Chu Huandong looked at Wang Zhangzhu, and couldn't express his feelings for a moment. He just felt that he had to be cruel this time. He was a man and couldn't do things by procrastinating and dodging, otherwise it would be painful for both of them.
So he continued very seriously and cruelly, "Zhangzhu, you have also seen that Xiaoyou has been following me regretfully over the years. She has been through all the ups and downs with me. She and I share the joys and sorrows.
, when my glory is limited, she can stand side by side with me hand in hand, and when I am in trouble, she can also give up everything for me."
Wang Zhangzhu slowly opened his eyes as he listened to Chu Huandong's words, as if he was looking at a stranger he had never met before, and as if he was exploring the final meaning of his words.
Just because I didn't share weal and woe with him, didn't stay by his side when he encountered difficulties? Just because I can't take care of others, just because Xiaoyou took good care of him, so a man who is deeply affectionate to me
, changed the direction of love in a few days!
Wang Zhangzhu almost suspected that she had heard wrongly, but Chu Huandong was sitting there, his lips moving and telling, and his eyes looking at him were clearer, all of which told her that she had heard correctly.[
"Zhangzhu, you have seen how good Xiaoyou has been to me these days. You also know how much she has given to Niuniu these years. I...I can't be an ungrateful person!" Chu Huandong felt like what he said
It's a bit far-fetched, and it's more difficult and bitter to say.
Wang Zhangzhu repeatedly told herself to calm down and not cry, but what Chu Huandong said was too much for her to accept and too much for her to control. The tears fell unexpectedly, and her voice was trembling, "Since you know
I need her, why don't I stay in the Lion City and live a stable life? Why do I have to come back...come back to help me, come back to save me...come back to be good to me...give me hope...why did you sacrifice your life when Song Liangyu captured me?
You risked your life to save me...why did you treat me so well after you woke up..."
Chu Huandong was heartbroken, but with his signature calmness on his face, he continued speaking with difficulty, "Zhangzhu, I'm sorry, I misled you about everything before.
Over the years, Xiaoyou has persisted in giving and giving by my side, infiltrating her love and warmth into my life bit by bit, but I always look at you, ignoring her and those around me.
All the warmth.
But after recovering from this illness, I discovered that my desire to be loved, valued, and cared for is stronger than ever, and this feeling can only be given to me by Xiaoyou."
Wang Zhangzhu's chest heaved violently, and she felt like there was a place in her heart that was hit hard by Chu Huandong's words. Her face was covered with tears, filled with unbelievable sadness.
"Then you...then you love her?" The only thing she can rely on now is Chu Huandong's love for her. She believes that Chu Huandong will love her more than Xiaoyou. If Chu Huandong even loves her
If he denies his own love, then he is lying.
However, Chu Huandong did not deny his love for her.
"I admit that to this day, the person I love most is still you, but life cannot go on with love alone.
I love you, but my feelings for Xiaoyou are incomparable to other women. In the beginning, I treated her as one of my own. I trusted her, respected her, and loved her.
Things happened one after another between us, Xiaoyou has always been by my side, and I have other emotions for her besides gratitude. She is a girl who is calm, loyal, not willful, and not noisy...
Strong and independent, considerate..."
Wang Zhangzhu was filled with jealousy and sadness as Chu Huandong kept talking about Xiaoyou's advantages. In Chu Huandong's eyes, Xiaoyou was the best woman in this century!
He was sitting here, admiring Xiaoyou's merits in a generous manner, but he suddenly became intolerable to his own minor flaws!
It turns out that this is a man’s heart. When he likes you, whatever you do is right. If he doesn’t like you, even your breathing is wrong. Once a man changes his heart, it’s like a river flowing eastward.
Spring water.
Chu Huandong looked at the emotional Wang Zhangzhu. He did not comfort her or comfort her like before. He did not care about her sadness and grievances. He continued to speak with emotion: "Although Xiaoyou and I are not in love for the time being.
, but when we are together, we will definitely be different from those casual marriages that happen just by chance. We will understand each other and care for each other.
Palm Pearl, forgive me, I want to start a new life, a life only for myself. I don’t want to live like I did in the past, that is really too tiring.”
Wang Zhangzhu felt that her breathing was stagnant for a moment, and her heart seemed to be pinched. She stared at Chu Huandong with a pair of big watery eyes, hoping that he would suddenly smile at her and tell her that this was him.
Just kidding yourself!
She suddenly lost control and threw herself in front of Chu Huandong. She looked up at Chu Huandong with blurred eyes and asked in a pleading tone: "Brother Huandong, tell me, this is not true. Tell me what happened? I
She is strong enough. Really, I can bear any difficulty with you. Brother Huandong, I don’t believe you will leave me because of her!"
Wang Zhangzhu's tears fell down. She really couldn't accept Chu Huandong's sudden change. She really couldn't believe that Chu Huandong, who had been guarding her since she was young, would suddenly change! [
She couldn't believe that Chu Huandong, who loved her, doted on her, was completely obedient to her, held her in his hands for fear of falling, and held her in his mouth for fear of melting, would treat her like this!
Wang Zhangzhu's tears fell on Chu Huandong's hand drop by drop, as if burning his heart. He gritted his teeth and said seriously: "Zhangzhu, don't believe it, I will do it because of
Xiaoyou gives up on you. After these years of struggle, I am really tired. Do you think you can help me and take care of me more than Xiaoyou in business and life?
Although my heart surgery was successful, I will need to rest for many years. As a life partner, which one do you think will do better and is more suitable for me, you or Xiaoyou?"
Wang Zhangzhu stared blankly at Chu Huandong for a few seconds before she understood the meaning of Chu Huandong's words. After a moment of clarity, she felt heartache. This kind of pain seemed to penetrate the heart and penetrate all holes.
.
Chu Huandong's words reminded her that her hands were disabled and her eyes were about to go blind. She was no longer a normal person and could not compete with Xiaoyou.
Wang Zhangzhu stood up slowly, he was so stunned that he could hardly stand still, and there was an almost despairing sadness in his movements.
She saw the cruel light in Chu Huandong's deep eyes, and the last and smallest part of her heart was slowly and completely annihilated by the pain of despair.
By this time, Wang Zhangzhu also knew that there was no need to talk more about the matter between her and Chu Huandong.
After a long while, Wang Zhangzhu finally spoke again: "Brother Huandong, I'm sorry, I didn't know that I would cause you such a big trouble. It's just as you said. You and Xiaoyou are very suitable. Life is hard."
Short, everyone has the right to seek greater happiness for themselves. As long as you think it is right, you can pursue it.
As for Niuniu, after you are discharged from the hospital, you can take her back to live with you. As long as it is your wish, I can do my best."
Wang Zhangzhu's expression is calm and her tone is sincere, making people think she has a very good demeanor.
Chu Huandong looked at Wang Zhangzhu intently. She had seen many sides of Wang Zhangzhu, ranging from sad to angry, calm and gentle, straightforward and daring to love and hate, deep and sweet love, tender and angry,
It's just that he has never seen Wang Zhangzhu look like today, with the hot flame-like light in his eyes gradually extinguished, and then he became disheartened, despairing and finally calm.
Seeing Wang Zhangzhu turn around and leave, Chu Huandong felt that something supporting him in his heart was broken. He clenched his fists to remind himself not to open his mouth to try to stay, but his voice became increasingly uncontrollable and the sobs became more and more choked in his throat.
Louder.
"Zhangzhu!" When his trembling voice finally came out, the door opened and closed, and Wang Zhangzhu's back disappeared from his sight.
Chu Huandong moved his body subconsciously, but finally didn't chase him out. He frowned, pursed his lips, and looked painful.
After coming here for a while, Chu Huandong closed his eyes, took out his mobile phone, and dialed a number. When the call was connected, the other party's voice was clear and brisk, "Hello, hello!"
"Mr. Su, cough...cough...Hello, I am Chu Huandong..." Chu Huandong pinched his throat and felt that it was so itchy that he couldn't help but cough.
"Ah! Mr. Chu!" Su Yanchi's voice was filled with obvious suspicion, "What's the matter with you?" Although he and Chu Huandong had known each other for many years, there seemed to have never been any direct communication between them.
"Mr. Su, Zhangzhu just left me. You'd better come out to pick her up. Her mood is very unstable. If possible, you should stay with her more recently and pay more attention to her." Chu Huandong
His tone revealed Bee's pleading, "She's very vulnerable now."
After saying that, he ignored Su Yanchi's questions on the other end of the phone and hung up the phone.
Chu Huandong held the phone, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged. When Wang Zhangzhu finally left, all disguises faded away, and pain and despair flooded into his heart. He finally couldn't control himself, held the phone tightly, and burst into tears.
Wang Zhangzhu came out of the hospital and realized that the wind had picked up, causing the hair on her forehead to fly. The sky was dark and she couldn't see the street on the other side clearly. The street lights on both sides of the road were on, and the pedestrians on the street were walking in a hurry.
There is a restlessness that the end of the world is coming.[
As if she was unaware of the changes around her, she walked mechanically on the crowded street. It wasn't until the fine raindrops fell and hit her unceremoniously that she realized why it got dark so early.