Li Luowei quickly wiped away her tears and said intermittently: "No, I'm fine... I just feel that I'm so sorry for you, you and Nian Nian... I'm so useless, I can't let you live a good life..."
Every time I think about it, I feel so sad and guilty, with a heavy and heavy feeling of guilt in my heart.
"It's all my fault that you are like this now. Maybe I shouldn't have asked you to take me in in the first place, so you wouldn't..."
Brother Ji has paid too much for their mother and daughter. His originally happy and peaceful life turned into what it is now because of her interruption.
The only person Li Luowei felt sorry for in her life was Brother Ji.
"Silly girl, what are you talking about!"
The severe burns all over his body made the man very tired to talk, but after hearing Li Luowei's words, he couldn't help but feel a little excited.
"I have told you a long time ago that everything I did was done willingly. If anyone encountered that situation, they would make the same choice as me... I have never regretted it, because as long as I see you doing well,
Yes, living happily, this is my greatest happiness, do you understand, girl?"
The misfortune in Li Luowei's eyes is exactly the greatest happiness in a man's eyes.
If he hadn't rescued such a beautiful woman like a mermaid at the beach, he would probably have spent his whole life fishing in the sea again and again, living like boiled water, living like a walking zombie, so what's the point?
pleasure?
"You know, girl, I'm really grateful to God for allowing me to meet you, for allowing me to be with you, and Niannian. During the years when our family of three lived a carefree life at the beach, I'm going to do it right now.
Even if you die, I think it’s worth it!”
"No, Brother Ji, I won't let you talk nonsense. I won't let anything happen to you. You will get better, and Nian Nian will get better too. Then our family of three will be the same as before. We live by the sea, and you go to sea during the day.
Fishing, I do crafts at home, and together we raise Nian Nian, making her the happiest child in the world, with a father and mother who love her the most, we..."
"No, girl, you don't have to worry about me. I know my own body."
"Brother Ji, don't say this, don't..."
The tears that she wiped away surged again, making Li Luowei feel very uncomfortable.
What she was most afraid of hearing was Brother Ji saying these words, because she really couldn't accept that there was anything wrong with this man who was like her own relative!
"I'm a useless person, and living is just to increase your burden. I also know that you have always regarded me as your brother, and you have always pretended to be Nian Nian's biological father in your heart, so girl, listen to me, you really don't care about me anymore.
Now, seize the opportunity and live with him. Only he can give you the kind of happiness you want..."
He really didn't want to be a burden to Li Luowei. He couldn't bear to let such a thin woman suffer.
He is indeed a great man, without any complaints, as long as his girl is happy, he can do anything!
"Brother Ji, I don't like hearing you say these words. Don't say these words again in the future, otherwise I will be really angry!"
"I'm sorry, girl, I..."
"Wait a minute, I...I'll go find a doctor to change your dressing!"
Li Luowei sniffed, rubbed her eyes that were red and swollen from crying, and said.
She wanted to take the opportunity to go to the hospital again and ask for some accommodation.
If it didn't work out, she would ask Xu Xianrou!
She thought, there will always be a way, as long as the hospital can accommodate, she is willing to do anything!!
There were many people waiting in line at the hospital, and it took a lot of effort for Li Luowei to find the nurse who had changed Brother Ji's dressing before.
"Hello, it's time for my husband to change his medicine, but no one has changed it for him yet. Please help him change his medicine first!"
That is a very troublesome and highly professional job, otherwise Li Luowei would have done it by herself.
"You didn't see that I was busy. Besides, he is no longer a patient in our hospital. You have to take him out of the hospital before eight o'clock in the evening!"
"I will discuss this with your dean. Now, can you please change his medicine? The weather is too hot, he is very uncomfortable like that, please!"
Li Luowei bowed deeply to the nurse and begged: "I really want to help you!"
The nurse was taking the temperature of a patient. The patient was in good condition and obviously not really busy.
"Then you go and talk to our dean first. He agrees. It won't be too late for me to change it. If you delay it for an hour or two, no one will die. If I make a random decision, someone will die!"
The nurse glanced at Li Luowei and said calmly.
Changing the patient's dressing, and finally finishing such a disgusting job without making him sick from the overnight meal, she would be a fool to do it again!
"I, I will tell the dean, you believe me! I will definitely be able to convince him..."
In fact, Li Luowei felt very unsure of herself. She was forced to do nothing.
"He's really in pain. Please go help him, please!"
The nurse still had no intention of going.
The two of them were in a stalemate for about a quarter of an hour when they suddenly heard a loud noise.
Then, there was a commotion outside, and many people ran outside the hospital building to find out what happened.
Li Luowei had no intention of watching the excitement, but she vaguely heard someone discussing it.
"I heard that a liquid hydrogen explosion caused the fire..."
"It's so serious. The mixed ward on the third floor is filled with thick smoke!"
"I heard that the people inside were blown away, and their intestines were blown out..."
"Oh, it's really unlucky. I wonder if I bumped into something unclean!"
Third floor?!
Isn't that the floor where Brother Ji is?
When Li Luowei thought about it, she felt a chill running down her spine, and she didn't dare to think any more.
Her feet were a little weak, and she stumbled among the crowd outside the hospital building, looking up.
"Jesus!"
The one with the billowing smoke is really the ward where Brother Ji is!
"No, no, nothing will happen. Brother Ji will be fine!"
Without thinking, Li Luowei rushed into the hospital quickly and wanted to run to the third floor where the fire was serious, but was intercepted by the staff.
"I'm sorry, you can't go in. It's too dangerous. Please stand in a safe area!"
"Don't worry about me, let me go up. My husband is up there, let me go up!"
Li Luowei yelled out of control.
"You guys, take her away first, while the others go up and put out the fire, hurry up!"
The fire brigade commanded with serious expressions, because the situation was really serious.
Li Luowei had collapsed. She was struggling and yelling like a madman.
"Get out of the way, you guys get out of the way, I want to go up, let me go up!"
God, please don't be so cruel, don't take away the people who are important to me in this world one after another.
This world is so cold and dark. If I face it alone, I will be really scared and lonely.
Please don't take Brother Ji away. If you want to take him away, take me away. He is really innocent and his fate should not be so miserable. Please let him go!
No matter how Li Luo prayed or cried, he never got God's sympathy.
When the firefighters lifted the broken Brother Ji down, Li Luowei felt her vision go dark, and then she fell heavily...
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I smelled a strange but familiar fragrance, and soft piano music came to my ears.
Li Luowei opened her eyes with difficulty and saw the pure white carved dome. It was very beautiful, but she had no intention of admiring it.
Because her head really hurts now!
"You finally woke up, how do you feel?"
Mo Yihan, who was sitting in front of the window, closed his book and asked softly.
Li Luowei held her head and felt extremely uncomfortable all over her body, as if she had experienced death!
"Why am I here? How long have I been asleep?"
"One night."
One night!
"Brother Ji, Brother Ji..."
The woman opened the quilt, quickly jumped out of bed, and stepped barefoot on the carpet.
"where you go?"
"I'm going to find Brother Ji, I'm going to ask the dean, and I'm going to find a nurse to change the dressing. Anyway, I have a lot of things to do, so I won't bother you. I'm leaving!"
As if deliberately selectively forgetting, Li Luowei did not want to recall the explosion.
She felt that it must be a nightmare she had!
Mo Yihan looked at Li Luowei's thin and frail back and sighed longly.
"well……"
The man said softly: "You have fainted and your body is still very weak. Please take a rest first!"
"I'm sorry, I don't have time to rest. I told you, I'm very busy. I have to go find Brother Ji, my husband. He was kicked out of the hospital by force. I have to ask the director to let him
He needs to move back in, because his burns are very serious and it is very dangerous without hospital care, so I am a little anxious, I have to leave, I..."
Li Luowei was in a panic and kept talking, as if this was the only way she would stop herself from recalling the cruel scene, but her body was still shaking uncontrollably.
Mo Yihan felt a little distressed when he saw it.
"I have sent someone to cremate him. Because I don't know their burial traditions, his ashes are still in the funeral parlor. I think this is also a relief for him!"
Li Luowei stopped, stood there for a long time, then squatted down, hugged her knees, collapsed and cried bitterly!
"It shouldn't be, it shouldn't be, I hurt him, it was me who hurt him, ah!"
The woman screamed like crazy, cried bitterly, bit her arm in anger, and punished herself in a self-abuse way.
Mo Yihan hugged the woman distressedly to stop her from hurting him.
"Don't be like this. This was an accident. An accident no one wants to happen. It's not your fault!"
"You don't know, it's my fault. It's all my fault. I killed Brother Ji!"
"Xiaowei, calm down, there is no resurrection after death..."
"This is not an accident, this is **. That woman wanted to take revenge on me, so she hurt the two most important people in my life. This is **!"