Chapter 277: The look in the eyes at the end of the Soviet Union
Li Yilan stepped forward and grabbed Xu Yaran's arm. He looked at Xu Yaran with a pleading look on his face.
He hoped that Xu Yaran could always stay by his side. He really knew that he was wrong. Su Weishi next to Xu Yaran made him feel anxious that he would lose Xu Yaran at any time. Even Chu Li did not give him this feeling at the time.
, he really felt threatened by Su Weishi's side.
The way Xu Yaran looked at Su Weishi really broke his heart. Even when facing Yin Ziye, Xu Yaran had never had such a look. Maybe Xu Yaran didn't feel it herself, but he really understood Xu Yaran. She looked at Su Wei
The look of dependence on his face drove him crazy. At the same time, he also knew that Su Weicai was his biggest threat. A bigger threat than Yin Ziye, Chu Li, and everyone else.
Xu Yaran frowned. He used this move again. She had no immunity to this move for a long time. This move might have made her soft-hearted towards Li Yilan, and she couldn't bear to reject him. But as a
When a woman really decides to give up on you, she is really hard-hearted. No matter how reluctant you are to show off, pleading is of no use. Now Li Yilan is already facing such a situation, and his
Her pleas have received no response.
She just turned back and glanced at Li Yilan. After a moment, she said coldly: "Mr. Li, do you have anything else to do? I'm going to be late for work. If you have anything else, can we talk about it later?"
When Li Yilan saw Xu Yaran's desolate look, his heart immediately became cold. Looking at her appearance, it seemed that she had no response to his plea. He had never thought that she had such a hard-hearted side. He used to think that she had such a hard-hearted side.
He always felt that Xu Yaran was a soft-hearted woman, and soft-hearted women were difficult to deal with. Only now did he fully understand that Xu Yaran was also a hard-hearted woman. When her heart became cruel, she was really too cruel.
"Shall I give it to you?" The corners of Li Yilan's mouth moved. He endured it again and again, and could only say this.
"No, Wei Shi and I are on the way. I'll just take him to his car. Mr. Li can do your own thing and don't worry about me." Xu Yaran refused lightly. There was no fluctuation in her voice or emotion, as if
The person standing in front of her was really just a stranger. Not the person who had been the closest to her and shared her bed with her every night.
When a woman has completely given up on a man, they really will never have the slightest chance to give in or give back to the man. There is nothing greater than giving up. The heart is already dead, but it can still move even half an inch.
Heart?
"Are you really not willing to give me another chance?" Li Yilan stubbornly grabbed Xu Yaran's hand and refused to let go, he asked eagerly.
"Opportunities have been given to you a long time ago, but you gave up time and time again. I really don't have the courage to give you another chance. Let me go and let yourself go. You know, you should find
A woman who is more suitable for you, I am not the woman who is suitable for you." Xu Yaran said frankly. She really will not be the most suitable woman for Li Yilan. Although Xu Yaran is an outsider, she naturally sees the rules of wealthy families.
Transparent.
When there was no result between Tu Baobao and Yin Ziye, it was because Tu Baobao was not the most suitable wife for Yin Ziye, nor was she a suitable daughter-in-law for the Yin family. Those young masters and daughters from wealthy families were all superficially beautiful. Sometimes,
They don't even have the right to choose their own marriage. Tu Baobao and Yin Ziye fell in love far more deeply than he and Li Yilan did. Didn't Lao Yan eventually break up?
Now it is a coincidence that Tu Baobao can marry the Nangong family. This is also related to Nangong Yuhan's character. But he cannot be the second Tu Baobao, and Li Yilan is not the second Nangong Yuhan. He is far from Nangong Yuhan.
Due to Yu Han's pressure, Li Yilan loves beauty, but he also loves his country. When he resolutely abandoned himself and chose Jiangshan, he and Li Yilan were destined to have no result. But she had never seen clearly before.
Only now can she really understand the gap between her and Li Yilan.
The first time they met, the ending between them was already doomed. He should always be so aloof, like a god. But in front of Li Yilan, she would always be the poor woman crawling on the ground.
If Li Yilan can let go, it will really be a relief for the two of them.
"Whether you are the right woman for me or not is not up to you." Li Yilan gritted her teeth and insisted, but she couldn't hide the sadness between her brows. Once something happens, no matter how you try to make up for it, there will always be a way.
The insurmountable gap can no longer be bridged.
Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan with a sad expression, and raised a mocking smile at the corner of her mouth, saying: "Yes, so you made the best choice a long time ago."
Li Yilan grabbed Xu Yaran's arm tightly, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Can you really not forgive me for that matter?"
"Some things happened just because they happened. Even if I really don't care, it doesn't mean it didn't happen. That's because none of us can erase those things that have happened. You should understand. From the beginning, we
It's not suitable. It's just that we were in the game at the time and no one noticed it. Now if you calm down, you will find that we were wrong from the beginning to the end. We should not be together from the beginning." Xu Yaran was a little helpless.
He said to Li Yilan.
She really felt very tired. During this period of time with Li Yilan, she felt much more tired than when she had lived for more than 20 years. She and Li Yilan were really not suitable to be together, and they would not be happy together.
.She didn’t understand this truth before, that’s why she suffered so much. Now she finally understands that Li Yilan is not the person she is looking for. They are just a stage in each other’s journey. In the end, both of them will have their own journey.
Journeys have their own destinations.
"Okay, think about it for yourself. I don't want to say anything to you anymore. Maybe after you think about it carefully, you will find that you don't like me as much as you thought." Xu Yaran said to Li Yilan seriously.
: "Maybe you won't listen to anything I tell you now. Let's all give ourselves some time and try to be quiet, okay?"
"I..." The corners of Li Yilan's mouth moved. Just as he was about to speak, Xu Yaran had already said in front of him: "You know, I won't listen to anything you say now. We should all calm down and give each other some time.
After a while, you will really find that your thoughts will be completely different from what you think now."
"Okay, that's all. I don't want to say anything more. You can do it for yourself. Let me go. I really have to go to work." Xu Yaran said, stretched out her other hand and pressed Li Yilan's hand.
With his hand, he pushed Li Yilan's hand away, and Xu Yaran finally regained her freedom.
She shook her arms and finally breathed a sigh of relief. She said, "I hope you can really understand what you want most."
After saying that, she ignored Li Yilan and turned around to meet Su Weishi who had been waiting aside without saying a word. When she saw Su Weishi's face, Xu Yaran breathed a sigh of relief and felt relieved.
It felt like Su Weishi looked over at her and gave her a reassuring smile.
Li Yilan stood there and watched Xu Yaran and Su Weishi disappear from his sight. He roared and punched the wall on the side. A bright red mark was immediately left behind.
"Do you also think that I am a heartless woman? A woman with a heart of stone?" Xu Yaran sat in Su Weishi's car. She turned her head and asked with a hesitant look on her face. It was completely different from the one she had just faced.
When Li Yilan was there, she was so deserted and indifferent. At this moment, she was like a restless little woman who needed to find solace.
Su Weishi didn't say anything. He just gave Xu Yaran a reassuring smile and shook his head, indicating that he didn't think Xu Yaran was hard-hearted or heartless.
"Perhaps I was too lonely at the time. That's why I fell in love with him without reservation. From the moment I fell in love with him, I was already on a path of no return. I loved him, but
He couldn't give me what I wanted. I've long passed the age where I would be carried away by love. Now I know what I need. He couldn't give me what I wanted. I finally changed and became
I married a real woman." Xu Yaran said sadly.
This is probably the difference between a mature woman and a girl, right? Girls know what they want, while women know what they need. Now Xu Yaran deeply knows what she needs. She finally experienced such
Duo finally became a mature woman before the age of thirty. This is her luck, but also her unlucky one.
Su Weishi turned his head and glanced at Xu Yaran. When he saw Xu Yaran looking so helpless, a flash of pity flashed in his eyes. Yes, he did pity Xu Yaran a little. After all, she was also a poor woman.
.
"Then what do you want?" Su Weishi asked with a hoarse voice.
Xu Yaran completely believed in Su Weishi. She was really completely dependent on this man she had just met. Maybe it was because she knew the wounds in Su Weishi's heart, so she naturally regarded Su Weishi as her confidant.
Bar?
She didn't want to hide anything from Su Weishi, she said: "What I want is just a stable home, and these are things Li Yilan can't give me."