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388 A Lonely Heart That Doesn't Dare to Approach

The quiet and brightly lit squash hall is surrounded by loneliness and desolation. There are only muffled roars and the desolation of the squash ball hitting the wall and being knocked back to its original position by the racket. In the luxurious single-room squash hall, Fu Siyao is sweating, left and right.

Running back and forth, the slightly long hair on his forehead was soaked with sweat and stuck to his forehead. The squash ball collided with the wall and made a harsh sound, rebounding towards Fu Siyang. He stared at the squash ball with sad and obscure peach blossom eyes and waved the ball in his hand.

The racket swept towards the squash ball, causing it to bounce back against the wall again. Repeatedly, he panted and ran back and forth, as if he wanted to consume all the energy in his body and make himself unable to move. Even so, no matter how much he sweated,

The voice in his head was still tormenting him "Fu Siyang, you don't like men anyway, so why don't I just stay away and give you a chance? Stop looking for me, I don't want to see you for the rest of my life."

Don't want to either.

I never want to in my lifetime.

He retracted his swinging hand, and the squash ball passed through his ear and hit the net fence behind him. Then it fell to the ground and bounced a few times. The thumping sound was like his own broken heart. He was in unbearable pain and suddenly opened his arms.

He fell straight to the ground and laughed wildly, his body was shaking, his eyes were getting more and more sad, and liquid slowly seeped out of the corners of his beautiful peach blossom eyes. "At the age of six, he met his eight-year-old self and threw him off.

What if the expression on his face is exchanged for a mother-in-law? He will open his arms and wait for him to coax and accommodate himself.

When he was twelve years old, he was making trouble unreasonably and was slapped hard by him. He never considered his feelings and uttered the words "Go away." He almost bit off a piece of his flesh on the line between life and death, but Su Leng didn't even frown.

Let him do it.

When he was seventeen years old, he knew that he avoided his feelings and ran away from him. Thinking about the two people who had never been separated for eleven years, they suddenly chose not to contact him. He regretted it, but he still indulged him.

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At the age of nineteen, he, Fu Siyang, forced him, Su Leng, to retreat to the realm of friends. He used his own methods to hurt him, slander him, and defeat him. He still had the pleasure of victory in his heart and asked him to see the scenery of other cities.

But after Su Leng got Cheng Yang, he was not willing to destroy it, get jealous and take it back. He also let him.

At the age of twenty-five, Su Leng told him that I don’t want to see you, not even in my life.

But Leng, I have only had you since I was six years old. You told me, Fu Siyang, who has no family, and Fu Siyang, who has lost even you, who will love me and care about me again.

Fu Siyang only has one Su Leng, but you don't want me anymore.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” and the miserable screams accompanied by punches hitting the ground one after another. It sounded very scary in the dark night, but it was also very heartbreaking. Several people yearned for squash.

When they ran to the restaurant, the manager stopped them and shook his head, "This is the first time I've seen the boss act like this. Don't go there."

Several staff members left slowly. The manager glanced in the direction of the squash court, sighed slightly and walked away.

Until his right hand was bloody and bloody, and he knew that the tears would not flow cleanly. He clearly saw that his right hand was injured so deeply that he could see the bones. The strength of the fist falling to the ground still did not decrease at all. He was destroying his delicate hand.

The fairy-like face is stained with sorrow and trouble, and the beautiful lips are smiling self-deprecatingly. The extremely weird picture outlines the shocking desolation. No one who sees it feels heartbroken and unbearable. Fu Siyang was carried out.

Self-mutilation, blood all over the room ``````*Su Leng, I really have to eat too much to care about you, just treat me like I'm cheating on you this time, if you don't want to see me so much, don't say anything to embarrass me.

, I have spoken out, you feel better, have you thought about my feelings? Didn’t you say that you should retreat to the boundary of friends? You should retreat to me, you are allergic to alcohol, and you come here to drink, what? To gain sympathy, I

My mother told you, you succeeded, I really sympathize with you, are you happy? Are you happy? Seeing that I still can't let you down, running to humiliate myself, I feel so happy!

What is your relationship with that man outside?

I don’t regard you as a friend. I have confessed that I love you and am willing to give up everything for you. You even told me that you are lovers, but you are protecting me. You are so unwilling to be honest, Su Leng, how can you feel so accomplished by hiding it from me?

Do you care about him that much? You can't stand him being punched twice by me. Are you so heartbroken that you will die? Do you want to slap me twice? Humph, the more you care about something, the more I will do it.

What, I don’t want to see him get beaten, okay, I’ll beat him to death right now.

You hit me!

Cold, is it worth it?

what do you love me for?

I want to experience the pain you have experienced.

When did you own a house in Finland and buy it to raise your little lover?

Except for you, no one else has anything to do with my feelings, and I don’t need to be responsible for anyone.

How about I let you kiss me three times and say thirty sentences at a disadvantage? It’s not a loss!

Are you not allowing me to look at other people and not letting me smile? Then I will just look at you and smile at you!

Leng, I found that you are very beautiful.

The little bastard's ruthlessness, the little bastard's charm, the little bastard's stubbornness, the little bastard's frown and every word, the little bastard's words are still clearly imprinted in his mind despite the past six years. When he was angry, he roared at him, and when he accepted it,

, the little bastard who acted like a bully with him, as shameless as a child, but as tough as a weed, and could feel at ease even when he was attacked. When had he ever seen him begging as humbly as he did today? Tell him, never again

Will he love him well if given a chance?

The kind of heartbreaking scream that is about to collapse.

When had Fu Siyang ever had such a sharp and hurtful emotion? His heart suddenly spasmed, the pain was unbearable, the blood surged in his chest, and only the smell of blood rushed up. His lips moved slightly, and a strange bright red spurt appeared.

It comes out and blooms enchantingly on the transparent glass, which is shocking.

"Master Su."

"Young Master!"

Johnny and Xing Yun were startled. Xing Yun put down the child in his arms and rushed forward to help Su Leng. Johnny's eyes almost burst into tears. He shook his head in panic, his voice trembling, "Master,

I beg you, please don’t think about him anymore, Johnny, please, don’t think about him anymore."

Xing Yun's heart thumped and he didn't say anything. He was filled with helplessness. Johnny, don't you understand? Su Leng can't do it!

Su Leng stared at Johnny, slowly closed his eyes, and allowed Xing Yun to help him into the bedroom and settle him down. Xing Yun closed the door and sat next to Su Leng, "Since you like it so much, why don't you take a gamble?

You torture yourself so much, why did you gamble to survive in the first place? I have known you since you were eight years old, Su Leng, I asked you if you would choose to do it again if you knew it was a dead end, but you told me

Even if it is a dead end, you will still make this choice. Maybe others don't know it, but Johnny and I both understand the relationship between you and Fu Siyang. It doesn't mean that if we lose you, Fu Siyang will be really heartless."

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