Cheng Yang's expression was so serious that Su Leng had no reason to refute. If Cheng Yang was gay, it wouldn't be strange to chase him to the Middle East. Looking at Cheng Yang calmly, Su Leng curled up the corner of his mouth and said, "I have
The one I love."
"Your expression tells me that he doesn't love you." Cheng Yang fiddled with the SLR on his chest and said without any room for maneuver. He was confident that he could see Su Leng's fleeting loss, and he was also sure
He had indeed caught it. Su Leng did not feel that he was being exposed and became angry, but smiled calmly.
"That's right, but I can't be with you without conflict. Even if I'm with you, I can't give you feelings. Love is something that's better to be lacking than to be indiscriminate. I don't think you will accept a lover who can't give you 100% of feelings.
.”
The pride in Cheng Yang's bones can be seen. He may be a good lover, but that is only if you can give him the same amount of love. Otherwise, it is better to give up than to compromise. If you love, you love, if you don't love, you don't.
Love, if you fall in love with someone who is not yours, take the initiative. If it doesn't work, you will turn around and leave proudly.
Cheng Yang's handsome face was still smiling, friendly and bright, "Su Leng, these words were definitely my logical sayings before I met you, but that was before I met you, I was confident that I could make you
Fall in love with me, now I'm begging you to give me a chance to love you, can you understand this feeling? I may never meet another Su Leng in my life, so I hope you won't reject me so quickly.
"
Cheng Yang's concession and prayer were something Su Leng didn't expect. He was slightly stunned, and Su Leng wondered, "Why me?"
"Why can't it be you?" Cheng Yang asked.
Su Leng was silent and Cheng Yang was silent. The two just looked at each other. The crowds coming and going around stopped to look at these two outstanding men. They saw the confession between the man and the man with their own eyes. In addition to the ambiguity in their eyes,
Blessing him, Cheng Yang smiled at the people who were encouraging him and took another step towards Su Leng.
"Wouldn't it be better to give me a chance to love you? If we don't get along with you, how do you know that I won't be able to move you in my lifetime?"
It seemed sensational for a man to say this to a man, but Su Leng was slightly shocked. In his life, he had been following Fu Siyang, not Fu Siyang. Maybe he was tired, maybe he met
He was willing to give him a place to stop, and he planned to give it a try. Cheng Yang didn't make him feel uncomfortable in any way, and he could still accept it and get along with him.
Su Leng looked at him, "Chengyang, why are you doing this?"
"I really don't want to miss you. People who don't know how to cherish you are indifferent, but I really don't want to miss you, because you are the one who can make my heart beat at the first sight." Cheng Yang's confession was not shy,
He told Su Leng everything he wanted to say, maybe because he felt that the time between the two of them was really very little, maybe because he was afraid that if he missed this moment, he would miss it forever, so he didn't dare to gamble.
"Cheng Yang, I don't want to come back to you or promise anything. You know, the higher you climb, the more painful you will fall."
"I understand your concerns, but please give me a chance to get close to you. At least I can hear your voice when I want to contact you. Is this too much to ask for?"
Shaking his head, Su Leng accepted such a proposal. This request was indeed not too much. He nodded. Cheng Yang's sunny smile was vividly displayed and unusually warm. Su Leng turned around and left the exhibition hall facing this smile. Of course,
, Cheng Yang was followed behind him, and there were also looks that were either surprised, contemptuous, blessing, or ambiguous.
But what does the eyes of others have to do with yourself?
The meetings between Su Leng and Cheng Yang became more frequent. Most of the time, Cheng Yang made appointments with him, and Su Leng never failed to make appointments. He would definitely meet when he said he would meet, and there was nothing else to say. Cheng Yang didn't ask about Su Leng's occupation, and Su Leng didn't ask either.
In the past, Cheng Yang's relationship was relatively harmonious, and there weren't many changes. Su Leng would smile occasionally, but not many smiles, with a sense of alienation and indifference. However, Cheng Yang saw a few genuine smiles, and felt quite sad.
Su Leng, who was happy to see such a side, was wondering in her heart, was she getting a little closer to him again, even just a little bit?
Cheng Yang was very persistent, showed his love boldly, and confessed generously. He also used every opportunity to sneak attacks on Su Leng. Once, the two of them made an appointment to go to the beach. The sea breeze mixed with the smell of sea lang came in waves, and Cheng Yang let out a
Humming, Su Leng turned around and kissed Cheng Yang on the lips. He did not push Cheng Yang away. Since he was given a chance, he would really give it a try, but the feeling was different. Except for Fu Siyang, he
He had never kissed anyone before, so he was suddenly kissed so passionately by a man. It was not disgusting to say the least. Maybe it was because he was not disgusted with Cheng Yang, so he thought so.
The kiss didn't go deep, it was just a light touch on the lips. Cheng Yang let go of his neck and smiled, "Next time, I won't just kiss you like this. Su Leng, if you give me a chance to love you, I will give it to you too."
Opportunities are used to my following, but I only give them once."
Su sneered and said nothing. In fact, the time spent with Cheng Yang was not difficult. Cheng Yang was very artistic, rich in content, and knew a lot of things. When the two of them were together, Cheng Yang was always looking for topics, and it never embarrassed him.
, except for brothers, he has never gotten along with a man like a lover, so he seems clumsy.
Cheng Yang seemed to understand him very well and was not unhappy at all. Instead, he did what he wanted and accommodated him. Cheng Yang said, I will give you time to forget the person in your heart because I am confident that I can erase him.
Although he didn't know who the person in his heart was, he would not be frightened because he wanted Su Leng to be his man, the only man. Su Leng was surprised by Cheng Yang's determination and decision. Cheng Yang really liked him.
Him? He wasn't sure. He might just think that this man seemed difficult to deal with. If he could be dealt with, he would prove that he was actually very good. But he could always see the enthusiasm for him in those dark eyes. Then
It was exactly the look he would have when he saw Fu Siyang.
He didn't know where Cheng Yang's feelings for him were, but he didn't want to think too much about it.
Lying in bed alone at night, the image of Fu Siyang became clearer and clearer in my mind. Forgetting is always easier said than done, and may even be impossible to forget.
Cheng Yang's treatment of him cannot be said to be comparable to the feelings he has had for Fu Siyang for so many years, but he is really tolerant and apologetic towards him. The male temperament is understandable, but if two men can get along with each other in such a generous manner, then they are not
Another reason for not caring about you is that I care too much about you.
No matter which way it was, Su Leng felt sorry for Cheng Yang, because this was destined to be an unrequited emotional effort, and he had to find a chance to talk to Cheng Yang.
The ringing of the cell phone brought Su Leng back from his thoughts. Looking at the incoming call, he stood up from the bed in a flash. He answered the phone in shock and surprise. The other end of the phone started to crackle with hair, "Su Leng, what are you doing?"
Aren’t you back yet? I’m waiting for you to have dinner. When will you come to Singapore? I’ll just be here to make ends meet.”
Su Leng raised her lips and said, "What important matter are we discussing?"
"No way! I told you to find an Arab wife to come back. We are all looking forward to it. Don't let me down, Leng. Also, I brought my girlfriend over, so come back and have a look."
"It's easy to hear Fu Siyang's excitement on the other end of the phone from his tone. To be so excited, he must be tempted. He is a woman he likes very much. His heart suffocated. Su Leng felt a little sore, his throat was sore, and he couldn't even say a word.
Come in one word.
Staring at the ceiling, Su Leng's mind went blank for a moment, but Fu Siyang seemed very impatient at that time, "Leng, you are mute, when will you come back?"
"It's almost two days later. I'm very tired now. Goodbye." Before Fu Siyang could speak again, Su Leng hung up the phone, threw the phone aside, got up and entered the bathroom.
Seeing the phone being hung up, Fu Siyang became sad and angry. He turned to look at Xi Yejue who was standing behind him, "Jue, Leng said he would be here in two days. Oh, he went to find my girlfriend."
Looking at Fu Siyang's back, Xi Yejue smiled bitterly. How could Su Leng fall in love with such a heartless bastard? He shook his head and felt sorry for Su Leng. It's really unfair for a brother to do this.
Easy.
Fu Siyang, who was walking past Xi Yejue, had a gloomy expression on his face. His grip on the phone suddenly tightened, and he wanted to smash the phone against the opposite wall. Su Leng actually lied to him.
He called and asked. The business in the Middle East has been settled. Although there is still some follow-up, it will not have any impact even if Su Leng is not here. Su Leng, Su Leng actually lied to him? Why? An unexplainable emotion.
on his chest, making him gasp for breath. He suppressed the feelings that were about to be released, put on a small face, and walked to the living room.
But I still couldn't help but think about it, what was Su Leng busy with in the Middle East? Why didn't he come back even after things were over? It wasn't like this before!
*When Mo Yan came to Singapore, Xi Yejue smiled, "I didn't expect you to have time to come over? It's unexpected."
Mo Yan snorted coldly, "You think I want to come, Jue, to discuss something with you. What do you think we will do if Leng finds a partner?" The two of them walked to the living room as they talked. Fu Siyang, who was taking a nap in the living room, heard this.
His whole body froze and he slowly opened his eyes, but both of them pretended not to see him and sat alone, far away from Fu Siyang.
After Xi Yejue was stunned for a short time, he smiled slightly and said, "Leng really likes men. As long as he likes me, I have no problem with it. What? Do you have an eyebrow?"
Mo Yan smiled crazily and took out a document bag from his pocket, "Someone photographed it at the Oman Exhibition Hall. It is said that this man confessed to Leng, which was very shocking."
Several photos slipped from Xi Yejue's hands, and it was definitely on purpose. Fu Siyang jumped up from the sofa and picked up the photos on the ground. His beautiful peach blossom eyes suddenly turned cold. Mo Yan and Xi Yejue were absolutely
They glanced at each other, turned a blind eye, and turned a blind eye. Fu Siyang's eyes stopped on the handsome and immortal face in front of him, with a spotless and clean temperament, and his heart was filled with confusion.
Is the reason for not coming back because the beauty is pregnant?