan. They were sad, difficult, and sweet.
After talking for a long time, her mouth became dry. Xu Yaran still didn't respond. Tu Baobao knew that Xu Yaran didn't want to talk now, so she poured herself a glass of water and took two sips to moisten her throat.
He stopped talking and stared blankly at Xu Yaran's bloodshot eyes.
"Why don't you say anything anymore?" Xu Yaran's somewhat hoarse voice rang out. The eyes that were originally looking at the outside turned around and finally settled on Tu Baobao's face.
Not to mention how happy Tu Baobao was when she saw that Xu Yaran was finally willing to talk.
"What do you want to hear? But what's the point of me talking alone and blabbering?" Tu Baobao curled his lips and said with a bit of coquettish surprise.
The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth curved, she said nothing and continued to be in a daze.
As soon as he saw that Xu Yaran was going into a daze again, Tu Baobao immediately surrendered.
"Whatever you want to hear, as long as you don't be in a daze, I'll tell you." Tu Baobao said with a playful smile.
"You think, should this child not be brought into this world?" Xu Yaran looked at Tu Baobao and asked, her eyes a little confused and she asked hollowly. Maybe this child should not be brought into this world at all.
to destroy other people's families.
"Children are innocent. Some things are mistakes made by adults even if they shouldn't be done." Tu Baobao said truthfully. Although she wanted to comfort Xu Yaran, she had no way to say that the child was not good. Tu Baobao liked children very much.
No matter how difficult life was, she never thought of abandoning the child in her belly.
Although life was very bitter at that time, my heart was always sweet. My heart was always full of expectations, looking forward to their arrival.
"Really?" Xu Yaran touched the child in her belly, feeling at a loss. She always had a very complicated mood when facing the child in her belly. She loved and hated her. Love is because of the mother's love for her child.
Love, she loves the child in her belly. But she also hates it. She hates the father of the child, and even the child hates him too.
She didn't know whether she should keep the child. Whenever she thought about aborting the child, her heart always throbbed. She didn't want to lose the child. But if she wanted to keep the child,
Her heart was empty and she was always undecided.
Xu Yaran and Tu Baobao are different. Tu Baobao and Nangong Yuhan fell in love overnight. After having children, Tu Baobao only gave all her love to the children and was full of expectations for their arrival. This was God's gift to her.
favor.
But what about Xu Yaran? The child's father hurt her so deeply. When she thinks of the child, she thinks of the child's father, and the child's father's abandonment and cruelty to her. These memories make Xu Yaran feel painful, and these pains destroy all the joy of being a first-time mother.
It was scattered. The child was the flesh and blood of that man, so what should Xu Yaran do?
When Tu Baobao saw that Xu Yaran seemed to be indifferent, there was no expression on his face. There was no joy in becoming a mother for the first time. Tu Baobao knew that Xu Yaran might have had the intention of aborting the child. But she
I feel that if the child is gone, Xu Yaran may regret it.
"Of course, why not find the father of the child?" Tu Baobao tentatively said to Xu Yaran.
"The child's father? Why are you looking for him?" Xu Yaran asked with a cold look on her face.
Now that she knew she had a child in her belly, Xu Yaran not only did not change her impression of Li Yilan because of the child, she actually hated Li Yilan even more. She felt that Li Yilan had abandoned her, and her heart had gone to an extreme.
"He is the father of the child after all, tell him." Tu Baobao said carefully. She knew that Xu Yaran was very emotionally unstable now. She always had great mood swings when talking, and she could not control her own emotions.
.
"What's there to say? He's already someone else's man." The expression on Xu Yaran's face was a little cold. Tu Baobao looked a little scared. When did Xu Yaran become like this?
"Okay, if you don't say it, don't say it. You need to take good care of yourself for the time being and don't have to think about the child. Maybe in a few days, you don't have to think about it and things will be smoothed out." Tu Baobao grabbed Xu Yaran's cold hand and said,