Wang Zhangzhu's face was pressed against Chu Huandong's shoulder. Chu Huandong could clearly feel the temperature of Wang Zhangzhu's face and his breath. He felt as if he was in a dream, and everything seemed too beautiful to be true.
After coming over for a long time, he said softly: "Zhangzhu, am I not dreaming?"
Hearing someone like him say such cautious words for fear of making her sad, Wang Zhangzhu was shocked and felt a sense of sadness in her heart. At this moment, they were hugging each other without any gaps. In her opinion, it was with a little bit of stealing.
the taste of.
Wang Zhangzhu closed his eyes sadly, and then wanted to break free from Chu Huandong's arms, "Let's go back, you will get tired if you keep holding the child like this."
"Zhangzhu..." Chu Huandong suddenly exerted force and hugged Wang Zhangzhu's slender waist tightly, as if he wanted to embed her into his body, "Give me another chance, and I will be good to you, just like before...
...No...it's better than before...we can be together, we really can..."
Wang Zhangzhu did not struggle hard and leaned gently into Chu Huandong's arms again. Feeling his breath for the last time, he said softly and lowly: "Brother Huandong, I may still love you as before, but I
Now I have to learn to protect myself and love myself first. I can't let go of the hurtful past and forget the grudges we had, especially after my father died...
If I were with you, I would keep torturing myself. While torturing myself, I would also torture you. All of us have a past, and some of the past has really passed. I decided to forget it, and so did you.
Don’t stand in the past and look back again and again.”
Wang Zhangzhu does not doubt Chu Huandong's deep love for her, nor does she doubt his ability to bring her happiness. She is not a mean or petty woman, but after so many things happened, she will inevitably think about it over and over again.
.
Chu Huandong is not a carefree man, on the contrary, he is very dedicated. Because of his dedication, he is not easily emotional, so Wang Zhangzhu cannot let go of his feelings for Xiaoyou.
Because she was the one who initiated the divorce and betrayed him first. Even if there was something really wrong between him and Xiaoyou, she was in no position to condemn or complain. She had been depressed about this matter for so long, and she didn't even ask.
There is no power.
If she and Chu Huandong start over, she can only feel aggrieved and depressed in her heart. In the end, these grievances will turn into poison, causing them both to lose.
If she were Chu Huandong's first love, last love, and only love, she would definitely be the happiest woman in the world.
Now, what about love?
Chu Huandong's hand holding Wang Zhangzhu tightened again. Wang Zhangzhu's mood changed too quickly. He didn't know what to do. Wang Zhangzhu's words gave him a desperate fear in his heart, and he felt that the happiness just now was like
The tighter you hold the sand in your hand, the faster it will leak out.
He hugged Wang Zhangzhu and said hurriedly: "Zhangzhu, believe me, we can be happy. I will try my best to make you forget the past. I don't dare to hope that you can start over with me. I only hope that you can come back."
Come to me and let me take care of you and Niuniu. The world outside is too chaotic. Only when you and your daughter live by my side can I feel at ease.
"Zhangzhu, after so many years of our relationship, you know that my love for you is not out of lust, nor is it out of possession. I really want to take care of you and Niuniu, and love you forever!"
Wang Zhangzhu didn't take Chu Huandong's affectionate confession seriously, but slowly raised his head and looked at him in the darkness, "Brother Huandong, I have grown up. After what happened to Song Liangyu, you still don't know me."
How brave are you! I can live independently and don’t need anyone to take care of me!”
"Zhangzhu, what happened to Song Liangyu was my fault. I shouldn't have put you in danger!" When Wang Zhangzhu mentioned that matter, Chu Huandong couldn't help but feel his heart tremble. He let go of Wang Zhangzhu's waist and raised his hand.
He fumbled and touched her face, "No matter what happens in the future, you must tell me and never act without permission. Do you understand? If I didn't arrive in time that time, something would really happen. I...
I really can't bear the pain of losing you..."
Chu Huandong's voice was very low, a little hoarse and sad. The last few words were like pleading. He grabbed Wang Zhangzhu's hand and shook it gently, as if he was stubbornly waiting for her answer, as if he was trying to overcome all the helplessness.
The emotions expressed in words are conveyed to her.
Seeing that Chu Huandong's mood fluctuated greatly, Wang Zhangzhu responded softly.
Only then did Chu Huandong feel relieved. He held Wang Zhangzhu's hand and muttered persistently: "Zhangzhu, let me take care of you and the child. You really can't do it alone!"
Wang Zhangzhu ordered herself to withdraw her hand and make ruthless determination. She said hoarsely: "I am not alone. I already have Su Yanchi by my side!" She couldn't let Chu Huandong wait hopelessly like this. She couldn't.
It's better to cut through the mess quickly than to let him have lingering thoughts again.
When Chu Huandong heard Wang Zhangzhu mention Su Yanchi, he was startled, his heart was cut like a knife, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
The wind shuttled between them, as if time passed by in a hurry and never looked back.
In the darkness, tears overflowed from Wang Zhangzhu's eyes, "Brother Huandong, I no longer need your care and love. There is someone else by my side. He treats me very well. I will really start dating Su Yanchi."
Brother Huandong, you must live a good life in the future. I will keep you in my heart forever.
Between us, let it be the past. It has nothing to do with love now. It’s just that you are Niu Niu’s father and I am Niu Niu’s mother.”
Wang Zhangzhu walked forward slowly, tears overflowing from her eyes. She walked hard and slowly, but she didn't look back. All this was the final outcome.
There seemed to be a string in Chu Huandong's heart. It broke with a 'bang' sound, and his whole body went limp. A breath of turbid breath came out of his mouth, and he realized that he had been holding his breath while listening to Wang Zhangzhu's words.
He was afraid that Wang Zhangzhu would get lost again, so he hugged Niu Niu and followed her hastily. Looking at her stubborn back, he felt so powerless.
Chu Huandong finally realized in frustration that Wang Zhangzhu's attitude was not pretentious or reserved. She was determined not to give him any chance. She had completely given up on herself, but she still couldn't stop wanting her. The love for her in her heart
On the contrary, it is getting thicker and thicker.
The fact that Wang Zhangzhu found Su Yanchi in such a short period of time and was eager to leave him made Chu Huandong feel extremely depressed.
The person you love is right in front of you, but you can't get together. There is an unforgettable past in the middle. The two people who were once so close have become only Niuniu's father and mother.
Because the child fell asleep, Chu Huandong and Wang Zhangzhu did not stop at Happy Valley and went home directly with the child.
On the way back, Chu Huandong drove the car very slowly. The family of three was enjoying themselves happily. He was about to send his wife and children back to another man. He was really unwilling to do so.
Su Yanchi, who was sitting in the living room watching TV, saw Chu Huandong's car driving into the yard and rushed out to greet him. Through the car window, he saw Niu Niu asleep and politely rushed to Chu Huandong who had just got out of the driver's seat.
Huandong nodded, got ahead of him, went to Wang Zhangzhu's side, picked up the sleeping Niuniu, and walked upstairs.
Chu Huandong got out of the car in a hurry, but still did not grab Su Yanchi. Looking at Su Yanchi's back holding Niu Niu and walking inside, he gritted his teeth bitterly.
Normally, Wang Zhangzhu would have invited Chu Huandong into the house to sit down, but now she didn't want to have too much to do with Chu Huandong, so she just smiled forcefully: "Thank you for sending us back, please drive safely when you go back."
After speaking, without waiting for Chu Huandong to reply, he followed Su Yanchi and walked into the house.
Chu Huandong was very angry when he heard that Wang Zhangzhu was expelling him so openly. He wanted to send him away quickly, but he refused to leave.
He thought a little childishly, looked around and saw that many small toys Niuniu bought in Happy Valley were still left in his car. He grabbed the bag without hesitation and followed the unscrupulous owner into Su's house.
Inside the villa.
These days, Chu Huandong was suffering from random thoughts every day, wondering whether Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi were living together. This time he would finally have the opportunity to conduct an honest inspection.
Niu Niu's bedroom is on the second floor, adjacent to Wang Zhangzhu's room. A few days ago, Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi concentrated all their energy on making this a first-class princess room, with pink curtains and anime wallpaper.
My favorite tatami-style bed, dreamy window screens, everything is exquisite and perfect.
Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi carefully put Niu Niu on the bed. Seeing that she showed no sign of waking up, they gestured to each other and quietly left the room.
Su Yanchi, who retreated to the door first, suddenly saw Chu Huandong, who was standing tall and straight like a door god, and couldn't help being stunned. Wang Zhangzhu, who then withdrew, was also stunned and asked blankly: "You...
…Why did you get in?”
Chu Huandong was so angry at Wang Zhangzhu's obvious rejection. Just now in the secret passage, they had hugged him so intimately and held his waist so warmly, but now they were pretending to be strangers to him.
He gritted his teeth and forced himself to leave without any regrets.
But even though he was in an extremely bad mood, he still kept a cold expression and raised the things in his hands to Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi, "I'll bring up the toys that Niuniu left in the car." Thanks to these toys.
As a cover, otherwise, he would really be embarrassed by Wang Zhangzhu's words.
Chu Huandong was originally a bit calm and self-confident, but with such a stern face, his aura suddenly became apparent, and the air pressure around him dropped rapidly. Su Yanchi hurriedly took Niu Niu's toy from his hand and put it into the house.
tidy.
After handing over the toys, Chu Huandong could no longer stand at Niuniu's door. His eyes were sharp, and when he just entered, he noticed the extremely feminine bedroom next door, which must have belonged to Wang Zhangzhu.