She walked to the other side and looked at the world outside the window. The floor where Xu Yaran lived was not high. Looking down from the window, she could see the endless flow of people coming and going. After staying in the ward for so long
For many days, Xu Yaran almost forgot about the bustling world outside.
The sunshine outside is very good. Just looking at such beautiful sunshine, Xu Yaran can almost feel the warm sunshine shining on her body.
"Baby, mom will take you out to bask in the sun today. From now on, our relationship between mother and child will be over. If we are destined, you will be in mom's belly next time. Mom will definitely love you twice as much." Xu Yaran had a look on her face.
With a soft smile, the hand touching her belly was extremely gentle, and even her eyes were gentle.
After standing by the window for a long time, she suddenly felt a weight on her shoulders. A piece of clothing was draped over her shoulders.
When Xu Yaran turned around, she saw Nangong Yuhan standing behind her. The sunlight shone on Nangong Yuhan's face, making Xu Yaran feel that the expression on Nangong Yuhan's face was unprecedentedly gentle and calm. Xu Yaran couldn't help but be stunned.
A man like Nangong Yuhan has a good appearance. If he were not so cold and stern, he would definitely be more likable.
"It's such a cold day, don't catch a cold and make her worry." Nangong Yuhan stood next to Xu Yaran, not paying attention to Xu Yaran's eyes, looking at Xu Yaran very calmly. His tone was still cold and he said to Xu Yaran.
She? Of course Xu Yaran knew who Nangong Yuhan was referring to.
Xu Yaran blinked and looked at Nangong Yuhan again. The sun still shone on Nangong Yuhan's overly handsome face. But his face no longer had the original gentleness and calmness. His face was dark and cold.
, even colder than the weather outside.
Maybe she had just misunderstood. How could a man like Nangong Yuhan be gentle and calm? Such words are only suitable for Fa Yin Ziye.
"Well, I'm fine." Xu Yaran turned away and looked at the people coming and going outside. Her heart was also full of vitality. She should treat herself better and should not give up on herself anymore.
The man who once made Xu Yaran feel sorry for her no longer exists, and there is no longer a man in her life who cares about her bad life, cares about her poor physical fitness, and takes her for a run. Worry
She was afraid of the cold, so the bed was kept warm and protected from the wind. Who would show her self-destruction? If she didn't treat herself better, no one in the world would care about her.
"Stop standing here, it's cold." Nangong Yu said coldly.
Xu Yaran felt warm in her heart. Whether it was for Tu Baobao's sake or not, Nangong Yuhan only said that. But hearing this, Xu Yaran did feel that she was cared about.
But if the person who said these words to her didn't have such a cold face, a less harsh tone, and a less awkward temperament, Xu Yaran would feel more cared about.
"Yeah." Xu Yaran nodded and responded.
"I went out to buy breakfast, what do you want to eat?" Nangong Yuhan turned around and asked.
"I want to eat steamed buns, fried dough sticks, and soy milk." Xu Yaran lowered her head and thought for a moment, then said to Nangong Yuhan.
Nangong Yuhan nodded, and told Xu Yaran not to stand here before going out to buy breakfast. Xu Yaran looked down and found that Nangong Yuhan's suit jacket was draped on her body, with Nangong Yuhan's clothes on it.
That smell.
Xu Yaran took off her coat and put it on the sofa. She looked at Tu Baobao, who was still sleeping soundly. Xu Yaran once heard someone say that the older a pregnant woman is, the harder it is to sleep.
But look at Tu Baobao again, he doesn't seem to be sleeping well.
Nangong Yuhan waited on her carefully, for fear that she would have a headache or fever. No wonder Tu Baobao was so smooth, but there was a man beside him who took care of everything. Even her good sisters
Take care and follow such a man, Tu Baobao is lucky.
A few days ago, Nangong Yuhan brought some sets of clothes for Tu Baobao from home, and Xu Yaran took one. She was actually about the same height as Tu Baobao. Now Tu Baobao has a big belly, and the clothes are much bigger, but still
It doesn't matter.
She took a piece of clothing and put it on herself. Xu Yaran glanced at Tu Baobao who was sleeping soundly, turned around and walked out quietly.
Now the sun has come out completely. Although it is a bit chilly outside, the sun shines on her body, but it is warm. She can't even open her eyes. The sun shines on her body, making Xu Yaran feel that this world is still beautiful.
She walked carefully by herself. This was the first time she took her child out for a walk, and maybe it was also the last time?
Although this is a hospital, the lawn at the back does not have the lifeless and dull feeling in the hospital. The atmosphere here is as vibrant as the sun today.
Xu Yaran thought, maybe it is these patients who can better appreciate all the beauty in this world after getting sick, and it becomes more fascinating.
He found a seat and sat down, resting his head on his hands.
After sitting for a while, the sun shone on her body, making Xu Yaran a little drowsy.
"Of course, why didn't you tell me when you came out? I was scared to death when I didn't see you just now."
Xu Yaran squinted her eyes, and when she heard Tu Baobao's slightly caring scolding, Xu Yaran turned her head and looked at Tu Baobao, who was walking towards her. Next to him was Nangong Yuhan, who was carefully supporting her.
Tu Baobao came over with a big belly and sat down next to Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran raised the corner of her mouth and said in a good mood: "I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't disturb you. I have been in the ward for so long that I almost forget the warmth of the sun shining on my body."
The smile on Tu Baobao's face was a little stiff. After hearing Xu Yaran's words, she felt a little sad, feeling sorry for Xu Yaran. At the same time, she also felt guilty. If it wasn't because she wanted to pull her, Xu Yaran wouldn't have bumped into her.
In the past, I always felt that Xu Yaran just ducked. If she hit her, she would be dead and two lives would be lost. But now the situation is different, Xu Yaran is also pregnant. What if something happens to Xu Yaran and the child?
, she will die of guilt for the rest of her life.
Xu Yaran has been in the hospital for so long now, and it's all because of her.
"Don't think so much. Everyone has their own destiny. If it hadn't been for the collision, I wouldn't have known there was a child in my belly. If I didn't pay attention, what would happen in the future? Don't worry about it.
." Xu Yaran grabbed Tu Baobao's hand and said, "Your hands are so warm."
Xu Yaran's hands have always been cold. Even if they are not cold, her hands are always ice cold. The most important thing is that in summer, her palms will always sweat a lot. When she reaches out and wipes them, she feels special.
It has a greasy smell, unlike Tu Baobao, and is very warm on the hands in winter.
Xu Yaran glanced at Nangong Yuhan from the corner of her eyes, and the corner of Xu Yaran's mouth twitched. Although the sun was shining well today, it was winter after all. No matter how good the sun was, it was still very cold. But Nangong Yuhan was really amazing, he
He was wearing a thermal underwear underneath and a shirt outside. The top two buttons of the shirt were unbuttoned, revealing the white thermal underwear underneath.
Just looking at Nangong Yuhan's clothes and Nangong Yuhan's cold face, the surrounding temperature immediately dropped a lot.
"The buns, fried dough sticks and soy milk you want." Nangong Yuhan handed the things in his hand to Xu Yaran, and Xu Yaran stretched out her hand to take it. It was still warm. She had just been looking at Nangong Yuhan's clothes and the Hanbing Zhang.
Face, but didn't notice what he was holding.
Nangong Yuhan was a cold-hearted person, and his face was not very good-looking. Now his face is not a face, and his nose is not a nose. Xu Yaran was holding a warm bun in her hand, and she felt that Nangong Yuhan might be blaming him.
She made Tu Baobao unhappy.
Xu Yaran looked embarrassed for a moment, and finally took out the breakfast awkwardly. She handed a bun to Tu Baobao and said, "You haven't had breakfast either, right?"
Tu Baobao smiled and took it easily. She took a bite of the bun and narrowed her eyes into a straight line with a smile. She turned her head, smiled and said to Nangong Yuhan: "It's very late today, you go to work. I
If we are with Ranran, nothing will happen to any of us."
Nangong Yuhan sighed and said: "Okay, I'll come back in the evening. Stay well and don't run around. You are pregnant now. You have to take care of the child in your belly regardless of yourself.
?"
Tu Baobao nodded impatiently.
Xu Yaran looked at the impatient Nangong Yuhan with some envy. Every time Nangong Yuhan went to work, he always had to say a lot of things. Seeing that Tu Baobao agreed one by one, he felt relieved.
Go to Work.
Xu Yaran envied Tu Baobao, who took her and the child into his heart. When he was not around her and the child, he always thought about her, for fear of being wronged and hurt. Compared to her,
Tubaobao is happy.
Xu Yaran looked at the interaction between the two people, her smile was a little bitter.
He slowly put his hand on his belly and said silently in his heart: Baby, it's not your mother who is cruel, it's your father who doesn't want us. Your mother doesn't want you to be born, without your father's love and care, please forgive your mother.
"Ranran, what's wrong with you? What are you doing?" Tu Baobao grabbed Xu Yaran's hand and stared at Xu Yaran with a worried look on his face.
Xu Yaran came back to her senses when she heard Tu Baobao's voice. She smiled reluctantly, but Nangong Yuhan had already left at some point.
"It's nothing, baby, I want to abort the child in my belly." Xu Yaran took a deep breath, with a faint smile on her face, and looked firmly into Tu Baobao's black and white eyes. In Tu Baobao's eyes
, Xu Yaran was in disbelief when she saw it. She couldn’t believe that Xu Yaran would have the idea of aborting the child in her belly.