Chapter 20 Misunderstanding the power of calling wind and rain
Jiang Yuezhou frowned, as if he didn't even want to say it, "Ye Beibei, do you feel that you were humiliated by what I did in the past?"
Humiliation? This word was like a knife, suddenly pierced towards Ye Beibei, causing her body to tremble suddenly. She unconsciously hugged her arms tightly, as if to protect herself, she tried her best to keep her
The voice sounded calm and flat, "How could you say that? What is humiliation?"
Jiang Yuezhou closed his eyes, "Beibei, if you are willing to listen, I can tell you everything now. Beibei, I just want to tell you today. Maybe you won't believe it, and you don't seem to want to accept it. I
I still have to say these words. In fact, I have fallen in love with you a long time ago, and I still love you now." His voice was slightly hoarse, but very gentle and firm.
Ye Beibei was shocked, listening to the man she had loved for many years pouring out his heart to him, and looking at the man downstairs whose whole body seemed to be plated with a light golden halo. He was calm, proud, restrained, and aloof. He was once the man who was satisfied with his first love.
All the men she imagined; he was once the man she loved unreasonably deeply; she once followed him like a moth to a flame...
"Beibei, I was wrong. As long as you are willing to come back to me now, even if you already have children, even if you are married, I don't care. Really, as long as you give me another chance to love you.
!”
Ye Beibei suddenly regretted that she was standing in front of the window. Even though the two of them were so far apart, it became increasingly difficult for her to stay calm under his sight; in his seductive words that pressed closer and closer, it seemed that
There is no chance to dodge anymore.
The man she loved most in her life spoke to her the most seductive words she had ever dreamed of!
She slowly turned around and suddenly realized that no matter how reluctant she was to leave Jiang Yuezhou, she had to end this relationship.
Her husband, who had traveled all the way home to visit relatives with her, was sleeping next door, but here she stayed up in the middle of the night making out with another man?
Everyone has a balance in their heart, and everything must be calculated and compared. Ye Beibei is no longer the little girl who rushes across rivers and boats regardless of the consequences. She has learned to care about gains and losses.
Is it worth it to love a man you want to love with all your heart? The answer in her heart is no.
Her parents' concern and resolute opposition, Xiao Li's care, Xiao Moting's dependence... She has so much, and it's not worth not worrying about it now and pursuing her own happiness.
The longing she had dreamed of before was right in front of her, but it no longer held any allure for her.
"President Jiang, we have never forgotten what happened in the past. You gave up on me twice because of your brother. To be honest, it's really hurtful. I can't accept your way of loving others."
"That was a mistake I made. I thought I promised not to make it again, and I would use the days to come to make it up to you."
"Forget it, Mr. Jiang, no matter what I did for you in the past, it was all of my own free will. You didn't owe me anything, and I don't need your compensation. Let the past be in the past. I'm married now
, my husband is a man named Xiao Li, and it is no longer suitable for me to secretly discuss feelings with you under the moonlight."
It seemed that the words were expected, but when Jiang Yuezhou heard Ye Beibei say it, his chest still felt like being pulled and uncomfortable, "Ye Beibei, I know that you don't love your husband. You just found a man you think
He is a good and kind man, so you are ready to connect your life with him, you are taking a risk!"
"Adventure, is there anything more adventurous than being with you?" Ye Beibei chuckled, "It is said that most people have to give in to life in the end. You let me do it without having to pay the price of bloodshed.
I’m so lucky to have gone through this process!”
Jiang Yuezhou's voice was hoarse, "Beibei, are you still blaming me? Just for this reason, you don't plan to give me any chance?"
"Yes, loving someone wholeheartedly or hating someone requires innocence and passion. I... have experienced these things, and those two things are gone. I just hope that I can live my life peacefully."
Everything they have experienced in the past is like an invisible gap that separates them. No matter whether Jiang Yuezhou excuses or confesses now, he cannot repair the relationship between them. Now, Jiang Yuezhou and that relationship only exist.
In her mind, why should she disrupt another life that she had already started.
Jiang Yuezhou raised his head and looked at the bright moon in the sky above his head. Such a perfect full moon did not mean that what was bathed in its clear light were correspondingly happy stories. He spoke softly to the silent receiver.
Say: "I love you, Ye Beibei."
Ye Beibei's body froze, her fingers subconsciously grabbed the sheets, and put down the phone.
She is already a mature and prudent adult, and no longer has the courage to fly into a flame. The love she once indulged in, the pain she once remembered, and her desperate love will all disappear completely in the night.
Ye Beibei lay weakly on the bedside, tears gushing out silently.
Those beautiful pasts passed before her eyes one by one. Jiang Yuezhou's gentle words, 'I love you!' echoed in her ears. Tonight, she allowed herself to be overwhelmed by memories. Taking advantage of this darkness, she let herself go.
Have enough pity, tomorrow will definitely be a new beginning!
She didn't know how long it took, but she didn't stand up until her tears stopped and walked to the window. The place downstairs where Jiang Yuezhou had just stood was empty, as if he had never been there.
She gently opened the window, and a cool breeze blew in her face. She moved the curtains, bringing with her the familiar fragrance of lilacs. The bright moon hung high in the sky. She looked up quietly, not knowing what had happened.
After a while, the dew fell at night, making the pajamas feel a little damp.
...
Jiang Yuezhou's car did not drive away. After he listened to Ye Beibei hang up the phone, a deep feeling of powerlessness suddenly came over him. For a moment, he felt that he had no strength to breathe, and he could hardly stand on his painful feet.
Living.
He got in the car, started the engine, and left. However, the car had just driven not far away when he turned back, parked the car in the shade of a tree not far from Ye Beibei's house, and looked up at the window of her room.
The person living there was supposed to be his wife. They once had a happy home together, but now everything has been wiped out. He and she are so far apart that he can no longer reach her. Some misunderstandings can be explained once
Even if the ice and snow melt, some misunderstandings will show their power to control the wind and rain as time goes by, and finally become out of control.