The rain in autumn was no better than in summer. The raindrops fell and it was extremely cold and wet. Wang Zhangzhu stood numbly and mechanically in the rain, letting the cold rain wet her hair and blur her eyes.
She stood in the vast rain and fog, looking around, and she had the illusion that she didn't know where she was or what year it was.
The rain all over the sky was getting heavier and heavier, fast and dense, and streaks of lightning lit up in the sky, like ferocious leaping fire snakes. After each jump, there was a sound of thunder.
Wang Zhangzhu used to be most afraid of thunder. When she was a child, whenever it rained and thundered outside, Chu Huandong would run to her room, stay with her, coax her, and whisper not to be afraid.
At this time, the feeling of heartache covered up all the fear. Wang Zhangzhu stood in the world of thunder and thunder. Not only was he not afraid at all, he even looked forward to having a thunder strike him to death.[
Rain and tears washed away Wang Zhangzhu's numb face. Her eyes were already blurry, and now she couldn't see the road clearly. She stumbled several times, and finally she tripped over something.
Staggering, I sat in the rain all over the street.
The devastated Wang Zhangzhu felt like she had fallen into the sea of **, with lightning and thunder all over the sky. She didn't know where was the port where she was anchored, and who could come to save her!
She seemed to have lost her mind, sitting in the rain and mist crying bitterly, when suddenly a figure ran over holding a black umbrella, and shouted in surprise and joy: "Zhangzhu?! It's really you, why are you sitting here?"
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Wang Zhangzhu heard the voice and knew that the person coming was Su Yanchi. She wiped her eyes, and the Su Yanchi in front of her eyes was still blurry. She did not hide her embarrassment, and she cried even more heartbreakingly through the curtain of heavy rain.
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"Stop crying, Zhangzhu, what happened? Don't cry..." Su Yanchi comforted her while holding an umbrella over Wang Zhangzhu's head.
"I...I..." Wang Zhangzhu burst into tears. She found that she could not talk to Su Yanchi properly.
Su Yan got up late and helped Wang Zhangzhu, and found that Wang Zhangzhu was obviously cold. Her body was trembling and her lips were blue. The rain was too heavy and the umbrella was useless, so he simply threw the umbrella to the ground.
As soon as he was still, he bent down and reached out to pick up Wang Zhangzhu from the pool of water.
Su Yanchi placed Wang Zhangzhu in the passenger seat, started the car and left, but the rain was heavy and the car drove very slowly.
While driving, he talked to Wang Zhangzhu, "Zhangzhu, what's wrong with you? Why are you sitting on the street? What happened?"
Wang Zhangzhu looked ahead blankly, not knowing how to answer Su Yanchi's question.
Su Yanchi didn't quite understand the meaning of Wang Zhangzhu's expression, and continued: "I was at home just now, and it was Chu Huandong who called me and asked me to come out to find you. You...you had a quarrel with him?"
When Wang Zhangzhu heard Chu Huandong's name, she couldn't help but shed tears again. She couldn't explain how she felt in her heart. He was really a considerate person. Even today, he has not forgotten to find someone to take care of her!
She only felt bitter. She sat upright and said with choked sobs: "We have nothing to do. We just broke up. From now on, I am me and he is him. Ah Chi, don't tell him anything about me in the future. You must
Remember, don’t tell Chu Huandong anything, even if I am blind or dead!"
Su Yanchi was shocked when she heard Wang Zhangzhu say such decisive words. What happened to Wang Zhangzhu and Chu Huandong? How could Wang Zhangzhu be so depressed?
It can be said that Wang Zhangzhu and Chu Huandong have gone through eighty-one hardships to get to where they are today, which is more difficult than Tang Monk's journey to learn the scriptures. How come at the end, the darkness finally became clear, but they separated again!
Su Yanchi saw that Wang Zhangzhu's face was pale and his lips were blue, so he hurriedly turned on the heater in the car, not daring to say anything else.
After a long time, the car finally arrived at home. Su Yanchi got out of the car despite the heavy rain and opened the door for Wang Zhangzhu. Who knew that Wang Zhangzhu, who had just been sitting upright on the passenger seat, suddenly fell down and he suddenly fell down.
Startled, he reached out to hold him.
Through the soaked clothes, Su Yanchi could feel Wang Zhangzhu's body burning hot. He looked down and saw that Wang Zhangzhu's long eyelashes had drooped down, and his petite body curled up into a ball.
The secret cry was not good, Wang Zhangzhu must have had a fever again.
Su Yanchi hurriedly helped Wang Zhangzhu sit up again and drove quickly to the hospital. The doctor said that Wang Zhangzhu's illness in the past few days had not been completely cured. He was caught in the rain again this time and would need an infusion soon.
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Wang Zhangzhu was in a daze and was given an infusion, but his fever still did not go away. He murmured over and over again: "Brother Huandong, why don't you want me anymore...Brother Huandong, I feel bad..."
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Su Yanchi sat beside Wang Zhangzhu's hospital bed. Seeing the pain and fear in her eyebrows, his heart ached. Many times he wanted to pick up the phone and call Chu Huandong to ask him.
What happened to Wang Zhangzhu? It was already very difficult for Wang Zhangzhu. Why would Chu Huandong hurt her heart like this?
But then he remembered what Wang Zhangzhu said to him in the car, so he could only suppress the anger and sadness in his heart and continue to stay by Wang Zhangzhu's bedside.
The next morning, the sky outside became clear, and the sky that had been raining looked clear and high to everyone.
Wang Zhangzhu's high fever has subsided, but he is very lethargic, his face is sallow, the skin of his lips is chapped and turned upward, his eyes are wide open, and he is looking out absently.
Su Yanchi's heart broke when he saw Wang Zhangzhu's look. He held the newly bought porridge in front of Wang Zhangzhu and said softly: "Zhangzhu, let's have something to eat!"
"Thank you!" Wang Zhangzhu's voice was hoarse, and he stretched out his left hand to catch the bowl of porridge. However, because he was too weak, his hand had no strength. When his hand shook, he almost didn't spill the porridge. Fortunately, Su Yanchi caught it with one hand.
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Su Yanchi lowered her eyes to cover up her red eyes, "Come on, Zhangzhu, let me feed you!"
Wang Zhangzhu's body was light and had no strength at all. She leaned on the back of the bed and nodded.
A heavy rain gave Wang Zhangzhu a fever and pneumonia. She was very good this time. After listening to Su Yanchi's words, she stayed in the hospital. However, she became thinner and thinner day by day.
Quiet and silent than the whole day.
Although Wang Zhangzhu never cried or complained in front of Su Yanchi, Su Yanchi still knew that Wang Zhangzhu's heart was miserable, because many times when he came in from outside, he saw Wang Zhangzhu's red eyes.
and nose, it was obvious that he had cried again just now.
Seeing Wang Zhangzhu like this, Su Yanchi felt extremely sad in his heart. If Wang Zhangzhu would cry and make a fuss, he wouldn't feel so sad, but she just cried secretly, with quiet despair.
After staying in the hospital for five days, Wang Zhangzhu missed Niuniu and went home.
Seeing his daughter hugging him happily and listening to her chattering about wanting to see her father, Wang Zhangzhu felt sad again.
After these days, she still couldn't accept the fact that Chu Huandong completely gave up on herself, and those sweet moments would never be found again!
Wang Zhangzhu looked at his daughter's innocent and tender face and the blooming flowers outside, and felt as if he had grown old all of a sudden. This aging was not the decay of the appearance, but the aging of the heart.
From now on, her heart no longer cares about love, no longer has deep hopes and waits, no longer worries about gains and losses... Certain places in her heart are closed and can never be opened or touched again.
Wang Zhangzhu thought that without Chu Huandong, there would be no surprises or changes in her life. From now on, she would guard Niu Niu and follow Su Yanchi to live an ordinary life. If Su Yanchi met the right person again
If a person gets married and goes away, he will live with Niu Niu, and her life will probably be like this.
During the first two days she stayed in the hospital, she resented Chu Huandong over and over again. However, after these days of calmness, she no longer resented Chu Huandong. She even felt that it was a kind of relief now. She and Chu Huandong
Chu Huandong will no longer have any fetters.
According to Chu Huandong, he would be more relaxed, happy and comfortable when he was with Xiaoyou than when he was with himself.
Over the years, she has been Chu Huandong's burden. Perhaps Chu Huandong was too tired to be with her.
Wang Zhangzhu understands Chu Huandong and does not blame him, but it is one thing for her to be determined to forget Chu Huandong, and it is another thing to miss Chu Huandong in her heart.[
She is afraid of darkness and sleep every day, because as soon as she closes her eyes, Chu Huandong will fall into her dreamland, and she cannot forget it even if she wants to.
In their dreams, they will go back to the past. Chu Huandong held her hand and went shopping. Chu Huandong carried her on his back to climb mountains. Chu Huandong picked her lots of wild flowers. Chu Huandong put her photos on the
Looking up and down at the desk, he looked at her face...
Every time he wakes up from a sweet dream, Wang Zhangzhu can't help but think of Chu Huandong. There was so much sweetness and happiness in the past, but now everything has changed, leaving only sadness.
Although Wang Zhangzhu's cold was gone, she still had intermittent coughs. When she got better, the season entered early winter.
Niu Niu grew up quickly. When it was time to change seasons, Wang Zhangzhu and Su Yanchi took Niu Niu to the mall to buy clothes.
In order to let Wang Zhangzhu relax, Su Yanchi drove the car directly near the city's most prosperous "Golden Avenue". After parking the car, the three of them strolled into Golden Street.
This Golden Street is the most prosperous commercial area in the city. There is a huge large screen above the central square, and several people below are looking up at it.
Niu Niu, who was walking next to Wang Zhangzhu, suddenly pointed at the big screen and shouted with surprise and pride: "Mom, look, my dad, that's my dad..."
Wang Zhangzhu's heart skipped a beat and he looked around. After a few seconds of confusion, he realized that Niuniu was talking about the person on the big screen.
Today, a large shopping mall opened on this golden street, and the big screen was broadcasting it live. Chu Huandong was sitting in the chief chair, accepting interviews from reporters. At this time, he had gotten rid of the sick look in the hospital.
, he has the posture of a successful man, and from his understatement in his words and deeds, an implicit killing and decisiveness radiates out.