Wang Zhangzhu walked downstairs, stretched out his hand to hug Niu Niu into his arms, his eyes were sore, and tears almost fell down again. Niu Niu, who was playing with the building blocks enthusiastically, turned to look at her and smiled, "Mom." She said rather perfunctorily.
She kissed her on the cheek.
"Niuniu." Wang Zhangzhu looked at her daughter's innocent and childish face. Huge grief and panic hit her heart. She was helpless and had no one to rely on. She buried her face in Niuniu's soft shoulder and began to cry.
It was weak and depressing, and finally she was trembling all over and crying loudly. Niuniu was a little scared when she saw her mother crying. She stretched out her chubby little hand to wipe her mother's tears and said with a choked voice: "Mom, don't cry, mother don't cry...
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Wang Zhangzhu's eyes were filled with tears, and Niu Niu's little face became blurry. She really couldn't stop crying. Too many complicated emotions filled her heart. Facing the impending separation of life and death for herself and her child, what she wanted most in the world was
The biggest concern for me is Niu Niu. This difficulty in letting go transcends everything.
Her tears were streaming down her face, and she suddenly realized that if life gave her another chance, she would give up all the busyness and just be with her children seriously, every minute and every second.
However, she understood too late, she might die immediately, and as for Niu Niu, she was still so young, what should she do?
A lot of grievances and pains were vented with tears. It was not until she heard Niuniu's cry that she slowly woke up, dizzily wiped the tears from the child's face, and asked the child with a forced smile, "Niuniu, what do you want?
What do you want to eat? Mom will cook it for you."
The child was ignorant. When her mother stopped crying, she laughed and said her request in a crisp voice, "Mom, I want to eat the cream cake you made."
Wang Zhangzhu rubbed the child's head lovingly and said, "Niuniu, let's eat cake another day. Mom will make something else for you today." She had already suffered from heart failure that day and had no energy to make a cream cake.
The dinner was cooked by Wang Zhangzhu. Due to lack of physical strength, he made it a little simple. He made a soup and stir-fried two vegetables. When Su Yan came back late, it happened to be open.
Wang Zhangzhu served Su Yanchi and Niu Niu rice with his own hands, picked out chicken from the soup and mixed it with the rice, and fed Niu Niu with his own hands. Niu Niu was a little dissatisfied and shook her little hand and said, "Mom, I can eat it myself.
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"Mom, feed you." Wang Zhangzhu held up the spoon and handed it to Niu Niu's mouth. Niu Niu looked at it helplessly and opened her mouth in compromise.
As soon as Su Yanchi sat down at the dining table, she noticed Wang Zhangzhu's eyes that were swollen from crying. Although her eyelashes were drooped, she still couldn't hide her sad look, "Xiao Ke, what's wrong? What happened?
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"It's nothing. I went to my mother's cemetery today, so I'm a little sad..." Wang Zhangzhu knew that Su Yan would ask this question, so he had already made up an excuse.
Su Yanchi patted the back of her hand to comfort her.
When he returned to the bedroom later, Wang Zhangzhu took advantage of Su Yan's absence and called Xu Yiming, "Naruko, tomorrow is the weekend, are you free?"
Wang Zhangzhu invited Xu Yiming, how could he not be free?
Wang Zhangzhu took Niu Niu with him the next day and prepared to go out with Xu Yiming.
When Niuniu saw Xu Yiming, she called "uncle" and ran over happily. Xu Yiming reached out and picked her up, lifted her above his head, and called affectionately: "Niuniu, my little princess!"
Xu Yiming loves Niu Niu from the bottom of his heart, because this little girl is lovable, because she is Wang Zhangzhu's daughter, and children have the most sensitive hearts and know who is best to her, so Niu Niu is also sincerely willing to be with Xu Yiming
together.
Wang Zhangzhu made full preparations for this trip. When he got up in the morning, he put ice on his eyes and put on makeup. He hugged Niu Niu and sat next to Xu Yiming. He was always smiling. Even though she knew she was going to die, she still couldn't.
She must keep smiling. She cannot cry all day long and make people around her worry.
As the car drove on the road, Wang Zhangzhu slowly saw where Xu Yiming was taking them, and she felt even more happy. Xu Yiming was going to take her to his resort on the outskirts of his home. She had been there many times with Xu Yiming before.
The big orchard she likes.
This suburban orchard of the Xu family has been the paradise of Wang Zhangzhu and Xu Yiming for a long time. The two of them have been pampered since they were young. They have never eaten any fruit. Coming to this orchard to pick fruits is like a blind bear breaking off the corn.
Picking and eating and throwing them away makes you happy.
At that time, Wang Zhangzhu and Xu Yiming would often run around in the orchard for a day, eating whatever they saw, mangoes, bananas, lychees... until their teeth were sore from eating, and then they would climb trees to hide and seek, and finally have to pick out a few thick fruit sticks.
Break off the branches and take them home.
Xu Yiming teased and joked with Niu Niu along the way, and drove the car far away. Along the way, some small villages gradually appeared among the green trees and farmland. After turning a mountain bend, they finally saw the familiar hillside.
The Xu family's orchard covers the entire hillside, and a three-story European-style wooden villa is also among them.
This villa is actually very big, with three buildings. One side is where Xu's family lives when they come to vacation, the other side is the housing for workers who work in the orchard, and the other side is the garage and warehouse.
There are countless apple trees, pear trees, wild cherries, banana trees in the orchard... The workers here take care of them very carefully. Every fruit tree grows lush and green, especially in this season, the trees are full of fruits.
Xu Yiming had called in advance. As soon as their car stopped, the director of the orchard led a few workers to greet them. They still remembered Wang Zhangzhu, so they respectfully called out through the car window: "Hello, Master.
Hello Miss Wang!"
Seeing Xu Yiming walking out of the car with Niu Niu in his arms, all these people were dumbfounded and didn't know what to call her.
Xu Yiming was afraid that Wang Zhangzhu would feel awkward, so he waved his hand to signal them to leave. He held Niu Niu in one hand and held Wang Zhangzhu in the other as he walked into the villa.
Wang Zhangzhu walked into the house and found that the layout inside had not changed at all. Except for the new decoration, there was an extra scroll on the wall facing the door.
The background of the scroll is a spring orchard, with flowers blooming everywhere. She and Xu Yiming are running happily in it. She is waving her hands in front of her happily, and her pink cheeks without any paint are like buds waiting to bloom. At that time
She was still a carefree little princess in the castle.
And Xu Yiming looked at her and laughed happily, with a dazzling light in his eyes. Everything was too beautiful to be true!
Wang Zhangzhu also had this photo before, but after taking it home, he accidentally put it somewhere. He never thought that Xu Yiming, a carefree man, would treasure her and enlarge it and hang it here.
Wang Zhangzhu's eyes stopped on his young and cheerful face, and he felt a myriad of emotions for a moment.
Xu Yiming asked the servant to get some food for her and Wang Zhangzhu. After the three of them had a simple meal, he took Wang Zhangzhu and Niuniu to the orchard on the mountain.
Green branches, leaves and fruits were swaying around them, and the air was filled with the unique fresh smell of vegetation. The aroma that entered her nose made Wang Zhangzhu feel trance-like for a moment. She couldn't help but spread her arms and breathe deeply.
When Niu Niu came here for the first time, she jumped up and down excitedly. Xu Yiming was afraid that she would fall, so he followed closely behind to protect her.
Wang Zhangzhu picked a cherry and stuffed it into Xu Yiming's mouth, "Ah..." Xu Yiming twisted his facial features and spit out the core, "It's so sour!"
"That's it, then I won't eat it." Wang Zhangzhu, just like many years ago, after completing the experiment with Xu Yiming, he clapped his hands and felt fine. He didn't feel sorry for his behavior at all.
"I've got you, my child is so old and he hasn't made any progress at all." Xu Yiming shook his head and sighed.
"Yes, yes, yes!" Wang Zhangzhu nodded repeatedly without any shame.
Xu Yiming smiled and looked at Wang Zhangzhu, who was wearing a simple ponytail and a neat light-colored T-shirt, bathing in the sun. He suddenly remembered the past. Unknowingly, so many years had passed. In the past, he thought he would always protect him.
Holding Wang Zhangzhu, he kept walking, but he didn't expect that the ending would be such a tragic one.
This situation also made Wang Zhangzhu think of the past. It would be false to say that she was not sad. Xu Yiming accompanied her through the green years and gave her too much kindness and warmth. If she could have opened her eyes wide in the past,
Then, he would become his closest lover, but now, it can only end up with things changing and people changing.
The hatred in their hearts grew in unison, and this experience took away too many things that they did not want to lose.
The breeze blew and it was very cool in the orchard, but after only walking a short distance, Wang Zhangzhu was tired and panting. Xu Yiming looked at her as if she was about to collapse, and hurriedly found a shady tree root to sit down.
During the break, Niu Niu squatted next to them and watched the ants move.
A thin stream of sweat oozed from the tip of Wang Zhangzhu's nose. She rested her head gently on Xu Yiming's shoulder, looked at her daughter who was bowing her head and looking silly, sniffled and said in a muffled voice: "Naruko, if something happens to me in the future, you
You must help me take good care of Niuniu."
"Fool!" Xu Yiming reached out and flicked her forehead, "What accident can happen to you?"
"Promise me, you must promise me." Wang Zhangzhu raised her head and looked persistently at Xu Yiming in front of her. She wanted to remember his appearance, the slightly raised eyebrows, bright eyes, high nose, and tight lips.
His lips were 70% handsome and 30% sunny. Even in the next life, she would remember his appearance.
"Okay, I promise you." Xu Yiming was a little frightened by Wang Zhangzhu's look and hurriedly agreed.
Wang Zhangzhu lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and said in a low voice: "Naruko, you must remember what you promised me today. If anything happens to me, you will treat Niu Niu as your own child."
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"What's wrong with you? Did something happen?" Xu Yiming stretched out his hand and pinched Wang Zhangzhu's nose. Such Wang Zhangzhu made him feel extremely uneasy.
"It's nothing, it's a little strange to revisit the old place." Wang Zhangzhu's nose felt sore, and he put his arm around Xu Yiming's waist some willfully. How great it would be if I could hold him like this for a lifetime... for a lifetime!