Xu Yaran immediately shook her head and said: "No, I'm really fine. I just ate a little too much. Now I feel my stomach is a little bloated." She said these words in one breath, and as soon as she finished speaking, her face turned red.
Get up. Hey... It's really embarrassing. You can still hold yourself up while eating. For others, this may be something that may never happen in a lifetime, but it has become a common occurrence here. She often does it.
She was so full. She even felt embarrassed to say it herself.
After hearing the reason for Xu Yaran's bad expression, Su Weishi also had a strange look on his face. He glanced at the embarrassed Xu Yaran and said, "Can you still leave?"
Xu Yaran nodded. Su Weishi stepped forward to hold Xu Yaran's arm, and put his other hand around Xu Yaran's waist, letting most of her weight fall on him. He slowly led Xu Yaran towards him.
Let's walk. At the beginning, Xu Yaran's body was still a little stiff and she couldn't cooperate with Su Weishi's steps. Su Weishi said in a gentle tone: "You don't have to be so nervous. I'll take you out for a walk, which will help with digestion."
Knowing that he originally wanted to take her out for a walk to eat, Xu Yaran's body became softer, but she still felt a little awkward. Although she and Su Weishi had been advancing and retreating together during this period of time, the relationship between the two
But there was no intimacy at all. This was the first time. She leaned into his arms and felt better than she expected. His arms were as warm as his own, which made her feel at ease.
After coming out of the barbecue city, Su Weishi walked slowly along the roadside with Xu Yaran in her arms. In the cold winter, in such an embrace, she felt unprecedented warmth. She couldn't help but turned her head to the side and leaned her face against Su Weishi.
On Shi's shoulders. She could feel that Su Weishi's body was stiff for a moment, but soon returned to normal. If it had been before, she would have felt the change in Su Weishi and would have stopped as soon as she got better.
.
But maybe she was stimulated by Chu Li, so she still leaned on Su Weishi. He would leave sooner or later, so let her absorb a little more warmth in his arms. It was as if she had no bones in her body.
She kept leaning on Su Weishi. Xu Yaran didn't know how long the two of them walked on the street. A cold wind blew by, and she felt some pain in her ankle. She raised her head and glanced at Su Weishi, under the colorful neon lights.
Under the illumination of the sun, Su Weishi's face became more elegant and handsome, and the serious expression on her face made her feel particularly at ease.
Feeling Xu Yaran raise her head, Su Weishi stopped slightly, lowered his head, glanced at Xu Yaran and asked, "Are you feeling better?"
"Well..." Xu Yaran hummed in a low voice. She already felt a lot better, and her stomach was no longer so uncomfortable. But she didn't want to leave this embrace just like that. Let her be willful for once. She has grown like this
Da, she has never been so willful, she said: "It's much better now, can you walk with me for a while longer?"
"Hmm..." Su Weishi responded lightly. Naturally, he would not refuse.
Su Weishi hugged Xu Yaran again and walked forward for a while. Xu Yaran said: "I can't walk anymore, let's go back."
"Okay..." Su Weishi still responded with a little doting. Xu Yaran was still a little dissatisfied. People all have desires and are greedy. At this moment, she was a greedy person. She smiled again: "
I can't walk anymore, can you carry me back?"
This time Su Weishi did not answer her, but used practical actions to prove that he had agreed to her. His knees were slightly bent and he remained quiet. Xu Yaran raised the corner of her mouth and slowly climbed onto Su Weishi's back.
Su Weishi's shoulders were very broad, so she could rest assured. Su Weishi's steps were very steady. She was carried on Su Weishi's back, but they were very stable. However, when Su Weishi was walking, his steps were higher and higher.
Low.
Li Yilan once carried her on his back. At that time, she only felt that her heart was filled to the brim with deep affection. But it was far from this. She felt at ease and had a sense of stability. This seemed to be very important to her.
When she was little, she had this feeling, which seemed to be the feeling of home. After that incident, she never had this feeling again. She used to be disdainful and disgusted. But now, she is so greedy.
.
She was in the car today and asked Su Weishi not to leave. It was because she was too impulsive that she had such thoughts. How could anything happen between her and Su Weishi? She was not worthy of Su Weishi at all.
Weishi was tall, tall, straight, heroic, young and promising. What qualifications did she have for such a man? Moreover, Su Weishi had a wife whom he loved deeply. Although his wife had passed away, Xu Yaran still remained
It can be felt that Su Weishi still misses his wife.
And she still has a child in her belly. She is pregnant with someone else's child and is a wasted flower. How can she be worthy of Su Weishi? Even if she is still innocent, she may not be worthy of Su.
At the end of the day, she realized that she was too whimsical. Xu Yaran smiled, she was willful, and she was a little too willful. Now that she thought about it, she let go and did not continue to struggle.
Now that she thought of the distance between her and Su Weishi, the previous entanglement disappeared. Her heart suddenly became clearer. Why bother all the time about this impossible thing? She can cherish this moment.
The most important thing is the time spent alone with Su Weishi. After thinking about it, Xu Yaran breathed a sigh of relief, put her hands on Su Weishi's neck, and put her head on Su Weishi's shoulders.
"When are you leaving?" Xu Yaran leaned on Su Weishi's shoulder and asked softly in Su Weishi's ear.
"I think I will go back after your company's annual meeting." Su Weishi answered truthfully. His voice was calm and there was no emotion. It couldn't be heard that he was happy to go back as soon as possible.
Or maybe you are feeling melancholy about the upcoming separation.
"So soon? Will you come back in the future?" Xu Yaran nodded and asked without any emotion.
"Yes." Su Weishi replied firmly.
When she asked herself whether Su Weishi would come back in the future, she felt that the question she asked was a bit stupid. How could Su Weishi not come back? His wife who died due to dystocia and his unborn child,
They were all buried in the country. How could he not come back? Isn't the reason why she met Su Weishi and had such an encounter with Su Weishi because of Su Weishi's deceased wife and unborn child?
He is a person who values ​​friendship. Even though it has been several years, she still comes back to see his wife and children every year on the anniversary of their death. He also visits the places he and his wife have been to at a fixed time every year.
Came back.
"Then when you come back, call me and I can pick you up at the airport and treat you to dinner." Xu Yaran said in a low voice.
"Well..." Su Weishi responded solemnly.
Su Weishi carried Xu Yaran on his back for a long way before returning to the Barbeque City. Su Weishi opened the car door and put Xu Yaran directly into the car. Then he turned around and opened the door from the other side and got in.
Inside, looking at Su Weishi's slightly tired face, she felt quite embarrassed. She had been busy at work all day, and she had to walk such a long way with her after get off work. When she came back, she had to
Then there is another person on your back, and this person is not light at all.
Although she felt guilty, she did not regret it. If she was given another chance to choose, she would still choose this way. Maybe you can say that she is stubborn, but in fact she has always been a stubborn woman.
The car drove to the downstairs of Xu Yaran's house. Xu Yaran unbuckled her seat belt, opened the door, and did not get out of the car immediately. Instead, she looked at Su Weishi quietly and asked, "Would you like to go in for a drink?"
"It's already very late today, let's try another day. You've been tired for the whole day, so go back and rest early." Su Weishi shook his head and said seriously.
"Okay then, good night." Xu Yaran nodded, turned around and left without any hesitation.
Leaning in the elevator and pressing the button on the stairs, Xu Yaran's eyebrows were filled with a hint of sadness. She had already said what she said today. Su Weishi couldn't pretend that she hadn't said it, and he couldn't. She still remembered the first
One time when he sent her back, he insisted on sending her upstairs. At that time, he said, "I won't care about this time." He didn't care at first, but now do he care about her anymore?
The moment the elevator was about to close, Xu Yaran immediately inserted her hands into the gap, and the elevator door opened again. She rushed out of the elevator and saw from a distance that Su Weishi's car had not yet driven away.
.Xu Yaran trotted to Su Weishi's car window. She knocked on the car window. Then the car window slowly fell down, revealing Su Weishi's clear face.
"I'm talking nonsense today, don't take it seriously. You will always be the godfather of the baby in my belly, good night." Xu Yaran smiled brightly, showing her white teeth, and said cheerfully to Su Weishi.
After saying what she wanted to say, Xu Yaran turned around and trotted back.
Su Weishi watched Xu Yaran's figure slowly fade out of his sight. He withdrew his sight, took out a pack of cigarettes from his arms, and smoked them one after another. He was the kind of person who would smoke whenever something was on his mind.
A person who would smoke a cigarette to relieve his mood. That night, he parked his car downstairs of Xu Yaran's house, smoked for most of the night, and finally drove away with a frown on his face.
The next day, Su Weishi still came over and drove Xu Yaran to work. Xu Yaran got up early in the morning and made breakfast, and then the two of them went to the company to work.
It seemed to be the same as before, but as the person involved, Xu Yaran clearly felt the subtle changes between the two people. She could only smile bitterly. She and Su Weishi could never go back to the past, just like she and Li Yilan could not go back.
The past is like the past. There is no way to take back some words once they are said. Even if some things are done, it cannot be treated as if nothing happened.