Anyway, today's talk has ended here. Nangong Yuhan picked up his coat. He gave Li Yilan a cold look, stopped looking at Li Yilan's face, and turned around to go out.
In fact, it is not impossible for Nangong Yuhan to prevent Xu Yaran from performing the operation. However, there are some things that need to be answered by the person who tied the bell. The crux of these matters lies with Li Yilan. Even if Li Yilan cannot give an explanation to others, he should at least explain it to others.
Everything should be said clearly to avoid misleading others...
When Li Yilan saw Nangong Yuhan leaving, he didn't get up to see him off. He was just thinking, could what Nangong Yuhan said be true? Did Xu Yaran really not want the child in her belly? Impossible, he just did it yesterday
It had only been a day since I had made it clear to Xu Yaran. Even if Xu Yaran regretted it, it shouldn't have been so fast.
So Li Yilan made up his mind that this must be Nangong Yucai's conspiracy. He wanted to ruin things between himself and Nangong Meining, so he set up a trap. If he believed it, then he would lose.
Li Yilan refused to believe that Xu Yaran would not want the child in her belly.
Xu Yaran was in the hospital bed, looking at the deserted ward. It would be impossible for her to say that she was not lonely in her heart. Except for Tu Baobao, a friend who was better than a family member, she had no other good friends.
As for those colleagues, Xu Yaran didn't want them to know her true situation and that the child in her belly was illegitimate.
In addition to her stubbornness, she also has her own pride. She doesn't want others to see the most invisible deeds in her life. Except for those who she sincerely accepts, Xu Yaran never wants others to see it.
She has never had any relatives in this city. When she was good in the past, she never paid attention to it. Now that she is sick, Xu Yaran will always hold back and not think about anything when Tu Baobao is around. Now Tu Baobao is gone.
, the empty and lonely feeling in the ward was suddenly magnified countless times.
She felt that Tu Baobao really annoyed her this time, so she left and was unwilling to come back again.
Xu Yaran took out her mobile phone and dialed Tu Baobao's number. But soon, while still connected, Xu Yaran immediately pressed hang up again. She couldn't call Tu Baobao. What if Tu Baobao stopped recognizing her as a friend?
, what should she do?
Perhaps because of her illness, she has become more sensitive and cautious. She always thinks about things that obviously don't exist. She likes to think more and more now... She can't control herself anymore.
In order to confirm whether Baby Tu was safe, Xu Yaran had no choice but to call Nangong Yuhan.
When he received Xu Yaran's call, Nangong Yuhan had just come out of the nightclub after seeing Li Yilan. Hearing Xu Yaran's voice, Nangong Yuhan was really surprised. Apart from Tu Baobao, he and Xu Yaran really had nothing to do with each other.
Although he and Xu Yaran never talked about each other, they both had a faint dislike for each other.
They all feel that the other person has taken away the important person in their lives.
Now that Xu Yaran was willing to call him, it really surprised him.
Xu Yaran didn't say anything more to Nangong Yuhan on the phone. She just asked Tu Baobao if he had gone to find him and if he had arrived safely. He didn't say much else. Just like Nangong Yuhan said, between the two of them,
The feelings between people are very complicated.
Nangong Yuhan was grateful to Xu Yaran for taking care of Tu Baobao and the two children before. He also hated Xu Yaran for taking such an important position in Tu Baobao's heart. Even though Xu Yaran was a woman, Tu Baobao only had sisterly feelings in his heart, and he was still a little jealous.
, so even Xu Yaran started to hate it.
Xu Yaran's feelings are exactly the same as Nangong Yuhan's complex feelings. She is grateful for Nangong Yuhan's meticulous care for Tu Baobao, but also hates that Nangong Yuhan is too important to Tu Baobao. In Tu Baobao's heart, Nangong Yuhan is a relative.
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After hanging up the phone, Xu Yaran breathed a sigh of relief knowing that Baby Tu had arrived safely.
In the past, she had no relatives, and there was always Tu Baobao by her side, chatting with her. She never felt lonely. Now that the ward is deserted, Xu Yaran really feels lonely.
She was afraid of this feeling of loneliness, which would make her feel extremely empty.
Sometimes she would rather stay in an ordinary ward with many patients, at least in an ordinary ward, watching people coming and going. She would not be so lonely. The silence is really scary sometimes. Let her have some peace of mind.
It felt like she was the only one in the world. Every time she thought of this, Xu Yaran would feel cold all over.
She had always been alone before, but she had Yin Ziye in her heart. She loved Yin Ziye so sincerely, and she was thinking of Yin Ziye all the time. Whenever she thought of Yin Ziye, Xu Yaran felt as if Yin Ziye was with her.
It was like being by my side, helping her resist a lot of loneliness and coldness.
She has been in love with Yin Ziye for ten years, and she has never felt lonely or that she is the only one in the world. Although she feels cold physically in winter, her heart is covered by Yin Ziye, and she does not feel at all
cold.
Later, she learned to slowly let go of Yin Ziye. Li Yilan's sudden appearance squeezed Yin Ziye out of her heart.
Perhaps it was because she had been lonely for so long that she accepted Li Yilan in her heart so quickly. The weather was cold during that time, and Li Yilan gave her a lot of warmth, both physically and mentally.
Yin Ziye is like the sun in winter, making people feel warm all over.
But Li Yilan is as passionate as a fire, burning her whole body. When you are with Li Yilan, Li Yilan will make you prepay all your life's enthusiasm in a few months, and then she will leave in style.
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Because after experiencing the scorching heat in life, I can no longer bear the cold.
When she was alone in the past, she had never felt lonely. She felt that life should be like this. Now... Xu Yaran feels extremely lonely. She has never been lonely before, and it is so lonely that it makes people feel scared.
Xu Yaran was lying on the bed, feeling cold all over.
She didn't know why, but she felt sleepy. She closed her eyes and fell asleep quickly.
Xu Yaran had a dream. In the dream, everything was pitch black. The surroundings were as quiet as a ball of stagnant water, which was scary. She wanted to say something to break the quiet situation around her, but she opened her mouth tentatively.
But nothing came out.
She opened her mouth wide, but found that she couldn't make any sound at all. She could only hear her heart beating violently because of fear. She was still breathing violently because of loneliness. She felt so scared, so scared.
Everything around her is cold. She is a person who is afraid of the cold, and now she feels that even the deepest part of her soul is unavoidable loneliness and cold.
Now Xu Yaran has only one thought, and that is to leave here quickly. She feels that if she stays here any longer, she may really go crazy. There is no one else here, and she can only save herself.
Xu Yaran suppressed the fear in her heart and walked forward slowly and tentatively.
"Yaran..."
A voice suddenly rang in her ears. Xu Yaran didn't know whose voice it was. She just felt that the voice was so familiar. For no reason, Xu Yaran's tears fell unexpectedly. It turned out that she still had tears.
She thought that all her tears had already been shed yesterday.
After experiencing the fear and confusion, the coldness and loneliness, Xu Yaran never shed a tear. She didn't want to cry. When she heard that voice, Xu Yaran suddenly felt that she was not as strong as she thought, and her heart skipped a beat.
Her face became soft and tears fell unexpectedly.
She opened her eyes wide and looked to see who was calling her.
The surrounding blackness disappeared little by little, and Xu Yaran slowly saw clearly. There was a figure in the darkness. When the surroundings returned to normal, Xu Yaran only felt a little dazzling when he saw the figure.
Her eyes, which had just shed tears, were even more sour. Her eyes were so sour that she wanted to cry again.
"Yaran..." Li Yilan's face had the familiar smile of Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran's heart warmed up, but after it warmed up, it became bone-chillingly cold.
Xu Yaran moved the corners of her mouth, wanting to say something. But when the words came to her lips, she opened her mouth, only to find that she was like a mute, unable to make any sound.
Li Yilan is already a stranger in Xu Yaran's heart. Although she can't speak, she can think normally, but no...she can no longer be entangled with Li Yilan.
Xu Yaran wanted to turn around and leave, but she couldn't even take a step forward.
Li Yilan had already walked in front of her. Li Yilan's steps were not big and he walked calmly. But he walked in front of her in just an instant.
Li Yilan's warm hands took hers.
In just an instant, the warmth of those hands spread throughout Xu Yaran's body. Suddenly, Xu Yaran no longer felt cold. Her whole body was filled with warmth, as if the sun was shining on her.
"Let's go." Li Yilan stood in front of Xu Yaran, holding Xu Yaran's hands, and said to Xu Yaran with a smile on his face.
Seeing Li Yilan's smile, Xu Yaran's heart warmed up. Yes... that's the smile. Li Yilan's smile should be like this. The Li Yilan in her memory looked like this. The current Li Yilan, with a bewitching smile,
Little by little, the last line of defense in Xu Yaran's heart was destroyed.
Xu Yaran nodded, followed Li Yilan's footsteps, and took a step forward. Her body suddenly seemed to have lost its center of gravity, and her foot fell flat. Suddenly, an abyss appeared in front of Xu Yaran.
————Thank you Ran Xiaoxianer for the luxurious chapter, thank you!
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