Chapter Eighteen: Reliving the Mandarin Dream or Waking Up from a Nightmare?
Ye Beibei has known Jiang Yuezhou for four years. She already knows that Jiang Yuezhou doesn't just dislike her, so she has to avoid her and live in the deep disgust of others, and then hang around them.
If you go, people will lose their self-esteem.
Jiang Yuezhou actually looked for her? Why did he look for her? Why did he look for her? Let's relive the mandarin dream with her again, then act like a stranger to her as if nothing had happened, and then kick her without any explanation.
open!
Thinking of this, Ye Beibei's body couldn't help but tremble. Such pain was like a nightmare. It was enough to experience it twice in a lifetime.
"Beibei, Jiang Yuezhou regrets it now. Is he looking for you? I can see that he loves you!"
There was a sour feeling in Ye Beibei's eyes. She tried hard to smile at Gao Qunfang, but still failed, "Qunfang, I am no longer the fearless person I used to be, even daring to do things like flying a moth into a flame.
I’m a little girl! In the past, Jiang Yuezhou was an irresistible temptation for me. I could put everything in exchange for his smile and regard all the pain as the price to pay for this temptation. I also
I will not regret what has happened. If it were in the past, and I heard that he came to me like this, I would be ecstatic and grateful!
But it's different now. So many hurtful things have happened. I can't act like nothing happened. Qunfang, no matter whose love it is, it needs to be reciprocated, especially for a conceited man like Jiang Yuezhou. He
The demands on affection are very high, but I am no longer the little girl who loves him regardless of anything."
"But he loves you now, Ye Beibei, don't you even have the courage to try?"
"Qunfang, I have always lived a willful life in the past. I always thought that since I could not get Jiang Yuezhou's love, I had the right to indulge myself, indulge myself with Li Minglang, indulge myself and get engaged to Li Minglang.
After I left here, I realized that I couldn't blame any consequences on Liming Lang or Jiang Yuezhou. The original choice was made by myself. Every indulgence has consequences, and sometimes such consequences hurt others and myself.
But I have to bear it. While I bear the consequences, I am also deeply wounded and unable to love anymore."
"Then you are going to marry a mediocre man and live a life of inaction!" Gao Qunfang was unwilling to accept Ye Beibei's behalf and said in a mocking tone. "Ye Beibei, do you think who will you be with after leaving Jiang Yuezhou?
It doesn't matter if you get married together, as long as you get married and have children, your parents can feel at ease. But have you ever thought about it, if they know that you have such perfunctory thoughts about marriage, no one will feel at ease? "
Ye Beibei was not angry and smiled, "Qunfang, I have grown up and I am going to be a mother. Do you believe that my marriage this time is definitely not impulsive. After experiencing so many things, I have clearly understood love.
It is not everything in life. Rather than watching your love encounter the blow of reality and watching it pass away, it is better to keep it in your memory and remember that it will always be intact and shining brightly.
I have already experienced a failed marriage and will no longer have high hopes for marriage. Marriage cannot guarantee anything, so the life I want has no love, only family affection. This is the warmth I want."
"Then you don't have to go so far away to marry a stranger. There is no one in our city you want to marry?" Gao Qunfang couldn't help but think about her best friend marrying so far away.
It’s sad to give up.
"Qunfang, I can try my best to forget the past. If I were here, I would meet acquaintances at any time. I don't like Liming Lang or Jiang Yuezhou to break into my life again at any time with an irresistible attitude. Since I want to start a new life, I must completely
Say goodbye to the past and start over!"
Gao Qunfang was chatting, as if she wanted to say something else. When she heard a knock on the door, she saw that Ye Beibei had difficulty moving, so she took the initiative to open the door.
Xiao Li was carrying the fresh fruit he had bought. The two met at the door and were stunned for a moment. Still as alert as a police officer, Xiao Li smiled and called: "Gao Qunfang!"
Gao Qunfang was not stupid either. He rolled his eyes and shouted helplessly, "Brother-in-law!"
Ye Beibei had to admit that Xiao Li deserved to have studied psychology when it came to assessing the situation and speaking according to the mood. He was able to deal with the fast-talking and venomous Gao Qunfang with ease.
I don’t know whether the two of them were giving Ye Beibei face, or whether people had wonderful encounters with each other. Xiao Li and Gao Qunfang had a very lively chat. When Gao Qunfang left in the end, he still spoke highly of Xiao Li.
Yes, she said that people are just people, but they are polite, not hypocritical, and are a real person.
Ye Beibei was speechless at her comments. Xiao Li praised her for being generous, beautiful and smart in vain!
The Ye family's room was a three-bedroom apartment. After Ye Beibei came back with her husband and children, the old couple still lived in the master bedroom. Ye Beibei lived in her own room, and Xiao Li and Xiao Moting lived in Ye Beibei's brother's room.
After Gao Qunfang left, Ye Beibei ate some fruit and went back to the house to lie down. Thinking of Liming Lang's angrily leaving figure during the day, he sighed unconsciously.
If he could turn back time, he probably hoped that the two of them would never have had this relationship, so at least he could blame fate and preserve the hopeless love and hate in the end.
Ye Beibei was lying on the bed, looking out the window. A bright moon loomed behind the thin gauze curtain. In the past, she had slept here countless times, watching the shadows of the trees swaying and reflecting the shadows of the lights. Thinking of what Gao Qunfang said,
It was difficult for her to calm down.
I heard that Jiang Yuezhou had found her and loved her. She had no intention of regretting it. Since things were already like this, let it be like this! Marrying Xiao Li was not bad. She could have a down-to-earth person to share her life with. At least he was
Those who love themselves may have conflicts, but this is normal.
Ye Beibei lay quietly and did not make any futile efforts to fall asleep. This day was a bit chaotic for her, so she just let her thoughts go on.
The cell phone placed next to the pillow suddenly rang. Ye Beibei turned her head and looked at the string of numbers jumping on the screen that she would remember until the day she died. Her heart went blank in panic, and she clenched it tightly unconsciously.
cell phone.
The ringing of the phone in his hand stopped and rang again. Ye Beibei stared at the flashing numbers on the screen for a long time. Seeing that it kept flashing with a vigor that would not stop until it achieved its goal, Ye Beibei smiled bitterly and thought about it.
She slowly brought the phone to her ear and said softly: "Hello, hello!" Even though there was space between the two of them, she still felt as if her heartbeat had stopped for half a beat.