"You also said it's in the past. Since it's in the past, let it go. There's no need to mention it again." Li Luowei hugged Bei Mingye's neck and grinned silly.
"I think you're pretty good to me now. So the most important thing to me is what's going on now and in the future. What's going on in the past is not important at all."
Isn't it important?
No. She just doesn't want to remember it anymore.
It's like the heart that was stabbed by him. Even if it heals, there will always be a scar that cannot be repaired.[
Moreover, the injury there has not healed at all. It is dripping with blood.
"Then tell me. Do you still hate me? Do you still blame me in your heart?"
Bei Mingye didn't like Li Luowei's ambiguous answer. He didn't sound at all at ease.
I always feel that women are a little weirdly submissive. It's not at all like the temper she should have.
Besides, he hurt her so much in the past. It's impossible for her not to blame him at all...
"Didn't I say it? What I care about is the present and the future. You have to have more confidence in yourself."
Li Luowei still didn't answer directly. I believe that even if she answered directly that she didn't hate her anymore, he wouldn't believe it.
Because she doesn't believe it herself.
"Listen, Luo, I was indeed a bastard before. Cold-blooded and affectionate. I was a complete devil. Extremely hateful. I did too many bastard things. If you hate me, I won't be angry at all. But now I love you very much. .I really love you. I want to give you everything I can give you. Even my life..."
"Stop talking. I know. I know everything."
Li Luowei stood on tiptoes and covered Bei Mingye's mouth with her hands to stop him from speaking any more.
"I don't allow you to say that word casually. What you have to do now is to get better quickly and then make it up to me. If something happens to you, I will really hate you to death."
Bei Mingye was so moved that he held the woman tightly in his arms. It was like he was holding the whole world. Li Luowei was Bei Mingye's world.
"Forgive me for worrying about gains and losses. I'm just afraid of losing you."
The lake water is rippling with blue waves. The warm sunshine shines on it with layers of golden light. Several pink water lilies float on the water surface. Some are blooming in full bloom, and some are shy and waiting to be released. A dragonfly flies over the water and sways across the water. Layers of water ripples. Finally it stopped in front of a flower.
"Look at that water lily. There's a dragonfly sitting on it. Let's go a little closer and have a look."
Li Luowei was like a curious baby. She was so excited when she finally discovered the treasure of the castle.
"Shh. We have to be slower and quieter. We can't scare the dragonflies away."
Bei Mingye took Li Luowei's hand, leaned forward and said cautiously. He is willing to transform back into a child with the woman.[
It was like I was a teenager again. I took the beautiful girl from the next class together and sneaked to the rooftop to watch the stars. I skipped class and slipped into the countryside. I walked along the railway into the distance.
No one knows what is in the distance. No one needs to know. The most important thing is to enjoy the pure and beautiful time of first love when you are young.
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It's the same now. Bei Mingye and Li Luowei are together. It's like going back to the days of first love...
When they were about to get close to the dragonfly, the dragonfly flew away. It was scared away by a sound.
"Oops. It flew away. I almost touched it."
Li Luowei and Bei Mingye were both filled with regret.
The sound that scares away the dragonflies continues.
"Stop kneeling, young lady. You are pregnant now. Please stop kneeling."
Looking along the direction of the sound, Li Luowei saw Xu Xianrou.
She "happened" to be not far from them. She knelt on her knees, put her hands together, and made a devout worship gesture.
"Young Master, you have been kneeling for an hour. Don't kneel today. If you continue like this, you will hurt the young master. Please get up quickly."
The servant next to her kept urging her to get up quickly. But Xu Xianrou seemed to have heard her and still knelt on the ground motionless.
Li Luowei looked at that scene with a sneer and said nothing.
What a clever trick.
Sure enough, there was a hint of movement in Bei Mingye's expression, and he was attracted to him.
"What's going on?"
"Young Master."
The servant was shocked when he saw the man suddenly appearing behind him.
"Is this how you take care of young mistress?"
"No, this is not the case for the young master. It is the young mistress who wants to kneel down. She said that her sins are serious and that this is the only way to punish herself. She will kneel here for a long time every day. None of us will persuade her to get up. You... please persuade her.
Let her."
The man looked like he was about to cry. It didn't look like he was lying.
Bei Mingye stared at Xu Xianrou and said coldly: "What do you mean? Do you want to win my sympathy?" [
Xu Xianrou closed her eyes, still kneeling upright, getting up and talking.
"If you can't afford it anymore, I'll leave."
Bei Mingye dropped these words with a hint of cruelty. He turned around and took Li Luowei's hand to leave.
"Ye. Don't go."
He heard Xu Xianrou's crying and pleading voice.
"You are finally willing to talk to me. Do you know that I have been waiting for this moment for a long, long time?"
Bei Mingye didn't want to look at Xu Xianrou. He only said to that servant.
"Hurry up and help her up. If the child is hurt, who of you can bear this responsibility?"
The servant was trembling with fear and quickly helped Xu Xianrou up.
"Ye, don't blame anyone. It's me who wants to kneel down. I did something wrong. This is the punishment I deserve."
Xu Xianrou seemed to have really repented. There were tears in her eyes.
"Hmph. You also know that you did something wrong. Can you make up for it by just kneeling down?"
Bei Mingye didn't seem to agree with her, and said sarcastically with a sneer.
"I...I. Then what do you want me to do? Just tell me and I will do it right away."
"The person you hurt is not me. So you need to ask me what to do."
Bei Mingye turned around and said to Li Luowei, who had been standing aside like an outsider: "I know you don't want to see her. Let's go."
If he had known earlier, he shouldn't have been soft-hearted and promised his mother to let Xianrou go back. This way she would not have met Luo, nor would she have aroused Luo's sadness.
"I...I understand."
Xu Xianrou suddenly walked up to Li Luowei. Looking at the woman with an expression on her face, she cried and said, "Xiaowei, I'm sorry for you. I know what I did was wrong. I also know that my sins are serious. You can punish me however you want. You can say whatever you want."
I accept your punishment conditionally. As long as you are willing to forgive me, you can punish me however you want."
Xu Xianrou's words were sincere and full of true feelings. Bei Mingye was a little moved when he heard them.
Of course, he knew that Li Luowei hated Xu Xianrou, and it was inconvenient for him to come forward and say anything for Xu Xianrou.
But regardless of whether Li Luowei would forgive Xianrou or not, he was still on her side.
Li Luowei looked at Xu Xianrou and sneered: "Really? Whatever I ask you to do, you will do it."