Every half an hour, the special guard outside the suite would quietly come in and check, but Wang Zhangzhu still felt a little scared, but she couldn't tell anyone about this fear, not even Su Yanchi, and countless others in the future.
Day and night, no matter how much fear she felt, she had to get used to facing it alone.
Today should have been a happy day, but Wang Zhangzhu was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, her mind was in chaos. In just a few months, her life had changed dramatically again. In fact, in the past ten years, her life had been
In turmoil and change.
She sighed, her father was dead, Song Liangyu was in jail, Chu Huandong was so angry that she ran away, she would be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and her life should be peaceful from now on!
Wang Zhangzhu thought about a lot of things, but still couldn't sleep. She took her hair and rolled it up several times, then let it go. Then she started to count the sheep. She couldn't help but think of Chu Huandong. She
He sighed, simply turned on the light, and packed up the things he would take with him when he left tomorrow.
In fact, Wang Zhangzhu had nothing to deal with. He fiddled with his clothes a few times and then stood alone by the window, lost in thought.
Even now, I am disheartened towards Chu Huandong, but I still cannot erase all the feelings I had, or forget them completely.
She is not a magnanimous woman when it comes to relationships. She can ignore Chu Huandong's indifference and alienation from her when she was in the most difficult time, but she cares deeply about the relationship between Chu Huandong and Xiaoyou, so intimate.
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This is how feelings are, as much sweetness as there was in the past, there is now as much pain as there is.
Wang Zhangzhu was not unmoved by Chu Huandong's efforts to help each other these days, and it's not that he had not thought about returning to Chu Huandong, but what about the future, how to get along with him in the future.
She lives next to Chu Huandong every day and is suspicious. As long as Chu Huandong is not with her, she will wonder if he is with Xiaoyou. Whenever Chu Huandong calls, she thinks he is calling Xiaoyou...
The grass and trees are all at war, and there is no way to live in peace. Instead of living like that, it is better to give up and leave completely.
Standing in the night wind, Wang Zhangzhu's tears couldn't help but fall. She didn't want to be a resentful woman, nor did she want to be a jealous woman. She wanted to live every day to the fullest, enjoy the bright sunshine every day, and relax.
Life.
But how much determination and perseverance it takes to let go of this deep feeling, how sad and painful it is, only she knows.
Forget one, have no regrets, no regrets, move forward firmly... Wang Zhangzhu let out a long sigh, and the crystal tears kept falling.
My beloved, can you hear my voice at this moment?
Wang Zhangzhu didn't sleep well at night. When she got up the next morning, she was a little listless. As soon as she sat up from the bed, she found someone standing at the window, with his back to her. His tall, generous figure was warm and familiar.
Xu Yiming seemed to be sensing something. He turned around, looked at Wang Zhangzhu carefully, and said in a serious tone, "You look so bad, can you be discharged from the hospital? Why don't you recuperate in the hospital?"
"Okay, if I stay here any longer, I'll get moldy!" Wang Zhangzhu looked around, "Where's Cheng Wei, why didn't she come with you?" Ever since they got married, they have been inseparable.
"She didn't know that you were discharged from the hospital today. I came here on my own." Xu Yiming walked to Wang Zhangzhu's bedside. Standing, he was a head taller than Wang Zhangzhu who was sitting on the bed, snorting softly.
On Wang Zhangzhu's head, there is a faint smell of smoke,
"You started smoking again? Chengwei, didn't you say you quit?" Wang Zhangzhu raised his head in confusion. Ge Chengwei once told Wang Zhangzhu half with joy and half with bragging that Xu Yiming had told her since he knew she was pregnant.
Quitting smoking can make the man she loves change for her, which gives Ge Chengwei a great sense of accomplishment.
"Well, I couldn't help it, so I started twitching again." Xu Yiming nodded.
Wang Zhangzhu only felt that Xu Yiming's face was very close. He had obviously picked up the cigarette recently, and it must have something to do with him. Everyone pretended that it was not the case, but he still wanted to get to the bottom of it, which made him feel uncomfortable.
Thinking of this, Wang Zhangzhu's heartbeat inexplicably accelerated, and her face felt a little hot. In order to relieve the tension in her heart, she jokingly said: "Then your efforts to quit smoking have all been wasted. See if Cheng Wei doesn't deal with you." Turn around.
Get off the other side of the bed and go into the bathroom to wash up.
When Wang Zhangzhu came out of the shower, Su Yanchi hadn't come yet, and Xu Yiming hadn't left either. There were still two of them in the room.
This was the first time Xu Yiming and she were alone together after Wang Zhangzhu came back this time. In the past, Ge Chengwei and Su Yanchi were always with them. If there were only the two of them in the big room, they would feel a lot of sigh in their hearts.
But it seemed like nothing could be said.
Xu Yiming stood in front of Wang Zhangzhu who had gone through many vicissitudes of life, always feeling guilty and feeling that he had not taken good care of her.
Many years ago, he suspected that Chu Huandong would hurt Wang Zhangzhu sooner or later. He once thought that he would not get married until he was not sure that Wang Zhangzhu would truly be happy.
But he broke his promise after all. He got married, had a child, and went to heaven happily. He left Wang Zhangzhu alone, wandering around in the messy world and suffering all kinds of suffering.
Xu Yiming looked at Wang Zhangzhu with eyes as dark as dusk, hiding deep pain, "Zhangzhu, after you are discharged from the hospital, are you... going to Chu Huandong's place?"
Wang Zhangzhu heard him suddenly mention Chu Huandong. Thinking of the complete break between the two last night, Wang Zhangzhu's smile tightened, "Chu Huandong and I have been completely separated for a long time. He helped me this time just to get out of the past friendship."
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Xu Yiming's face showed some real astonishment, and he frowned and stared at Wang Zhangzhu, "You have gone through so much, but you didn't expect that you would end up like this..."
Wang Zhangzhu did not avoid Xu Yiming's probing gaze, and looked directly at him with a wry smile.
The relationship she and Chu Huandong had gone through was too long and the changes were too great. The happiness they wanted seemed to have finally arrived, but they had gone too far on their own path and could never look back.
"It doesn't matter, you and him may not be happy. It depends on how tired you are of all these years." Xu Yiming wiped his face, took out a bank card and a bunch of keys from his pocket, and handed them to Wang Zhangzhu, "
There is money here, car keys and house keys, which I have prepared for you. Even if you want to be with Chu Huandong, I will give these to you. You are a girl and you must have a home of your own.
And some money for self-defense.”
Xu Yiming put on the most relaxed expression on his face, and his tone was even more understated, but he was nervous in his heart. Wang Zhangzhu, the eldest lady of the Wang family who was once so arrogant and wealthy, today ended up with nothing and no fixed place to live. This gap in her heart
Not everyone can accept it, so he tried to speak in a relaxed manner, not wanting to make Wang Zhangzhu feel uncomfortable.
Wang Zhangzhu was not feeling uncomfortable. During these days, she had experienced more desolate and embarrassing moments than before. She was just moved, and her throat was so moved that she felt like a refugee. She had received help from Xu Yiming too many times during these days.
,Rescue.
Although Xu Yiming was her best friend, she regarded him as her brother, but now that her brother had a sister-in-law, her unrelated sister should avoid suspicion. She ignored Xu Yiming's expression and declined, "Naruko, your kindness
I understand, but I don’t need these yet, Achi has a house and a car over there.”
Hearing what Wang Zhangzhu said, Xu Yiming was stunned again and asked softly, "Zhangzhu, are you ready to be with Mr. Su?"
Wang Zhangzhu didn't speak, just nodded.
Xu Yiming's frown deepened, and he hesitated and asked, "You should know about him and Zhou Wanheng, right?"
Wang Zhangzhu nodded again.
Xu Yiming was a little anxious and couldn't help but say something unscrupulous, "He and Zhou Wanheng have not yet known each other, so why bother to go to Muddy Waters? Yesterday Chengwei was watching entertainment news, and I watched it with her for a while. Recently, she has been the same person.
He was performing a one-man show, shouting that he was going to marry Zhou Wanheng, but there was no movement from Zhou Wanheng. Zhou Wanheng even disappeared, and the post-production of the new film was left to the assistant director..."
Wang Zhangzhu couldn't hold it back and burst out laughing, "Does Cheng Wei like to read entertainment news, or do you like it? Watch carefully!"
"You still have time to laugh, I'm telling you something serious!" Xu Yiming's angry forehead had veins popping up. Wang Zhangzhu had suffered enough over the years, and he didn't want to see her get hurt again and again, knowing that this was a fire bed.
, and jumped inside.
Wang Zhangzhu shook his head, "Naruko, don't worry, I know what I'm doing. Neither Achi nor I are stupid. We both know how to position each other's relationship." She sighed softly, with a smile on her face.
His strength and forbearance were somewhat broken, "We have both experienced some things over the years, heart-wrenching things. Maybe we can never accept anyone else in this life. Instead of dying alone, it is better for us to accompany each other, have someone to rely on, and support each other."
Keep warm!”
"I'm sorry!" Xu Yiming hugged Wang Zhangzhu in his arms and rubbed the top of her hair with his chin, "Zhangzhu, I was just worried about you, so I said those words just now to make you sad."
"I'm not sad." Wang Zhangzhu smiled. There were many sad things, and she was not afraid of this one more. She was not used to analyzing her psychology in front of a man so straightforwardly, and she laughed and laughed.
He joked: "Actually, when I'm with Su Yanchi, I take advantage of him. He has a house, a car, and money. I'm just responsible for being a cook for him!"
Seeing her pretending to be strong like this, Xu Yiming felt even more distressed. He rubbed the top of her hair and said after discussion: "Then just take what I gave you, just in case..."
Before he could tell what was going on, the door to the ward opened and Su Yanchi walked in excitedly and saw the two people hugging each other.