Li Yilan didn't dare to tell whether Nangong Meining's words were true. He didn't want to talk to Nangong Meining anymore. Compared with Nangong Meining, Xu Yaran needed his care more. Nangong Meining had everything.
A warm home has beauty, family background and connotation.
But Xu Yaran had nothing. When she was with Xu Yaran, Li Yilan had never heard Xu Yaran mention anyone in her family. Li Yilan pityed Xu Yaran from the bottom of his heart.
"Why? Is it because of Ren Jingchu?" Nangong Meining looked at Nangong Meining with a hurt face and asked.
"No...actually I..."
"Stop talking, I think you need time to think about it carefully. Let's all calm down and think carefully about which way is right. I don't want you to be impulsive," Nangong
Mei Ning suddenly stood up from the sofa and said with a somewhat excited look. She seemed to be shocked.
Li Yilan did not expect Nangong Meining to have such a reaction. After being stunned for a moment, he became cruel. He was destined to break a woman's heart in his life. If he was asked to choose between these two women, of course he would
He will choose the woman he cherishes. Li Yilan composed himself and said: "I don't have to think about it anymore. I really can't marry you, so..."
"You don't need to say anything. I'll give you three days to think about it. Think about it for yourself. I won't take anything you say seriously now. You will give me the answer in three days. Okay,
I've been on a plane all day today and I'm very tired and want to sleep." Nangong Meining said to Li Yilan very forcefully.
Before Li Yilan could say anything else, Nangong Meining had already picked up her bag and left. However, the direction she walked was not out. Instead, she walked accurately into his bedroom. When he reacted and chased him out,
Nangong Meining has already closed the door tightly.
Li Yilan followed closely and twisted the door, but it couldn't be opened. Nangong Meining locked the room. He took out the key from his pocket, but he still couldn't open it. The room was locked from the inside. Li Yilan
There was really no other way, so I had to go over and knock on the door, and said to Nangong Meining in the room: "Meining, your room is mine."
"I know, if this room belonged to someone else, I wouldn't stay here, Miss. I've been tired all day, and now I'm sleepy and want to sleep. You can do whatever you want." Nangong Meining's clear voice came from the room.
.
Li Yilan gritted his teeth. The door couldn't be opened, and there was nothing he could do about it. But Nangong Meining was really rigorous in doing things. Li Yilan couldn't do anything about Nangong Meining, and in the end he had to settle on the sofa in the living room. But he thought
Wait, the soup I cooked for Xu Yaran today has not been delivered yet.
He walked into the kitchen and cooked for a while over low heat. When it was hot, he filled a bucket with a thermos bucket. After thinking about it, he left two more bowls. He went out with the thermos bucket. Although Xu Yaran might
He was still angry with himself, and he might not drink the soup he sent over, but Li Yilan still wanted to send it over. This was his attitude.
What he wanted to tell Xu Yaran was that even if Nangong Meining came back and appeared, she was still the only one in his heart.
As soon as Li Yilan opened the door and went out, Nangong Meining, who was in his room, also came out. She looked at the door, her eyes flickering. She took her clothes and entered the bathroom in a flash. Fortunately, Li Yilan went out, otherwise she would have really
He didn't dare to come out to take a shower. Although Li Yilan didn't say what he was going out for, Nangong Meining could guess it. Nangong Meining looked at his almost perfect face in the mirror, and a mocking smile flashed at the corner of his mouth.
Xu Yaran still didn't turn on the light. She sat at the door and tried to huddle herself into a ball, which would make her feel safer. Her eyes were already dry and she couldn't shed any tears. She blinked her eyes,
I just feel that my eyes are dry. My heart is still dull. As for whether it is because of Nangong Meining that I came back suddenly, or because of the ambiguity between Li Yilan and Nangong Meining.
The ground was really cold, but she didn't want to move.
Li Yilan lingered outside the door for a long time carrying the thermos bucket. He raised his hand and wanted to knock on the door. But after raising his hand, he put it down again. He was really in a dilemma. In the past, Li Yilan always felt that his
He was thick-skinned, but at this moment, he didn't even have the courage to knock on the door.
Xu Yaran knocked on the door. The footsteps at the door seemed to be absent, and Xu Yaran smiled to herself.
"Yaran..." Li Yilan stood outside the door, whispering softly, calling Xu Yaran's name. Xu Yaran's heart moved, and she seemed to hear Li Yilan calling her. She slowly raised her head and got up from the ground.
There was still some pain in her feet. She held on to the door, stood up, put her face against the door, and closed her eyes.
"Yaran..." Li Yilan slowly chewed the name that made him feel like a lifelong bond. For some reason, he always felt that Xu Yaran could hear what he said, so he cleared his throat and said: "Yaran
However, I'm sorry..."
Xu Yaran stuck to the door. Although Li Yilan's words outside the door were soft, she still heard them. The most hurtful word in the world is sorry. If possible, she didn't want to hear Li Yilan say sorry to her.
There was always some hope in her heart. The moment she heard Li Yilan say he was sorry, Xu Yaran's heart felt particularly painful. Her eyes, which she thought would never shed tears again, began to feel moist again.
Feeling embarrassed, she stretched out her arms and wiped her face haphazardly without taking a tissue. The sleeve scratched her eyes, and her eyes, which were originally a little hot, immediately became hot and painful.
"I don't know if you can hear what I said. If you can, can you give me a response?" Li Yilan stared at Xu Yaran's closed door with an earnest look on his face, sliding his hand across the lines of the door, and on his hand
Incomparable pity, as if what he was touching at this moment was not the door, but Xu Yaran's face.
Hearing Li Yilan's almost begging voice, Xu Yaran knew that she didn't know how to respond to him. But her heart softened. She had to die even if she died, didn't she understand? Xu Yaran smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "What are you talking about?
Just say it?" As soon as she opened her mouth, she realized that her voice was a little hoarse, maybe because she had just cried.
Hearing Xu Yaran's voice, Li Yilan was really surprised. He just said that, maybe because he was too lonely. Unexpectedly, he could actually hear Xu Yaran's response. For a moment, he was surprised and was filled with great joy.
Got carried away.
"Yaran, can you open the door? I have something to say to you." Li Yilan's tone unconsciously took on a tone of pleading.
"If you have anything to say, let's talk outside. I'm already asleep, so it's not convenient." Xu Yaran held back her own sobs and tried to make her voice sound as normal as usual.
Li Yilan could tell that Xu Yaran's voice was a little hoarse, and he knew it in his heart. Knowing that Xu Yaran would not let him in today, he was not eager for success, so he talked to her outside the door with peace of mind.
.It would be nice to chat with her for a while.
"Does your foot still hurt? Do you want me to rub it for you?" Li Yilan calmed down, leaned against Xu Yaran's door, and asked with concern.
Xu Yaran tried to move her feet, but the pain was still severe. She gasped, her brows furrowed in pain, and she still said in a steady tone: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore."
"Is your bloated stomach better? Is it still uncomfortable?" Li Yilan asked again.
Xu Yaran touched her belly. Her belly had begun to get pregnant and started to get bigger. She touched her belly and found that it was no longer uncomfortable. She thought those hawthorn slices were very useful to eat. She said: "Thank you for your concern. I
There is nothing uncomfortable. If there is nothing else, you can go back and I will rest."
"Don't..." Li Yilan said anxiously, "I still have something to say."
Xu Yaran did not speak. She breathed and leaned against the door, waiting for Li Yilan to speak. Li Yilan leaned against the wall and did not hear Xu Yaran's response for a long time. He asked: "Yaran, are you there?"
"Hmm..." Xu Yaran gave a muffled hum, which was regarded as answering Li Yilan's question and telling Li Yilan that it was time to talk. Although she did not speak, she kept listening to him talking outside.
"I'm sorry..." Li Yilan said to Xu Yaran with guilt.
After hearing Li Yilan's sorry words, Xu Yaran felt a dull pain in her heart. She bit her lip tightly in pain to avoid making any sound. She covered her mouth with her hands and tried her best to stop her.
All the tears that welled up were held back and did not flow out.
Her voice was trembling as she said, "Well, I understand. I accept your apology. I won't blame you. Just go. I want to rest." After saying that, tears still flowed out. She felt that she
It's getting more and more useless now. What's there to cry about? Is it worth crying for? I don't know why, but I just want to cry and I can't help it.
"Don't leave, okay? I'm sorry to you. I was too reckless before and never considered your feelings, which made you feel wronged. But I won't do it anymore. You know, I loved you. Before.
I took this love too lightly. I thought I was not indispensable to you. But my career was indispensable to Nangong Mei. That’s why I did a lot of wrong things. Now I know I was wrong. I no longer have to be indispensable to you.
Already.
Mei Ning came back so suddenly this time. I originally wanted to find a time to talk to you, but I didn't expect that she came so suddenly. She appeared before I could tell you. Originally, I wanted to talk to you today.
The things I told you belong to Mei Ning. Don’t be afraid, you are my only one. Even if Mei Ning comes back, it will be the same. I will never abandon you for the so-called career. When the career is gone, I
We can make a comeback, but if you are gone, I will never be able to find another you. I can't afford to lose my career, but I can't afford to lose you. Don't worry, my heart will always be with you.