Su Weishi sat a little exhausted. He rolled down the window, took out a cigarette from somewhere, and held it in his mouth. Just as he was about to light it, he thought that Xu Yaran had a child. He put down the lighter again and took out another cigarette.
He stood down and sighed. In his clear and clear voice, he said with a little laziness: "It's okay, I just remembered the past pregnancy. Someone once asked me whether I wanted a son or a daughter.
.”
Xu Yaran looked at Su Weishi's sad expression. Xu Yaran felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and she was also a little dull and uncomfortable. So she asked: "Then what did you say?" As soon as Xu Yaran finished speaking, she immediately regretted it.
When she and Su Weishi were together, she always seemed to have no control over her mouth and spoke without thinking through her brain. It seemed that she just said whatever she shouldn't say. Looking at Su Weishi's sad face, she clearly
She doesn't open the pot and pick up the pot. She is clearly exposing other people's scars.
She is not like this usually, but when she stays with Su Weishi, she always says some inappropriate words. It seems to be like this once, twice and three times. Xu Yaran bit her lip, a little annoyed, and was about to speak to Su
After Weishi apologized, Su Weishi spoke up.
"Both her son and her daughter are fine, but she has always wanted a daughter, and then she had a difficult delivery... Both the child and her... When the child was taken out, she was a little girl." Su Weishi's voice was filled with a little pain, but
He said to Xu Yaran calmly.
Xu Yaran looked at the forbearing expression on Su Weishi's face. This was probably an injury that Su Weishi couldn't touch, right? But she kept trying to deal with it, and she felt very guilty in her heart, feeling that she was a little
I'm sorry Su Weishi.
"Um, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Xu Yaran looked at Su Weishi with a guilty look on her face, her eyes filled with a touch of pity, and she could almost feel the faint pain in Su Weishi's heart, even in her heart
She felt a throbbing pain, as if she was feeling the same love. She didn't understand why she had such a connection with Su Weishi.
"Don't be so sad. I don't blame you for this, and you didn't want it. I think your wife and your daughter are in heaven, and I don't want to see you so sad." Xu Yaran's delicate eyebrows wrinkled and twisted.
I tried my best to come up with these comforting dialogues that seemed to appear in novels and idol dramas. Although it sounded a little stupid, it was better than watching Su Weishi feel sad about this matter without doing anything.
"Actually, these are all my responsibility." When talking about this, Su Weishi's eyes were a little red and his voice was hoarse. He said in a lonely voice: "Back then, I was only busy with my own affairs.
Career, I neglected her a lot. When her due date was approaching, I was still busy with work every day. I didn't expect that she would actually give birth to a baby in advance. She was alone at home, and there was no one around to take care of her. She was going to give birth.
But I was not with her. When I got home after the evening party, I saw her lying on the ground with blood all over her body. I immediately called an ambulance and took her to the hospital, but it was too late."
At the end of the sentence, Su Weishi stretched out his hand and pressed his aching forehead. Every time he thought about this, he felt an unusual headache. It was as if the bloody scene appeared in front of him again.
, leaving only blood-red patches in his eyes. The bright red color made him unable to open his eyes, leaving only a lingering shadow in his mind.
Listening to Su Weishi's words as if crying blood, Xu Yaran's heart throbbed. Su Weishi must be in pain, right? Seeing his wife and children disappear in front of him, thinking of Su Weishi today
As soon as it was time to get off work, he left the company on time and refused to stay any longer. Xu Yaran suddenly understood that the incident had such a great impact on him? This was probably the last thing he wanted to touch in his heart.
Is it a wound?
Xu Yaran didn't hesitate much. Her cold hands covered Su Weishi's big hands. She could almost feel Su Weishi's fragility at this moment. She wanted to comfort Su Weishi by accident, and she grabbed his hand.
He held up his hand and said softly: "Weishi, listen to me, these things have nothing to do with you, you don't have to blame yourself so much. This was an accident and has nothing to do with you. Don't take all the blame for it.
Can you blame it on yourself? It's really not your fault, so don't feel bad."
Su Weishi did not move. Xu Yaran unbuckled her seat belt. She turned around and faced Su Weishi. She leaned forward and pressed her face against Su Weishi's chest, wanting to give her to Su Weishi.
A little warmth. The texture of the black suit and white shirt was surprisingly soft. She found a place, leaned against it with peace of mind, and said: "It's okay. Let him let the past go. Don't think about it in the future. Everything will be fine."
Get up and forget everything about the past."
Su Weishi also put his arms around her shoulders and held him tightly in her arms. Xu Yaran did not struggle. Su Weishi held her in his arms. She did not feel any discomfort at all. She knew that Su Weishi was really serious at this moment.
She just wanted to hug her and had no other thoughts. She found a comfortable place and let Su Weishi hug her. She leaned into Su Weishi's arms, making her feel safe, warm and comfortable.
The smell of her greed.
Maybe it was because she was too tired from work yesterday, or maybe it was because Su Weishi's embrace was really warm. Her eyes became heavier and heavier, and then she fell into a drowsy state and fell asleep.
When she woke up again, she was still in the car, leaning on a broad shoulder, wearing a black suit. If you look carefully, you will find that it is the one Su Weishi wore today.
The heating in the room was turned on very high, and it was very warm. Smelling the familiar yet unfamiliar smell, Xu Yaran felt a strange sense of relief in her heart. She rubbed her eyes, and then she sat up straight and saw Su Weishi's expression.
Zhang's face seemed to be in a dream. For a moment, she lost her words and didn't know what to say. She just stared blankly at Su Weishi, who was also looking at her gently.
Su Weishi's eyes were like his own, making people feel reassured and warm, full of generosity and tolerance. It was as if he could tolerate everything, making people feel safe.
"Where is this?" Xu Yaran asked confused for a moment. The last memory in her memory was of her and Su Weishi hugging each other so simply, without any evil thoughts, which made people feel at ease.
It makes people greedy. After so many years, there are only a few people who can let Xu Yaran let go of her heart and believe her wholeheartedly. Even Li Yilan, who has slept with her for several months, has never given it to her. But this, in total, it is a total
She had only met the man three times, but she easily convinced her that Su Weishi had a convincing personal charm.
"Downstairs at your house." Su Weishi said to her with a curved corner of his mouth.
She looked up and saw that everything familiar around her was indeed her community. When she came back in the past, the community was quite lively. But now the community was quiet. She looked up and saw that except for a few people in the community,
The street lights were on, and everything was quiet. As for other people's homes, they were all dark. I took out my mobile phone from my bag and looked at the time. It was already two forty-three in the morning.
She was really startled when she saw the time. She remembered that it was just before nine o'clock after they had eaten. Why is it so late now? No wonder the community is so quiet at this time. It turns out that everyone is already here
She fell asleep. Xu Yaran combed her hair, looked at Su Weishi next to her with some embarrassment and asked: "Um, have I been sleeping for a long time? Why didn't you wake me up?" As she spoke, she covered herself with
He handed the coat back to Su Weishi.
Su Weishi took the coat handed over by Xu Yaran and said with a faint smile: "I saw that you seemed to be sleeping very soundly, so I didn't wake you up. Are you tired from working in the company these days?"
After listening to Su Weishi's explanation, a sweet feeling suddenly surged through her heart. This clip was almost always seen in idol dramas. Every time she saw such a clip in the past, she felt
I always felt that the male and female protagonists were a bit too delicate and artificial. But when I became the heroine, it was really frustrating to have such a man who could sit in the car and wait for hours in order not to disturb my rest.
People are moved.
Sighing, Xu Yaran said: "I'm not very tired. The main reason is that I am too pampered and can't handle such a heavy workload. I have never felt so tired before when I was busier than now. So, man,
You can’t be lazy.”
Su Weishi didn't answer, just smiled and said, "Let's go, I'll take you back."
"No need." Xu Yaran opened the car door and turned to Su Weishi: "I'm already downstairs. You should go back and rest early. Originally, I wanted to treat you to dinner today to thank you, but I didn't expect it to be delayed in the end.
After spending so long with you, this meal is not worth it."
"No, I think it's worth it." As he spoke, Su Weishi opened the car door and walked out. He turned around, walked to her side, and helped her hold the car door. After helping her down, he continued
He said: "What should be delayed today has already been delayed. I don't care about this little time. I will take you back." Su Weishi paused and seemed to think of something. He said with a cautious face: "Don't worry, I just want to take you back."
I will send you to your door and watch you arrive, then I will go back."
Xu Yaran understood what Su Weishi was thinking. Su Weishi thought that she was worried about him. However, these two words, worried and defensive, had never appeared when Xu Yaran faced him. But if she was allowed to
The explanation, no matter how you put it, seems a bit feeble. It can only be proved by actual actions.