What he likes is the whole Fu Siyang. What he likes is Fu Siyang without any disguise. No matter whether he is good or bad, Fu Siyang is Fu Siyang. When he was a child, he was an arrogant and willful little golden retriever with long hair.
Da is a heartless and exquisite little bastard. It's like two souls live in one body, but it still doesn't affect his love for him.
Fu Siyang looked at him in shock, as if he wanted to look into the depths of his soul from his eyes to see how much this man loved him. Maybe, maybe in this life, no one would love him more deeply and crazily than him.
, Fu Siyang has nothing else but an extremely beautiful and exquisite face.
He was unfoundedly arrogant when he was a child, and he became a heartless bastard when he grew up.
After all, what do you love about him?
"Fu Siyang, I think you don't know what you like, women? Or simply to meet physiological needs? I won't make any comments on this, and I don't want to ask how your private life has been in the past few years since we were not together.
, because that’s making things difficult for myself, and I don’t want to know how many women you’ve experienced.”
"You listened to the conversation I had with Jue, so you fled from Italy to France. To put it nicely, you were avoiding my feelings for you, but to put it bluntly, you were hating me as a man for falling in love with you.
You are also a man. Jue Heyan warned me when I was 14 years old that Fu Siyang was used to being careless and it would be very hard to fall in love with him. I don’t think the word hard can be applied to you.
Because you are worth it."
"Yang, I never thought you would run away. I thought you wouldn't run away even if you were heartless. But the facts tell me that Yan has seen through you and understood you to death. What you reflected and what you chose."
The method is completely based on Yan's script, and it's absolutely accurate."
Su Leng smiled bitterly. He had laughed at this smile thousands of times and had long since become numb.
It was the coldness that penetrated from the heart and spread throughout the body.
"So I chose the Middle East. Even though I knew that my main force was in France, I still chose to stay in the Middle East, so that you wouldn't have to be so embarrassed when you don't see me. You have to force yourself to smile in front of me. This is not what I want to see.
, I never planned to force you to do anything, because I thought, maybe I can’t bend you in this life, falling in love with you, liking you, taking care of you is my business, I will do it only if I want to do it, otherwise
No one can force himself to come."
"I didn't expect that when I returned to Paris again, you would let me see the scenery of other cities. Fu Siyang, I can tolerate you not loving me and not responding to my love, but I absolutely cannot tolerate you being the judge of my love.
Or, because you are not qualified, and what I do is just to gain your sympathy in your opinion, I am thinking ```"
"Stop talking, please, stop talking."
Fu Siyang's voice was a little hoarse and his eyes were slightly red. He buried his face in Su Leng's neck, tears streaming down his face. He knew that he was a bastard and never considered other people's feelings. When he was 16 years old, he knew that Su Leng was treating him.
He was so frightened by his feelings that he fled far away. He pretended to be a good friend when they met. Every word and every sentence was inseparable from the woman he was with. He emphasized that he was straight in front of Su Leng countless times, whether it was a joke or a fact.
, there is absolutely no mistake, he is stabbing Su Leng with a knife, leaving him full of holes. In the world, as long as Su Leng is not willing, who can hurt him at all?
But he stepped on his bottom line and deliberately wanted to use humiliation to make Su Leng give up on him. When Su Leng was good to others, he couldn't stand it. He gave Su Leng hope, but pushed him to the bottom every time.
At the end of the day, it hurt Su Leng and made him give up, but he ignored it. Every time he did this, how would he feel any better?
Since childhood, he has been the treasure that Su Leng held in the palm of his hand. The moment he knew that his mother was killed by the Louis family and collapsed, it was this man who stood beside him and asked him to stand up and snatch his mother back from his brother.
He asked him to stand up. When he couldn't stand up, he knelt on the ground like him. He said, Fu Siyang, if you want to live or die, I will accompany you. If you have the ability, just kneel for the rest of your life. Don't get up and do it.
A bastard who can't even live up to your mother's last words.
At the lowest point in his life at the age of 17, this man used his own way to force him to be strong and ruthless, and to attack his blood relatives, because he said, except for your mother, you have no other relatives in this world, you
Your mother raised you alone. Even if your surname is Louis, it is an insult to your surname Fu.
"Fu Siyang, I love you very much." After I knew that this feeling was beyond brotherly feelings, I have been hiding it carefully. If I were a woman, or you were a woman, I think we would really be together.
Together, but I am not a woman, and you are not a woman. I am not a Christian, nor do I believe in anything. The love between men and men is not a sin, but you don’t understand what the word love means. I really want to
Let me ask you, when I asked you where your heart was when you were 17 years old, do you know what I was thinking? Should I take a knife and dig out your heart to see if it is black?
No matter how innocent you are, you should have seen your feelings, but you chose to use the most decisive way to insult my shameful feelings because you think it is sinful." Su Leng's hand was close to Fu Siyang's.
He was smiling on his chest, and his brows showed the only softness and tolerance towards Fu Siyang.
I don't have it, I don't have it! Fu Siyang screamed in his heart, but he knew that he had it, he had it, and he just tried his best to trample on Su Leng's love, hurting him completely again and again. Every time he came back to Paris, he always tried his best
Various methods were used to make Su Leng unable to stay in Paris and then leave.
There was even a sense of pleasure in his heart. In fact, Su Leng was not indispensable in his heart, and no matter how much he hurt Su Leng, Su Leng would still not give up on him, because he became unscrupulous because of Su Leng's love for him.
Feel free to handle the relationship between two people in your own way.
"Fu Siyang, every time I'm with you, I treat every day we're together as if it's the last day, because I don't know when you'll be uncharacteristically hurtful again, and I'll leave alone. I don't want to
I know you have seen my back several times, but I have seen your back since I was a child."
"Leng, please, stop talking." Fu Siyang, who was lying behind Su Leng, was convulsing and shaking all over. His heart ached. It hurt so much. He didn't know he was so hateful. Now, Su Leng was just casual.
He couldn't bear the mention of it. He could imagine that every time he hurt Su Leng, how many times did Su Leng bear it?
Su Leng turned around, put his arms around Fu Siyang, and wiped away the crystal clear tears from the corners of his beautiful eyes. His heart ached for a while. He hadn't seen Fu Siyang like this for many years. He came forward and said,
Face to face with Fu Siyang, his lips were close to Fu Siyang's ear, "Yang, I love you. The only person I have ever loved is you."
Fu Siyang buried his head in his shoulder, stretched out his hand and held Su Leng's hand tightly, interlocking their fingers, but with a kind of desperate loneliness, just like the end of the two of them.
"I am telling you all this not to make you feel guilty and uncomfortable. You can still treat it as nonsense as before, and I am just a passerby. You will get married, and so will I. I don't want you for three days.
Having said that, there is no point in arguing about it. I will leave tomorrow and I will not attend your wedding. I'm sorry!"
Su Leng closed her eyes after saying this, and tightened her arms around Fu Siyang. Fu Siyang's beautiful peach blossom eyes dimmed, and the most important things in life were slowly passing away, disappearing bit by bit. That was the most beautiful thing ever.
It was something he disdained, but now it was something he couldn't save no matter what. His heart ached, and he randomly searched for Su Leng's lips, kissed them forcefully, and opened Su Leng's bathrobe with his hand, and directly held Su Leng's lips.
It was so cold and hot that he moved up and down. Su Leng lay flat on his back, letting the little bastard create waves of heat on him. Fu Siyang had never done anything with a man before, so he didn't know what to do, but he was desperate and scared. He wouldn't allow Su
Leng just disappeared and disappeared into his world.
He never panicked about Su Leng, but he regretted it, he was afraid, he couldn't let go, he couldn't let go of Su Leng, he couldn't let go of Su Leng, he couldn't let go of his love, his affection, his kindness, and he couldn't let him snipe him.
Outside the door of his heart, he couldn't accept it and didn't want to accept it.
A violent kiss mixed with despair and passion, Su Leng's body felt abnormal pain, and the fierce battle between lips and tongues made people's hearts restless. It seemed that countless indescribable emotions burst out in an instant with this deep kiss, Fu Siyang's regret, Fu Siyang's regret, and Fu Siyao's regret.
He could feel Si Yang's uneasiness and Fu Si Yang's fear from this kiss, but so what, it was already too late; Fu Si Yang, it was already too late, you know? If he had known to force him like this earlier, he would have been able to
Face his own heart quickly. When he was 19 years old, he forced Fu Siyang to accept him, but it was too late. Everything.
Fu Siyang kissed Su Leng randomly, kissing his face, his Adam's apple, his chest, his belly, everything was so natural and so desperate. He wanted to save something through kissing, but he didn't know what he could do.
What could he save? Su Leng was so kissed that his whole body was on fire. She turned against him and pressed him under her body. She grabbed his tongue and k!ssed him. She nibbled her hands and reached down. The two people's hot bodies were pressed against each other.
Su Leng breathed heavily, "Hold it."
Fu Siyang belatedly grasped Su Leng's vitals and rubbed the two people's hotness together. The intense pleasure made his brain go blank, overwhelming passion, and desperate retention, because the burning heat on his body seemed...
It becomes increasingly clear that the only way to find the truth of this moment is by hurting the other person.
Fu Siyang brought his thin lips together and kissed Su Leng. The kiss was deep, deep and hard, as if he was afraid that he would be gone if they separated.
Yanhong's delicate face lifted up and looked at Su Leng, "I want to give it a try with you."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There will be an update tomorrow, and the plot will be updated a few years later!
As for the sex scene between the two of them, I don’t know if you will be disgusted with it. I wrote it very restrainedly.