Except for that appearance, Xu Yaran could no longer find any trace of Li Yilan's original appearance. If it weren't for the child in her belly, Xu Yaran would have almost thought that Li Yilan only existed in her dreams and had never appeared.
The current Li Yilan has never thought of being responsible for a woman. Not only did he not sincerely treat Nangong Meining, but he also failed himself and his children.
Xu Yaran burst out laughing all of a sudden, laughing from the bottom of her heart. She was laughing at herself for being stupid. What's so good about such a man, what's worth worrying about?
Nangong Meining and Tu Baobao came in from the outside and saw that Li Yilan still looked the same. But there was an extra sparkle between his eyebrows. Nangong Meining looked at Li Yilan and then raised his eyebrows at Xu Yaran. Xu Yaran was smiling.
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Her smile is very bright and charming, but her smile makes people feel sad.
Nangong Meining frowned. She didn't know what Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran and why Xu Yaran had such an expression. Now seeing Xu Yaran's smile, she felt a little sad. Maybe she shouldn't tell the truth.
Blame it on Xu Yaran.
Now Nangong Meining feels a little guilty, but she has no regrets. There are not many things in this world that she can regret.
Tu Baobao glanced at Li Yilan with some suspicion. Xu Yaran's mood had obviously improved a lot. Why did Xu Yaran become like this just after she went out? Tu Baobao was also very curious about what Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran.
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"Okay, let's go. Miss Xu must be tired too, let her have a good rest." Nangong Meining said with a smile. She would not tell others. The reason why she didn't want to stay in this ward was because
The guilt deep in her heart made it difficult for her to express it.
"Yes." Li Yilan nodded. Thinking of what Xu Yaran said to him just now, the big stone in his heart finally fell to the ground. Now he was in an indescribably happy mood. Nangong Meining said he wanted to leave, so naturally he was
No comments.
There are so many people in the ward now, and there are many things to say that are not convenient for him and Xu Yaran to talk about. Instead of staying here and letting you figure out the clues, it is better to go back early. Let Xu Yaran have a good rest, and he will find another opportunity to go to the hospital.
I came here to accompany Xu Yaran.
Nangong Meining reached out to hold Li Yilan's arm, but Li Yilan avoided it lightly and without leaving a trace. Then he and Nangong Meining walked out together. There was no physical contact between the two of them. If Li Yilan felt no guilt for Xu Yaran, that would be fine.
It was impossible. In front of Xu Yaran, he did not get too close to Nangong Meining so as to show his loyalty to Xu Yaran.
It's a pity that Xu Yaran didn't pay attention at all. Even if she did, she wouldn't feel happy, or maybe she felt sad. What Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran just now really hurt Xu Yaran's heart, and she also felt sad.
Xu Yaran's last attachment to him was cut off.
Nangong Meining was naturally aware of Li Yilan's movements, but she remained calm. She glanced back at Xu Yaran, curled her lips, and walked out with Li Yilan. It seems to be getting more and more interesting now. It turned out that she couldn't travel and stay in a
There are many good shows to watch in the city.
She wanted to see where Xu Yaran and Li Yilan, two people who loved each other, would end up.
Tu Baobao did not get up to see Li Yilan and Nangong Meining off. Instead, she sat on the edge of the bed, not even the chair she had been sitting on.
Xu Yaran felt that the bed was sinking slightly, and she put away the bright smile on her face. There was a faint smile on her face, but tears kept pouring out, and her nose was very sore. She clearly told herself
, she was not allowed to shed tears, but the tears just refused to listen to her.
Whenever she thinks of Li Yilan's words, her heart feels like a knife stabbing her. It hurts so much. It turns out that heartache feels like this. When she fell in love with Yin Ziye before, everything was light. Even if she felt heartache, it wouldn't be like this.
strong.
As soon as he saw Xu Yaran's tears, Tu Baobao panicked. He had been smiling so brightly just now, but he suddenly turned into a crybaby.
"Ranran, are you okay?" Tu Baobao looked at Xu Yaran in a panic, but didn't know how to persuade her, because she didn't know what happened. She didn't know why Xu Yaran was crying. She had never been one who knew how to comfort others.
She couldn't figure out the whole story now, and she didn't even know where to start to persuade Xu Yaran.
"Stop crying. If you have anything, you can tell me. One more person means more burden to share. Don't cry." Tu Baobao could only reach out and hold Xu Yaran's hand incoherently. Only then did she realize
, Xu Yaran's hands were as cold as iron, which shocked Tu Baobao.
"Hey, why are your hands so cold? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?" Tu Baobao asked worriedly. At the same time, he wrapped Xu Yaran's hand with his other warm hand to warm Xu Yaran's hand.
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Tu Baobao helped her cover her hands. Although it was just a small movement, Xu Yaran's numb heart slowly felt a little warmer. It was not so much that Tu Baobao was warming her hands.
Tu Baobao used her own Yicheng to warm her heart again.
Xu Yaran fell headlong into Tu Baobao's arms, tears flowing out even more fiercely.
"Don't move, let me lean on you." Xu Yaran choked and said, "I don't want to cry, I really don't want to cry, I just want to shed tears."
Tu Baobao's questions came to her lips and she almost asked them. In the end, they all turned into a sigh. She didn't speak, she just stretched out her hand and patted Xu Yaran's back gently again and again.
Tu Baobao didn't know why she did this. It was just that when she gave birth to Yu Yu and Yanyan before. Yuyu and Yanyan were still young, and sometimes they would cry in the middle of the night. Tu Baobao held Yu Yu and Yanyan in her arms like this.
With gentle patting again and again, Yuyu and Yanyan will calm down.
Xu Yaran didn't know how long she had been crying, but she had no tears left to shed.
Perhaps because of crying for a long time, Xu Yaran only felt her eyes were so sore. She rubbed her sore eyes, got out of Tu Baobao's arms, and said: "I...I'm fine."
Sometimes crying is not necessarily a bad thing. At least it can express your inner feelings, which is not necessarily a bad thing.
Now Xu Yaran is willing to vent all the grievances in her heart. It is always better than keeping all the unhappy things in her heart. Tu Baobao would rather see Xu Yaran cry completely than to do it again.
See Xu Yaran forcing a smile.
Crying is sometimes a good way to vent, and crying is not necessarily bad.
"It's fine." Tu Baobao said calmly without asking anything.
The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth curved, revealing a sincere smile. It's really nice to have a friend.
After crying for a long time, she felt that her eyes were sore and astringent, and she could hardly lift her eyelids.
After talking to Tu Baobao for a while, he felt sleepy and yawned. Tu Baobao saw this and asked Xu Yaran to have a good sleep.
Xu Yaran was sleeping on the bed, and Tu Baobao covered her with the quilt. Xu Yaran closed her eyes, and her consciousness slowly began to fade away. Before she lost consciousness, a thought flashed through her mind: It turns out that crying is also a kind of strenuous work. If she sleeps again in the future,
If it’s not good, just cry.
Xu Yaran was really tired from crying. This time she slept soundly, and she didn't even dream of any messy things.
She slept for a really long time, sleeping for more than ten hours. She didn't even eat lunch or dinner. When she woke up, it was just dawn, but it wasn't very bright. The ward was very dark.
It was quiet, Xu Yaran could only hear her own shallow breathing, turned her head and glanced at the two figures hugging each other tightly on the hospital bed.
Xu Yaran only felt a little dazzling. In fact, she was jealous of Tu Baobao. Tu Baobao was happier than her. There were so many men who loved her. She could find a man who loved her and she loved her too, and they would stay together forever.
, this is probably the happiest thing in the world.
These were the things Xu Yaran longed for most, but in the end she didn't get them.
Although she is jealous, she is also happy that Tu Baobao can find her own happiness. Tu Baobao is her best friend.
Xu Yaran stretched out her hand and slowly touched her belly. There was a living life here, someone who needed her to use her life to give birth to. She was related to her by flesh and blood, but... I'm sorry, kid, mom doesn't want you to come.
In this world, become an illegitimate child.
The child has been in her belly for several months, but Xu Yaran knew it was only a few days. But she already had deep feelings for this unborn child in her heart. The more she loved this child, the more she loved it.
I don't want this child to come into this world just to be an illegitimate child.
Xu Yaran's eyes were dry and she couldn't shed any tears. Maybe her tears had been shed yesterday. Now she couldn't cry even if she wanted to. She put her hands on her belly and felt calm. After all, she hadn't grown up yet.
Even if I know how cruel my mother is, I can't interact with her.
The child in Tu Baobao's belly was different. The child had grown up, and would occasionally move, and was very lively. Xu Yaran was very moved when she looked at Tu Baobao's big belly.
Xu Yaran kept touching her belly, thinking about her own things.
It wasn't until daybreak that the sunlight from outside shone in through the window. Xu Yaran's eyes hurt a little, and she finally came back to her senses.
Lifting the quilt and walking on the cold floor with bare feet, the cold breath suddenly poured into Xu Yaran's heart from the soles of her feet. Xu Yaran once again felt what it meant to feel cold.
Walking to the window, Xu Yaran looked at Nangong Yuhan, who was sleeping on the bed and had the sun shining on his face, with an uneasy look on his face. Xu Yaran raised the corner of her mouth and pulled the curtains, just to block the sunlight shining on the escort bed.