Xu Yaran simply tidied up and decided to go to the hospital to see Li Yilan. She repeatedly told herself in her heart that even if they couldn't be lovers, they could still be ordinary friends. If ordinary friends were hospitalized, go to the hospital to take care of them.
There was nothing wrong, and she went to the hospital to see Li Yilan purely out of loyalty as a friend.
When leaving, Xu Yaran also took the snacks that Tu Baobao brought to her when she left.
When Xu Yaran arrived at the hospital, Li Yilan was lying alone in the hospital, looking out the window with blank eyes. He looked very lonely and lonely, which made people feel distressed. At that moment, Xu Yaran's heart really softened.
, and at the same time, she was glad that she came to the hospital to see Li Yilan today.
Xu Yaran stood at the door for a long time. Li Yilan kept looking out the window and didn't notice it at all. After a long time, Xu Yaran blinked and walked into the ward. I don't know why now, but she seemed to like being in a daze.
It seems that no matter what I see, I will always be in a daze and think about irrelevant things.
Perhaps Li Yilan heard the footsteps in the ward, and he slowly turned his face. When he saw that the person coming was Xu Yaran, Li Yilan's lonely face suddenly burst into a surprise smile, and
Even those mysterious and deep eyes have a big smile, which warms the hearts of those who look at it.
When Tu Baobao saw the smile on Li Yilan's face, her heart shrank instantly. Her steps paused slightly. She had never seen Li Yilan smile so unscrupulously. Li Yilan's smile was really contagious, but Li Yilan
In the past, his smile always had a mischievous flavor, which also gave Li Yilan a lot of impression. His sassy smile made people feel very friendly.
There was a feeling of happiness on Li Yilan's face, and the word happiness was almost engraved on his forehead. Li Yilan was like this, and it was really hard for Xu Yaran to be cruel and treat Li Yilan like a late wife. So Xu Yaran also
He showed a faint smile to Li Yilan.
"Are you okay? How do you feel?" Xu Yaran smiled, walked to Li Yilan's bed, and placed the snacks brought from Nangong Yuhan's home on the table.
Li Yilan's eyes seemed to have taken root, and they were always on Xu Yaran's face, refusing to move away. Xu Yaran blushed when Li Yilan stared at her so fiercely, put away the smile on her face, and glared at Li Yilan
A glance, but the look is not sharp, but more charming that belongs to a little woman.
Being stared at by Xu Yaran, Li Yilan immediately became a little concerned. He turned away, not wanting Xu Yaran to see his red face. His voice could not express the vicissitudes of life and loneliness, and his image at this time,
It's a good match, he said: "It's okay, but if I have a choice, I think I would rather stay in the hospital for the rest of my life."
"Why?" Xu Yaran quickly took the words and asked, seemingly puzzled.
Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran with burning eyes. Xu Yaran felt that Li Yilan's eyes were really as hot as fire, full of passion and love. How could Xu Yaran bear Li Yilan's eyes like this now, so Xu Yaran lowered her head in shame.
"If we can get along well with each other as before, talking and laughing while we are in the hospital, I would rather trade my own health for your forgiveness." After finishing speaking, Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran with an earnest look, hoping that this
A few words can move Xu Yaran's face.
After Xu Yaran heard these words, no matter whether what Li Yilan said was true or not, she was really moved. She was not hard-hearted. She was not moved when she saw a man say such words to her so piously.
Impossible. But she was moved, but she was afraid. She was afraid of Li Yilan. She had already been injured once and didn't want to fall in the same place twice.
Maybe there were no traps in that place at all, but she didn't dare to take risks easily. So she would not take the same road again and let herself take risks. She would rather take a detour and change the road instead of going through it again.
Let herself get hurt a little. She loves herself so much, so how can she bear to let herself get hurt again? No...she can't take the risk.
So Xu Yaran just pretended that she didn't hear Li Yilan's affectionate words. She smiled and said: "Stop talking nonsense."
While talking, Xu Yaran opened the snacks she had brought, brought them to Li Yilan, and said to Li Yilan: "Come and try this snack, it's very delicious. I brought it here specially for you to have a taste."
Li Yilan saw Xu Yaran deliberately dodging and refused to answer. Li Yilan's eyes flashed and he lowered his eyes to cover his expression at this time. He took the snack handed over by Xu Yaran and took a bite. The taste was so-so, but not bad.
I thought it was so delicious.
However, he did know that this snack was very famous and very expensive. Ordinary people rarely eat it. These snacks are only for wealthy ladies to eat for fun.
Li Yilan only ate two pieces, then shook his head and said, "I don't like sweets very much. Don't put the things here, take them back."
Xu Yaran also had a piece of snack in her hand, ready to pass it to Li Yilan. Li Yilan said she didn't want to eat it. Xu Yaran looked at the snack, stuffed it into her mouth, and ate the snack with satisfaction. Then.
Then pack the remaining snacks.
Li Yilan said she didn't like eating it, so she took it back and ate it.
Now that she is pregnant with a child, she has a huge appetite, eats a lot, and gets hungry quickly.
Others say that after pregnancy, there will be a strong reaction, which will torture the pregnant woman to death. Xu Yaran has no experience. In the early stage, she did not know that she was pregnant, but she occasionally felt uncomfortable and nauseated.
I feel like vomiting sometimes, but it's not serious.
So she didn't think about whether she was pregnant at that time. Later she found out that she was pregnant, and the baby in her belly cooperated with her very well. It didn't bother her as a mother at all. And pregnant women will change when they are pregnant.
I am a picky eater and don’t want to eat many things.
This situation has not happened to Xu Yaran. Now she has a good appetite and everything she eats tastes delicious. There are no taboos on meat or vegetables, and she can eat anything as long as it is what she wants. Her taste is no different from before.
Big change. Now Xu Yaran feels that the baby in her belly is so caring to her mother.
Li Yilan leaned on the bed and looked at Xu Yaran's elegant face. His heart was filled to the brim. He was thinking at this moment that it would be great if he could stay like this for the rest of his life. There was no need for passion anymore, as long as the two of them could be calm and steady.
It doesn't need to be earth-shattering, it doesn't need to be heart-wrenchingly loved, just living with three meals a day seems pretty good.
But Xu Yaran...
Thinking of the problems between him and Xu Yaran, Li Yilan's bright eyes slowly became dim.
At this moment, Xu Yaran turned her head and saw the lifeless and decadent expression on Li Yilan's face. Xu Yaran's heart stung for no reason. She suddenly thought that the mobile phone screen she saw today looked like this.
It gradually became darker and darker, and finally turned into darkness completely.
Xu Yaran forced a smile and said to Li Yilan: "Let's go for a walk. Are you exhausted after staying in the ward for a day?" The sun is now slowly setting in the west, and it won't be long before the sun sets.
.Winter nights always come earlier. It’s only around four o’clock now. The sun has already tilted to the west and looks like it’s about to set. Now you can go out and watch the sunset.
Li Yilan naturally nodded in agreement. He could be with Xu Yaran, which was what he wanted. Even if Xu Yaran took him to die, maybe he would consider going with Xu Yaran. What's more, it would be nice to watch the sunset with Xu Yaran.
When he and Xu Yaran were together in the past, the two of them stayed at home every day and rarely went out once. And most of the time it was before dawn, so he took Xu Yaran out for a run to exercise. Now he can go out with Xu Yaran.
Li Yilan is really looking forward to watching the sunset.
Xu Yaran suggested finding a wheelchair for Li Yilan, but Li Yilan rejected it. He was not disabled, so there was no need to use a wheelchair. He wanted to cuddle up with Xu Yaran, like a couple in love, and accept the baptism of the sunset.
Li Yilan's steps were a little frivolous, and Xu Yaran easily supported Li Yilan. Li Yilan raised the corner of her mouth, revealing a happy arc, and allowed Xu Yaran to hold her with peace of mind. At this moment, Li Yilan suddenly felt that she and Xu Yaran were more similar.
They were an old couple. This idea made Li Yilan feel very happy, and her heart was filled with happiness.
The sun has set outside, and it's a bit cold outside.
Li Yilan stretched out his hand and hugged Xu Yaran into his arms. Xu Yaran was startled by Li Yilan's sudden move.
Xu Yaran was frightened and pushed Li Yilan away. When he was three steps away from Li Yilan, Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan warily and asked, "What are you doing?"
Li Yilan looked innocent, with a hurt look flashing across his eyes. He spread his hands with aggrieved expression and said, "It's nothing. Aren't you usually the most afraid of the cold?"
A look of embarrassment flashed across Xu Yaran's face. She walked to Li Yilan's body again, pretending to be nonchalant, and said to Li Yilan: "I'm much better now. You don't have to worry about me. I'm fine, not at all."
cold."
"It's good that it's not cold anymore." Li Yilan smiled gently, with a gentle smile on his face, but his eyes were still dark, without any sparkle.
Xu Yaran knew that her actions today were really hurtful, but there was nothing she could do about it. It was her subconscious action. Li Yilan really hurt her too much, and it was natural for her to be wary of Li Yilan. Even so.
, Xu Yaran still felt a little guilty in her heart.
Xu Yaran supported Li Yilan and walked for a while.
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