Xu Yaran watched the bouquet of flowers slowly disappear from her sight. She lowered her eyes and suppressed the emotions in her eyes.
"I will buy you a fresh bouquet another day." After Li Yilan watched the bouquet of flowers being thrown far away, he turned to Xu Yaran and said.
Xu Yaran said with some lack of interest: "No, even if I buy a fresh bunch, even if they are exactly the same, they are different from the past ones. If they are gone, they are gone. There is no need to buy them again."
Li Yilan felt that there was something behind what Xu Yaran said, and it was not just the simple meaning on the surface. When he wanted to continue to delve deeper, he heard Xu Yaran say: "You must be tired after walking for so long. Go back and rest early.
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Li Yilan was just about to say that he was not tired, but Xu Yaran did not give him this chance. Xu Yaran turned around and left first. She was not as afraid that he would lose strength and fall down like she was at the beginning.
Li Yilan rubbed his nose, feeling a little disappointed. But it doesn't matter, the road must be walked step by step, and the food must be eaten one breath at a time. You can't be too hasty. This time Xu Yaran is worried about the separation of people. I'm afraid he will have trouble in the future.
I was busy. I quickly followed Xu Yaran and returned to the ward together.
Back in the ward, Li Yilan was lying on the bed obediently.
Xu Yaran was busy helping Li Yilan clean up the ward. Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran quietly. Xu Yaran's face was peaceful. Li Yilan felt that if this was not a hospital, but a home for two people, then this scene would be more harmonious.
Xu Yaran was like a virtuous wife, which fascinated Li Yilan deeply.
Xu Yaran's disheveled hair covered Xu Yaran's indifferent face. Occasionally, when the hair swayed, Li Yilan could clearly see Xu Yaran's plain face. Li Yilan looked at Xu Yaran's obviously thicker waist.
My heart felt warm.
At this moment, Li Yilan made up his mind to keep what he saw today no matter what. No matter how much effort he put in, he hoped that he could still see this scene many years ago.
In the past, Li Yilan just muddle along, just trying to protect Xu Yaran and be with Xu Yaran. Now Li Yilan has made up his mind, no matter what the future holds, even if he tries his best, he will keep Xu Yaran by his side.
Thinking of this, Li Yilan felt a surge of pride in his chest. He opened the quilt on his body and got off the bed. He was not wearing shoes, just barefoot. He walked quietly behind Xu Yaran, stretched out his arms and hugged Xu Yaran's waist from behind.
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After Xu Yaran was startled, she immediately started struggling. Li Yilan had long expected that Xu Yaran would not be honest. He used skill to avoid Xu Yaran and hugged Xu Yaran. He did not dare to use too much force for fear of hurting Xu Yaran and the child in Xu Yaran's belly, but he also
Xu Yaran was not allowed to struggle away.
Li Yilan ignored Xu Yaran's struggle and hugged Xu Yaran into his arms, pressing his chin against Xu Yaran's soft hair. His voice was hoarse and low, with a bewitching tone, and he said softly: "Don't move, let me hold you."
"Li Yilan, you..." Xu Yaran was furious when he heard this and wanted to scold Li Yilan.
Although Li Yilan hugged her from behind, Li Yilan seemed to have eyes and easily found Xu Yaran's lips. He stretched out his hand and covered Xu Yaran's lips, interrupting what Xu Yaran was about to say.
"Shh... don't say it, let me say it, okay?" Li Yilan turned his head to Xu Yaran's ear and said in a low voice.
Xu Yaran rolled her eyes. Li Yilan's fingers were still pressing on her lips. Even if she wanted to speak, Li Yilan would not give her a chance. Now she seemed to be asking her. Although thinking like this, Xu Yaran actually
Not really angry either.
Although Li Yilan held her, he did not move excessively. And Xu Yaran could feel that Li Yilan's embrace was different from the past. In the past, when Li Yilan held her, he was always full of lust or domineeringness.
.Now she can feel that Li Yilan is quiet and calm when she holds him.
And when Li Yilan held her, he didn't use any force, and the hand around her waist was indescribable and gentle. Li Yilan's hand seemed to have magic power, and Xu Yaran's heart also changed with Li Yilan's hand.
became extremely supple.
Xu Yaran stopped struggling and let Li Yilan wrap his arms around her gently.
"Believe me, I won't let you down again this time." Li Yilan's voice was like a curse. When he said this sentence, Xu Yaran's heart trembled violently, and tenderness suddenly appeared.
Li Yilan just said one sentence, no longer a long speech. Although his voice was soft, it revealed a feeling of unyielding.
Xu Yaran's heart suddenly swelled with Li Yilan's few words. Her nose became sour and she almost shed tears.
"Believe me, I won't let you down again this time." Li Yilan said this very simple sentence very lightly, but it seemed to contain countless power and made the hatred in Xu Yaran's heart disappear.
Li Yilan's fingers that were pressed between Xu Yaran's lips slowly moved between Xu Yaran's lips. After a moment, Xu Yaran felt some coolness on her lips and realized that Li Yilan's fingers had been withdrawn at some point.
Li Yilan's hands held Xu Yaran's shoulders and pulled Xu Yaran's body over. Let Xu Yaran face him. Li Yilan's eyes looked at Xu Yaran with gleaming eyes, and a moving brilliance flashed in his eyes. He said: "
I didn’t know what I wanted before, so I kept searching and made a lot of mistakes. Fortunately, now I finally know what I want most, and luckily it’s not too late.”
Xu Yaran moved the corners of her mouth, wanting to say something, but the last thing she said was a sigh.
Li Yilan let her go so easily that night, and Xu Yaran didn't say anything. Although Li Yilan's words and eyes were revealing, they didn't speak openly. Xu Yaran just pretended that she didn't understand anything and didn't know.
What does Li Yilan mean?
Under Xu Yaran's expectant gaze, Xu Yaran stood dumbly opposite Li Yilan and said nothing.
It's not that she didn't want to say something, Li Yilan's words were very touching. If they could be fulfilled, they would definitely be more touching than what he said. If Li Yilan had said this to her before, she would have taken her household registration book without hesitation.
, just go directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau and get a red book from Li Yilan.
A woman who has been hurt always dare not try to trust others easily. What's more, a man who has hurt her deeply? So Xu Yaran could only choose to remain silent, watching Li Yilan's eyes become sad little by little,
Xu Yaran was heartbroken, but she really didn't know what to say.
Li Yilan didn't make it difficult for her. Finally, Li Yilan gave her a hug and patted her back. He didn't say anything, just asked someone to send her back. Xu Yaran shook her head and asked to go back by herself. Li Yilan didn't say anything, but nodded.
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After returning home, Xu Yaran felt very uncomfortable and her mind went blank, thinking about Li Yilan's words.
"Believe me, I won't let you down this time."
"I didn't know what I wanted before, and I made a lot of mistakes in my endless search. Fortunately, now I finally know what I want most. Fortunately, it's not too late."
What Li Yilan said flashed through Xu Yaran's mind over and over again.
"Believe me, I won't let you down this time."
"I didn't know what I wanted before, and I made a lot of mistakes in my endless search. Fortunately, now I finally know what I want most. Fortunately, it's not too late."
Xu Yaran was a little flustered. The decision she had made not long ago was completely defeated after Li Yilan said these words. What Li Yilan said was like a drug to her, and she knew she could not touch that thing again.
She has a son, but she is always distracted in her heart, thinking all the time that when one day she finally can't help it anymore, she really can't guarantee that she will give up love.
Xu Yaran was sitting in the living room and saw the coat hanging on the balcony outside. Xu Yaran suddenly thought of Su Weishi again. For some reason, this man left an indelible mark on Xu Yaran's heart. There was no need to deliberately
You have to think about it, but it always appears in your mind inadvertently.
Xu Yaran suddenly wanted to call Su Weishi, so she dialed Su Weishi's number again.
"Sorry, the user you dialed has shut down, please call again later."
What was waiting for Xu Yaran was still the cold female voice, and Su Weishi still didn't turn on the phone.
Except for the clothes and the mobile phone number that seemed to never be turned on, Su Weishi's appearance left no unnecessary traces in Xu Yaran's heart.
Xu Yaran didn't know what happened to her, why she was thinking about that Su Weishi.
After taking a bath, Xu Yaran lay on the bed before going to bed. She picked up her cell phone and, full of hope, called Su Weishi again.
The phone was still turned off. Listening to the beeping sound from the phone, Xu Yaran disappointedly put her phone back on the bedside table.
She picked up the phone with high hopes, but put it back with disappointment.
Xu Yaran slept very uneasily at night. In her dream, a man kept whispering in her ear. However, Xu Yaran couldn't hear clearly what the man said. She was haunted by this man's voice all night, and she fell asleep.
not good.
It wasn't until dawn that the whisper disappeared from Xu Yaran's ears.
Only then did Xu Yaran fall into a deep sleep. In her dream, Xu Yaran finally put on a pure white wedding dress, with Tu Baobao following beside her. Xu Yaran looked at her beautiful face in the mirror, dressed so brightly that Xu Yaran had never
I didn’t know that I could be so beautiful.
The self in the mirror has a peach-shaped face, affectionate eyes, and is extremely beautiful. She really looks back and smiles, and her words and deeds reveal infinite charm and sexiness. But Xu Yaran feels that although she looks beautiful in the mirror
, yet very strange, as if that person was not him.
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