The questions that are running through my mind can never be answered
Bei Mingye is a disaster in her life
Because of this man, her life was ruined and she also ruined other people's lives.
If you ask her if she regrets it, she will firmly shake her head and say she has never regretted it.
If time could go back to four years ago, she would still kill Li Luowei, or she would still be that vicious woman who everyone shouted to kill [
The difference is that she will kill everything and never give that woman any chance to stand up.
Maybe it was a mistake in her life. It was like joining a cult. Everyone said it was bad, wrong, and that she would be punished. But she had long been stuck in it and couldn't get out.
I don’t know how long I have been howling. My throat hurts so much that I can’t bear it anymore and my body has no strength anymore. I just slumped down on the ground and went to sleep. My head was lying on the hard door panel, my eyes were closed, and there were undried tears hanging on my face.
The cement floor is very cold, especially at night.
Xu Xianrou had just given birth and had not been properly nursed back to health. She was increasingly weak and cold, as if she could be knocked down with just one breath.
Come to think of it, she is also the only Miaomiao of the Xu family's conglomerate. She has been loved by thousands of people since she was a child. She has never suffered at all. She may never think that one day she will end up in such a miserable situation.
However, the physical pain is bearable, but the mental torture is unbearable.
Xu Xianrou misses her child. She looks forward to meeting her child every day.
As a mother, she worked hard to conceive for ten months and gave birth to the child, which is like a piece of meat cut off from the body. As a mother, she has not had the opportunity to hold her child, "touch" and "touch" her baby until now. She kissed the child's little lips on the cheek and didn't even have the chance to say a blessing when she drank the child's full moon wine.
People who have never been mothers cannot understand the torture of separation of flesh and blood.
Regarding this point, she could understand why Li Luowei hated her so much and wanted to kill her.
Maybe this is what Buddhism talks about: retribution.
Tit for tat does not mean that the time has not come yet
She has done so many bad things and deserves retribution. She can accept it calmly but not regret it.
I just fell asleep like that. I don’t know how long I slept. Xu Xianrou was woken up by a rustling sound.
She got up from the ground and sneezed, her head felt dizzy.
It was too cold at night and she naturally caught a bad cold while lying on the ground.
The complications of a cold are dizziness, runny nose, and body fever. These symptoms made her feel extremely uncomfortable [
Hearing someone outside the door calling Xu Xianrou to cheer up
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She was kept alive in this simple servant's room in the dark and it was hard to tell whether it was day or night outside.
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Chun'er said as she continued to use tools to pry the door lock, but she couldn't pry it open no matter what. She broke out in a cold sweat.
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When Xu Xianrou lost power, Chun'er was also kicked out of the villa and suffered disaster. She showed up again within a month.
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Xu Xianrou said disheartenedly:\
Bei Mingye was determined to torture her, so how could he let her escape so easily?
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Chun'er looked around, sneaking around and feeling a little anxious for fear of being discovered.
She doesn't have much time to buy, but she doesn't want it to be in vain without being able to do anything.
Xu Xianrou treated her well. She wanted to take advantage of the good opportunity tonight when everyone was greeting the guests to rescue Xu Xianrou. It would not be in vain that she had followed Xu Xianrou for so many years.
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Although Xu Xianrou was dizzy from cold and hunger, her thinking was still very clear.
She ordered Chun'er to approach the gap in the door and said:\
The only one who can take care of her is her father, and only her father
Chun'er was speechless and hesitated for a long time before hesitantly said:\
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It was precisely because Chun'er felt that Xu Xianrou was so pitiful that she took the risk and wanted to go out with her.
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Xu Xianrou's heart froze and she staggered back a few steps. Her eyes were blurry and her head felt like it was weighing a thousand pounds.
Her father dotes on her the most and her only hope is this.
Doesn't it mean that she will always have a bright future in her life? She will be locked up like a dog until the day she dies without being able to see her children.
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Xu Qianrou staggered around the room, her eyes dull, as if she was about to die and no longer had any hope in life.
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When she heard someone walking in this direction, Chun'er was so frightened that she quickly packed up her things and ran away like flying.
The person is the old woman who is responsible for delivering food to Xu Xianrou every day and taking care of the woman's diet and daily life.
The old lady selected a few dishes for today's banquet and passed them into the room through the iron guardrail door and said coldly: \
Xu Xianrou, with her back to the door and her white and dirty pajamas, makes people feel a little nauseous.