"Well... Niu Niu can move back by yourself." Wang Zhangzhu pondered for a moment and said seriously: "You have also seen my current situation. It is really difficult to take care of Niu Niu. You can take Niu Niu back. Niu Niu has been with you since she was a child. Just kiss me. I believe you can take better care of her than me.
If one day you are going to get married and I am used to living in the dark, then you can send Niuniu back. I will not let the child affect your future life."
"Wang Zhangzhu." When Chu Huandong heard what she said, his head was pounding and his heart was at a loss. He couldn't help but exclaimed in pain, "Zhangzhu. Are you still worried about what happened before?" Blame me."
"How could it be? Am I such an unreasonable person?" Wang Zhangzhu smiled softly. Then he touched his nose and said a playful "Oh". "Probably yes. Because I have been with you since I was a child. I always bully you. I always lose my temper in front of you. Because I know that no matter what I do or what I say, you will always forgive me conditionally."
"Zhangzhu. I'm not saying you are unreasonable..." Chu Huandong was a little panicked. Today's Wangzhangzhu has a sweet smile and speaks briskly. He is just like the kind and worried Wangzhangzhu in the past. He is pure, transparent and beautiful. The crystal is completely different from the unstable and bad-tempered Wang Zhangzhu before.[
But it made him feel inexplicably alienated and afraid.
Wang Zhangzhu didn't take Chu Huandong's words seriously. He continued to smile and said: "Brother Huandong, I will never blame you again. Really, I will always blame you again. What happened yesterday was my fault. I shouldn't treat you casually. I lose my temper and treat you as a punching bag. I have been irritable during this period. Sometimes it is very abnormal. So when I get excited, I end up like that...
In fact, I really don’t have many relatives in this world now, and you treat me differently from them. We don’t have many blood-related brothers and sisters, so we should really cherish each other.”
After hearing Wang Zhangzhu's words, Chu Huandong felt happy and nervous at the same time. He spoke eagerly, "Yes, Zhangzhu. You are right to think so. We should all cherish each other. Mr. Su will go abroad soon." It’s not good for you to live here anymore, Zhangzhu. It’s better to move back home.”
Wang Zhangzhu looked in the direction of Chu Huandong with unfocused eyes. He said very lyrically: "Brother Huandong, in fact, we are all lucky. After so many years and so many things, we are still living in this world. and have a healthy, well-behaved, and smart daughter.
Since God has given us the chance to survive, we must live well in the future. If we want to live well, we must first learn to love ourselves. Therefore, I cannot always be the one who is abandoned."
"Zhangzhu. I had no choice but to abandon you before. I didn't mean to abandon you." When Chu Huandong heard what Wang Zhangzhu said, he knew that she was still blaming him. "You didn't know my situation back then. It was very pessimistic... …”
"Brother Huandong, let's not explain, argue or defend anymore. Okay. What's past is past. It's tiring to talk too much. Now our relationship is about love. You love me and I love you, so what? .I have seen through. Those are all illusory things. They are vulnerable in the face of the cruel reality. Let’s not worry about those things anymore. Let’s all live a relaxed and comfortable life.
From now on, as long as you take good care of Niuniu and train her to grow up, I will be very grateful to you. As for me, I hope you don't come over often. Don't worry, I can live a good and normal life. "
Wang Zhangzhu's face showed a decisive look again. Chu Huandong knew her personality very well. He knew that if he continued talking, she would definitely be annoyed. She might suddenly turn against him.
He thought he couldn't persuade Wang Zhangzhu today. He had to find another way.
Wang Zhangzhu looks polite and elegant, but once he becomes stubborn, no one can convince him.
She was very calm. She even rejected Xu Yiming's proposal to take care of her with some annoyance. She also justly drove Su Yanchi abroad. She had good reasons to expel Chu Huandong from her life. The huge Su family Finally, she and a few servants were the only ones left in the mansion.
Before Su Yanchi left, the only condition was that the family hire two more servants. Because Wang Zhangzhu's eyesight was bad, he needed people around him at any time. He was afraid that the original two servants would be too busy.
Wang Zhangzhu initially refused, but Su Yanchi insisted, saying that if she didn't agree, he would never leave.
In order to let him leave with peace of mind, Wang Zhangzhu had no choice but to agree.
Everyone who had to leave left. Wang Zhangzhu stood in front. Even though he couldn't see anything, he still felt quite comfortable. Finally, he didn't have to drag anyone down anymore.
It may be more difficult to live alone, but it saves you the trouble of being entangled by many people.
She is blind. Wang Zhangzhu's biggest worry originally was Niu Niu. Now that Chu Huandong is back and he takes care of Niu Niu, she is completely relieved.[
Chu Huandong later mentioned to her several times about reconciliation, but Wang Zhangzhu refused.
When many similar plots are repeated again and again in life, Wang Zhangzhu doesn't know whether he is numb or not. He just feels tired of dealing with it.
In fact, she knew that over the years, her father had fought with Chu Huandong and Song Liangyu, the coldness of the situation, the strangeness of the mall, her father's tragic death, Song Liangyu's betrayal, and Chu Huandong's injury. She had already become a frightened bird.
It's not that Wang Zhangzhu refused to forgive Chu Huandong. She was really tired and scared.
In fact, when she heard that Chu Huandong had faced death, she completely forgave him. She did not dare to accept Chu Huandong because she was afraid of what would happen again, which would consume the remaining enthusiasm and energy in her life. All.
The only thing she longs for now is quietness and a stable life. She doesn't want to hurt others, nor does she want to be hurt. She doesn't want to experience any more troubles.
"Ms. Wang, I bought some food. What do you want to eat for lunch? I'll cook it for you." The aunt in charge of cooking in the kitchen asked carefully from beside Wang Zhangzhu.
"Just watch and do it. Anything is fine." Wang Zhangzhu doesn't care about eating right now. Maybe it's because she got angry for no reason recently. Her appetite is very poor.
Auntie agreed and went down.
Wang Zhangzhu stayed in the house chatting by himself. Then he walked to the corner, where there was a piano. Su's mother bought it for her when the Su family just moved.
In order to cultivate Wang Zhangzhu's temperament since she was a child, her mother made her learn all kinds of chess, piano, calligraphy and painting. After her mother passed away, her father, who loved her deeply, forced her to fulfill her mother's last wish.
A lot of things happened around her these years. Wang Zhangzhu was in the same mood as Qin. Now she was blind. Her world suddenly became quiet. She thought about the piano again.
Because she had played the piano for such a long time, her experience was not very smooth. There were many mistakes. Fortunately, the servants at home were good at playing the piano. They could not hear their own mistakes. Wang Zhangzhu thought like this and entertained himself.
Playing the piano happily, humming softly along with it.
After playing two songs, Wang Zhangzhu felt a little tired. She rubbed her fingers out of habit and groped for the top of the piano cover. She unexpectedly found a cup of hot tea.
The fragrance of Biluochun wafted to the tip of his nose. Wang Zhangzhu's heart was shocked. He couldn't help but ask: "Who is it? Who put the tea cup here."
"Miss Wang, it's me. I'm afraid you're thirsty." The new maid agreed obediently on the side. She is a young woman. She has a soft voice and brisk steps.
It has a light aroma. Maybe it's the smell of shampoo. It's fresh and natural.
Wang Zhangzhu discovered these this morning. Because the smell and footsteps were intentional, they always surrounded her. Su Yanchi must have asked her to take care of him at all times when he hired her.
"Oh." Wang Zhangzhu nodded lightly, holding the tea cup in a daze, and slowly sipping her favorite Biluochun.
She has had this habit since she was a child. After playing the piano, she is used to drinking a cup of good green tea. She thought that many years after the death of her family, someone would still put a cup of hot tea on the head of her piano.
After drinking tea, Wang Zhangzhu half-reclined on the sofa, basking in the sun and listening to music.
Cooking started in the kitchen. The sound of cooking and the aroma of food slowly floated in the air. The warmth of human fireworks washed away some of the loneliness in Wang Zhangzhu's heart.
The servant came to ask Wang Zhangzhu to have lunch. Thinking that no matter how sumptuous the lunch, he would eat it alone, Wang Zhangzhu felt that he was lacking in emotion.[
As soon as Wang Zhangzhu sat up from the sofa, the good-smelling fresh air appeared around her again. But this servant was very measured and just followed her silently and did not approach her casually or help her.
Wang Zhangzhu didn't want to go against Su Yanchi's good intentions, so she let the servant follow her. She half-fumbled her way to the restaurant and sat down at the dining table.
The aunt in the kitchen gently introduced today's dishes to Wang Zhangzhu: steamed pork with rice noodles, roasted dried shrimps with broccoli, stir-fried Guanyin vegetables, spicy and sour potato shreds, and kelp and tofu soup.
Wang Zhangzhu frowned slightly after hearing the names of these dishes. These are all his favorite dishes, especially the spicy and sour potato shreds, which were rarely cooked at home because some people would think that delicate meat is expensive.
The eldest lady of the Wang family loves to eat shredded potatoes.
Following the direction pointed by the servant, she first took a chopstick of shredded potatoes and put it into her mouth. It was sour, spicy, refreshing and suitable. It made her mouth water and her eyes sore at the same time.
When I was a little girl, I would be hypocritical and abandon the chef at home. I would only pester Chu Huandong to make this spicy and sour potato shreds for me.
She likes to stand next to Chu Huandong the most. Watching Chu Huandong lower his head to chop vegetables with a serious look on his face. Watching him cut potatoes into even thin slices quickly and steadily. The kitchen knife makes a continuous sound on the chopping board.
.listened to her ears like the most beautiful music.
It is really a great enjoyment and pride to see such an outstanding and handsome man concentrating on making potato shreds for himself.