Today I heard Xu Yaran say that the situation on the bus was even more terrifying, so after sending Xu Yaran to the company, he returned to the starting point and took the bus again during the rush hour. This time he finally understood what Xu Yaran was.
What does that mean?
Seeing that Xu Yaran was actually trying to squeeze into the bus at this moment, Li Yilan felt that his heart was almost in his throat. If he really tried to squeeze in, he would definitely squeeze out something good.
For other matters, Li Yilan could still let Xu Yaran be more willful, and he could also accommodate Xu Yaran. But when it came to squeezing the bus, Li Yilan would never let Xu Yaran do it.
"This is my business, you don't have to worry about it. How I want to go back is also my business." Xu Yaran glared at Li Yilan with some annoyance. She didn't like that Li Yilan was too big of a man and interfered too much in her life.
She was even more afraid that Li Yilan would get involved in everything, in case Li Yilan regretted it one day. Although she did not accept her again, she was also afraid that after the sudden loss, she would not get used to it and suffer again.
"Perhaps I can listen to you about other things, but not this one. If you don't want me to take you back, I can help you hail a taxi to take you back. You are crowded with so many people like this
, it will be very dangerous." Li Yilan saw that Xu Yaran seemed to be angry, so she patiently discussed it with Xu Yaran.
At this moment, Xu Yaran suddenly lost her temper and said angrily: "What I want to do is none of your business, please don't worry about it. Even if it's dangerous, it doesn't matter. It's all my business, my own business."
I know it well."
"But I am the father of the child." Li Yilan emphasized uncontrollably.
"Are you the child's father? Ha... It's so funny. What qualifications do you have to say that you are the child's father? At best, you are just an irresponsible, stinky man who plants seeds in women and only cares about your own quick pleasure.
When you abandoned our mother and son for Nangong Meining, did you ever think that the child in my belly was yours?" Xu Yaran's words were full of hatred. But they were still something she was still worried about, even though Li Yilan has returned now.
. But what happened in the past, even if it happened, no one can easily erase it.
These are the wounds that Xu Yaran once had in her heart. Xu Yaran originally didn't want to say anything about these words. However, after being so provoked by Li Yilan today, Xu Yaran's words came out of her mouth without going through her brain at all.
After she finished speaking, Xu Yaran felt a little regretful. But the words she said were like water thrown out, which could never be taken back.
After listening to Xu Yaran's words, Li Yilan had a guilty expression on his face. He also knew that he had many things to do to Xu Yaran.
"Yes, I am not worthy to be the father of my child. But I was just confused for a moment. I have tried my best to make up for it now. Can you really not forgive me anymore?" Li Yilan stared at Xu Yaran with a painful expression.
Xu Yaran saw that Li Yilan's eyes were a little red, and Xu Yaran couldn't bear it. But Li Yilan's words could not make Xu Yaran soften easily, otherwise, she would have forgiven Li Yilan.
Xu Yaran snorted coldly, walked around Li Yilan and turned around to leave. She didn't really want to squeeze into the bus, she just followed the crowd and walked away, but she just didn't want Li Yilan to see her. Now she has recognized the child in her belly, so she
She would not let her child take risks. Otherwise, she would not have gone to the bus stop a few hours early in the morning to wait for the bus to go to work.
Those words just said were just some angry words said when he was angry with Li Yilan, how could they be taken seriously? It was because Li Yilan was too concerned at the moment that he didn't realize that everything Xu Yaran said was just angry words.
When Xu Yaran and Li Yilan passed by, Li Yilan reached out and grabbed Xu Yaran's arm. Xu Yaran had to stop, glared at Xu Yaran and said: "Li Yilan, let go."
Li Yilan saw that the logic didn't make sense, so he pretended that no pig was afraid of being scalded by boiling water, and he said: "I won't let him go."
Xu Yaran gritted her teeth and tried to break away from Li Yilan's hand, but she couldn't. No matter how strong she was, she could never match the strength of a man, so Xu Yaran was destined to be caught by Li Yilan.
It is now the peak time for people to go downstairs in the building where their company is located. People are everywhere in a hurry, rushing home. But Xu Yaran and Li Yilan are standing in the crowd, looking at each other face to face, especially Li Yilan's long face.
They are very outstanding, so the two people standing in the crowd are definitely the focus.
Many people have already looked over here and pointed. Among them are colleagues from Xu Yaran's company. Many people in the company have seen Li Yilan and Nangong Meining together in the hotel and know Li Yilan.
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Some people have also seen Li Yilan and themselves entangled downstairs in the company. At that time, everyone knew that Li Yilan was Nangong Meining's boyfriend, but no one knew that Li Yilan was his ex-boyfriend.
At that time, everyone in the company was discussing this matter. If she and Tu Baobao hadn't invited the giant Buddha of Nangong Yuhan out, she would have been unemployed at this time, and she would really have had to abort the baby.
's baby.
If she is still entangled with Li Yilan this time, the rumors in the company will still be ugly in the future. For the sake of the child in her belly and for herself, Xu Yaran has no choice but to follow this step.
Xu Yaran didn't speak, but her expression softened.
Li Yilan glanced at Xu Yaran and knew that Xu Yaran had compromised with him. He didn't have the habit of being treated like a monkey by others. After getting Xu Yaran's silent approval, Li Yilan almost couldn't wait to pull Xu Yaran into the car parked on the roadside.
In the car.
The two people got in the car, and Li Yilan immediately rolled down the brown window so that no one could see the specific situation in the car.
Li Yilan knew that his behavior might be a bit overwhelming, but the results were good. Li Yilan was in a good mood. But it would be better if Xu Yaran could cooperate with him a little more today and the two of them didn't quarrel.
Li Yilan sat upright, with his hands on his knees. Xu Yaran occasionally held it back, and Li Yilan was covered in bruises on the back of his hands. Thinking of Li Yilan's disregard for his own safety this morning, he protected himself. When the car stopped, Li Yilan was the first
Instead of looking at his own injuries, he was worried about her.
Now that Li Yilan's hand is so bruised, it must have been very painful at that time. Li Yilan didn't even show any pain. Thinking about what she just said to Li Yilan, Xu Yaran felt a little guilty. Maybe she shouldn't be so straightforward about those words.
uttered.
Xu Yaran felt a little uncomfortable and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words today."
Li Yilan turned to look at Xu Yaran seriously, and his tone was as serious as his expression. Then Li Yilan asked: "Then what you said is sincere? Is it what you say in your heart? Or are you saying it because you are deliberately angry with me?
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The corners of Xu Yaran's mouth moved. Those words were of course sincere and what she said in her heart. But at the moment, she felt a little guilty for Li Yilan. Xu Yaran couldn't have shouted out on impulse like she did just now, without thinking about the consequences at all.
"That means you are sincere. Since it is sincere, it is good to say it. It is better than holding everything in your heart and hating me silently. I would rather you vent all the hatred and resentment in your heart and let it out.
It's over, you can forgive me. If you hide all your hatred and resentment towards me in your heart, I'm afraid it will get deeper and deeper, and you will never forgive me."
"You know? You are a very easy-to-soft-hearted person, otherwise you would not care about me. But soft-hearted people also have shortcomings, that is, they like to hide everything in their hearts and not say anything."
"Just like today, if I don't make you angry, maybe you will hide those words in your heart. Although you can get along with me on the surface, in fact, you also hate me. I can only go out of my way in this life.
I became friends with you because of your soft heart, but because of your soft heart, I will never be able to get the forgiveness from your heart."
Li Yilan spoke so seriously that Xu Yaran couldn't help but feel a little lost. Is she a soft-hearted person? She has always known that she is a stubborn person, but no one has ever told her that she is a soft-hearted person.
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Xu Yaran was a little absent-minded, thinking about what Li Yilan had just said. Suddenly she felt a warmth on her hand, and when she lowered her head, she found a hand pressing on her hand. Xu Yaran immediately took out her hand, then put it behind her back and moved it to the side.
He moved a little bit and then sat down very upright.
Li Yilan smiled bitterly. Xu Yaran really had not forgiven him. But he never thought that Xu Yaran could easily forgive him in one day. The road must be walked step by step, and the food must be breathed one breath at a time.
Li Yilan retracted his hand with some sarcasm and turned to stare at Xu Yaran's face, but his hand did nothing.
Xu Yaran looked out the window. She did not look back, but she knew that Li Yilan must be looking at her at this time. She could feel how hot Li Yilan's eyes were when he looked at her. Even if she knew, Xu Yaran could only act as if nothing had happened.
Look at the scenery outside the window as if you don't know anything, and avoid unnecessary embarrassment.
Maybe what Li Yilan said is right. She is indeed a person who easily softens her heart. Otherwise, she and Li Yilan are enemies now and would not be able to sit together so calmly. During the rush hours of commuting, the traffic volume is very heavy, and there are many big cars along the way.
Traffic jam.
Xu Yaran sat in the car, rolled down the window, looked outside, and saw a long queue.
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