If Yin Ziye's expression was not so serious, Xu Yaran would have heard this sentence as a joke. In fact, in Xu Yaran's heart, this sentence itself was a joke.
How could Yin Ziye not dislike her? She had a child in her belly at this time, and the father of this child was Li Yilan. Could Yin Ziye say at this moment that he didn't dislike her for committing her body to him? She even disliked herself a little, and now
How could she be worthy of Yin Ziye like this?
Yin Ziye is an excellent man, the most perfect man in Xu Yaran's mind. Such a perfect man should be matched with a perfect woman. She is already a ruined woman, so what qualifications does she have to stand by Yin Ziye?
What about her side? How could she deserve to stand beside Yin Ziye and accept his meticulous care?
Xu Yaran's heart was a little confused now. She moved her lips, but she didn't know how to answer the question.
Yin Ziye saw Xu Yaran lowered his head and had no intention of continuing to speak, so he smiled bitterly. Yin Ziye took two steps forward, took out the roses from the bottle on the bedside, and threw them in
In the trash can next to the bed, he put the roses he brought today into the bottle on the bedside.
When Xu Yaran heard the sound, she raised her head and saw the bouquet of roses that Yin Ziye had thrown into the trash can. The bouquet of roses was actually in good condition, with no signs of decay at all. Although
It's not as good as the bunch in Yin Ziye's hand, but it would be a pity to just throw it away like this.
She had been awake for a few hours at least, and she had never noticed that there was such a large bouquet of beautiful red roses in her room, which really surprised Xu Yaran.
Xu Yaran stared at the bouquet of roses with some pity, a look of pain on her face.
"What? You can't bear it?" Yin Ziye asked softly when he saw Xu Yaran looking at the roses that had been thrown into the trash can with a look of reluctance.
Xu Yaran nodded immediately. She was indeed reluctant to part with those roses.
"You have to give up to get something. You should look forward. Stop lingering on some things in the past. This bouquet of flowers already belongs to the past tense. It is not worth lingering on anymore. There is only one vase in your ward, right?
Maybe two bouquets of flowers are placed at the same time. If you don’t throw away yesterday’s bouquet of flowers that seemed to be more delicate, how can you put today’s bouquet of more delicate flowers in your ward? If you
I kept thinking about yesterday's bouquet of flowers that had been thrown away, and I didn't have time to appreciate the current bouquet of flowers. I will bring another bouquet of flowers tomorrow. Today's bouquet will be thrown away.
When the time comes, will you look at this bouquet of flowers that is about to be thrown away again, feeling very reluctant to part with it?
People are always like this, always greedy for the past. They always don’t know how to cherish everything in front of them. Only when they are about to lose can they realize that the most precious thing is what they have not cherished. This is a common problem for almost everyone.”
Yin Ziye arranged the flowers and said slowly to Xu Yaran.
Listening to Yin Ziye's gentle voice, Xu Yaran was fascinated.
Yin Ziye's words seemed to be to persuade her not to be unhappy because of the bunch of flowers that were thrown away. But after thinking about it carefully, she felt that there was something in Yin Ziye's words. He seemed to not just want to say this.
Bar?
Xu Yaran carefully savored what Yin Ziye said. He used the incident of the bouquet of flowers to tell himself not to always think about the past, but to look forward. Otherwise, when he thinks of the present in the future, he will feel
Regretful. Did he still tell himself that he should cherish the person in front of him?
Xu Yaran glanced at Yin Ziye who was standing in front of her. Did Yin Ziye want to tell herself that she should cherish him?
If Yin Ziye had told herself this before she met Li Yilan, she would have jumped into Yin Ziye's arms happily. But everything is different now. She is carrying another child in her belly, even if the child is
Even if she was aborted, there would be no way that she would be worthy of Yin Ziye.
Xu Yaran's mouth was full of sour taste now. Instead of being happy that Yin Ziye didn't dislike her, she felt very sad.
Why didn't Yin Ziye say these words earlier? It's already too late now, and she and Yin Ziye are destined to have no connection. But she is still grateful to Yin Ziye for helping her when she needs it most.
It gave her the motivation to live.
"What you said makes sense, as expected of Mr. Yin." Xu Yaran smiled and said to Yin Ziye relaxedly.
Now that she is not worthy of Yin Ziye, she just pretends that she did not understand the meaning of Yin Ziye's words. Since Yin Ziye said it through flowers, then she can just think that Yin Ziye is talking about flowers. She must
What about bothering oneself? Maybe she is overthinking, how could Yin Ziye fall in love with a dead flower.
Even the joke just now might have been made by Yin Ziye to tease her.
When Yin Ziye saw Xu Yaran's confused look, he smiled knowingly. He didn't expose the matter anymore and just pretended that what happened just now had never happened. In other words, both of them were very worried.
Embarrassing, Yin Ziye has always been a very gentle and considerate person, not strong at all, very gentle. He can always take care of other people's feelings. Such a good man should have a good woman by his side
.
"How are you feeling today?" Yin Ziye sat down on the edge of Xu Yaran's bed and asked.
Xu Yaran nodded and said: "I feel much better."
Now that two people are talking about such an innocuous topic, it is enough to show that the topic just now has been revealed. It is time to move on to the next topic.
Xu Yaran always felt a little melancholy in her heart. If she had known that such a day would come, Xu Yaran would never have lived like this.
Yin Ziye sat in the ward for a long time and accompanied Xu Yaran to the hospital and had dinner with Xu Yaran before going back.
As soon as Yin Ziye left, the ward immediately became empty. Xu Yaran lay on the hospital bed, looking out the window in a daze.
The phone suddenly rang. Xu Yaran looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Tu Baobao calling. The word "Tu Baobao" made Xu Yaran's eyes red. She hadn't contacted Tu Baobao for a week, right? Tu Baobao was angry that day.
After leaving the hospital, the two of them had no contact again.
Xu Yaran didn't have the courage to take the initiative to contact Tu Baobao, so the relationship between the two became cold.
Now she suddenly received a call from Tu Baobao. Xu Yaran's nose felt sour and she almost shed tears. Tu Baobao... her best friend. Sometimes Xu Yaran felt a little selfish. When she was about to die of illness,
When she was about to give up her life, she actually only thought that Tu Baobao was just her friend. She didn't know why she had such a ridiculous thought at that time.
Seeing Tu Baobao's call, Xu Yaran felt guilty for no reason.
Xu Yaran picked up the phone and answered the call.
"Hey, Ranran, it's me..." Tu Baobao's voice was deliberately lowered on the phone, as if he was a thief.
When Xu Yaran heard Tu Baobao's deliberately lowered voice, she panicked, thinking that Tu Baobao was in some danger and couldn't speak loudly. Xu Yaran also deliberately lowered her voice and said: "Baby, what's wrong with you? Where are you?
?”
Tu Baobao whispered: "I'm at home."
When Xu Yaran heard this, she immediately felt relieved. She was overthinking it. Now that Nangong Yuhan is by Tu Baobao's side, what could happen? Nangong Yuhan now treats Tu Baobao as a treasure.
What can happen if you offer it?
However, due to the influence of Tu Baobao, Xu Yaran did not dare to raise her voice too high when making a phone call. She asked: "What's wrong with your voice?"
"It's okay, I called you secretly. Nangong Yuhan, this stinky man, didn't allow me to go to you or call you. He said he was afraid of disturbing you. You don't know how much I care about you these days.
You, but I can't come out. There are a lot of servants at home, who do nothing all day long and are responsible for keeping an eye on me. I feel that I am not a wealthy young lady at all, but a cat imprisoned in a cage.
Canary inside.
The phone line at home was also cut off by Nangong Yuhan, and the mobile phone was also blocked by Nangong Yuhan. Did you know? It’s hard to get a taxi here. If I want to go out, I have to ask the driver to take me there.
.But they all listened to Nangong Yuhan, not me. I didn’t want to walk out, so I didn’t look for you. Are you okay?” Tu Baobao’s tone was full of resentment towards Nangong Yuhan, including
She complained that Nangong Yuhan was too lenient and complained that the servants at home did not listen to her.
In the end, Tu Baobao still cared about Xu Yaran.
"I'm fine, where did you get this phone call?" Xu Yaran asked. According to Tu Baobao, where did she get the mobile phone to call herself?
"Oh, Nangong Yuhan is taking a shower now. His coat is beside the bed. I found the mobile phone from his coat. To make a long story short, I am almost moldy at home, you know? However, you
Come to my house to find me, I'm so bored." Tu Baobao said to Xu Yaran coquettishly.
When Xu Yaran heard Tu Baobao's soft pleas, Xu Yaran was really embarrassed to refuse. But she thought of Nangong Yuhan and her current virginity. Xu Yaran really didn't want to refuse Tu Baobao. Why in this world is there such a thing?
There is a lot that can be done.
"No, I'm a little inconvenient these two days. Let's give it a try in two days." Xu Yaran thought about it and refused directly.
Tu Baobao said: "What's the inconvenience for you? Are you still thinking about getting your belly..."
"He's gone?" An elegant and cold voice sounded in the ward.
There was no need to carefully identify whose voice it was, Xu Yaran already knew that it was Chu Li's voice.
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Xu Yaran did it without even having time to think about it.
Xu Yaran has always been very afraid of Chu Li. She always has a conditioned reflex and is not willing to let Chu Li know too many things.
As for why she had such a reaction, Xu Yaran herself didn't know.