The morning light dyed the whole room white. The young man next to him was breathing evenly and long. His unclothed body looked very fit. His smiling face while sleeping looked even more childish.
In fact, this sunny man treats himself quite well. He behaves very gently during the several encounters and never feels condescending.
However, no matter how good this man is or how intimate they are, he does not belong to him.
Most of Xiaoyou's rationality has returned to her body. She is a little lucky that she is in a foreign country at this time, facing a man she doesn't know at all. As long as she leaves this place, there will be no embarrassment or ties.
She gently got out of bed, and accidentally stepped on the clothes thrown on the ground. These clothes were hers and those of Li Shihong, mixed together in a mess, as if to interpret their intimacy and the time at that time. He couldn't wait and seemed to be laughing at her ridiculous indulgence all night.[
Xiao Youzhen couldn't believe it. Last night, he really did something crazy like getting drunk and having fun.
In order to avoid waking up Li Shihong, Xiaoyou gave up the idea of taking a bath. She dressed carefully, without even planning to wash her face. She found her bag and wanted to leave.
When she was about to walk out, she looked back at Li Shihong again. He was still sleeping in the same position as before, with the dark hair on the back of his head and half of his handsome face facing her.
When things have reached this point, she knows that she has no regrets, self-blame, shame, or panic. How can she make this matter end completely without leaving any traces or chaos?
Xiaoyou had never encountered such a situation before. She didn't know how to deal with it. Holding the bag in her hand, her mind moved inexplicably. She took out most of the cash from it and placed it gently on the coffee table.
She knew that this noble man was not short of money, but this was the only way she could think of to break up with him.
Xiaoyou tiptoed out of Li Shihong's holiday cabin. When she came out, she found that this place was not the same area as where she was. She got a car as fast as possible, and then rushed back to her place as fast as possible. In the holiday cabin, I simply packed up my things and quickly left the holiday island.
There was still a dull pain somewhere in her body, but she was not faltering. She was a specially trained person and was not sensitive to pain, but after all, this was the first time someone had opened her body and had a frank confrontation with a man.
A night of indulgence, a brief encounter, and eternal entanglement.
As if she was afraid of someone chasing her, Xiaoyou quickly left the resort island in embarrassment. Watching the boat start, she walked to the side of the boat without even taking another look in the direction of the island.
It was time for all the absurdity to end. She had no nostalgia for the place she was about to leave, as well as that man. She decided to throw them away together in the back of her mind and treat them as just a dream.
Today's weather is not very good, the clouds are a bit thick, but the sea is still beautiful. The cool sea breeze blows on your face, and Xiaoyou's hot face finally cools down.
After returning to Kuala Lumpur, she still didn't make any stop, even though she hadn't had time to see the famous and dazzling Petronas Twin Towers, or the National Mosque, the holy place for Muslims. It was a pity. She just wanted to leave Kuala Lumpur right now. , she wants to stay away from the first deviant incident in her life, she wants this accident to disappear quickly like a drop of water falling into the hot sand.
There are traces of spring dream!
Xiao Youma ran non-stop. She really wanted to completely forget this sudden and unexpected erotic dream. She was drunk that night, and many of the fragments were blurred and broken. She didn't want to explore the truth.
But there are many things that the more you want to forget, the clearer they become.
There will always be Li Shihong's sunny and handsome face in front of her eyes, and his kisses, which are long and pathos, mixed with many flavors, the smell of "confusion" in the bar, the smell of sadness in the moonlight, and the smell between the lips and teeth. The moist smell of champagne, so for a long time afterwards, when Xiaoyou thought of kissing, she would immediately connect it all and feel as if she was drunk.
When Li Shihong woke up, he found that Xiaoyou had left. If the room hadn't been in such a mess, he would have suspected that he had had an erotic dream, thinking that he didn't have Xiaoyou's phone number and didn't know hers. I didn't know her name, I didn't know where she lived, I didn't know where to look for her, and I suddenly felt empty in my heart.
He got out of bed and hurried into the bathroom, took a quick shower, got dressed, and hurriedly went out to look for Xiaoyou, ignoring the wad of money that Xiaoyou put on the coffee table.[
The island was not very big, and Li Shihong was a local. He believed that with his wide network of contacts, he could find Xiaoyou. He mobilized all his friends on the island to ask around to find Xiaoyou.
Two hours passed, and there was still no sign of Xiaoyou. Li Shihong gradually became anxious. Finally, a friend of his found out that a woman who looked very much like Xiaoyou checked out of the vacation home this morning and left by boat. .
Listening to the other party's description, Li Shihong guessed that this person might be Xiaoyou. After knowing that she had left, he hurried back to where he lived, wanting to pack his things and catch up with Xiaoyou.
While packing his things, Li Shihong found the money on the coffee table. He was stunned for a moment, and his enthusiasm felt as if cold water had been poured on him.
The emotion when she snuggled tightly in his arms; the passion when she took the initiative to kiss him; the sweetness and softness of her lips; the slight trembling of her petite body under him when they were in love, it felt really good. It was so beautiful that it kept him in a state of confusion since he woke up.
According to Li Shihong's original idea, a proud and arrogant woman like Xiaoyou who is willing to let go of her arrogance and give herself her first time must have a good impression of him. Her previous indifference to him was probably a sign of In a state of self-protection, since she was willing to open her mind to accommodate herself, she has accepted herself. Even if this feeling cannot be said to be love, it should be like it!
That night just passed, he was so happy. He was so happy for the first time in his life. The woman he liked actually liked him too. What kind of happiness was this!
However, all he could think about was that this woman was so cold-hearted that she actually thought of her as a love interest, and after sleeping with him all night, she threw him a wad of money!
Li Shihong felt extremely sad. Xiaoyou's breath seemed to be still in the air, gently hitting his mind, and he buried his head in his palms.
That woman's fair skin, the innocent smile that occasionally appeared on her face, her perfect figure, her beautiful fingers, and her elegant manners. He couldn't help but hold her hand and gritted his teeth. The sweeter the memory, the more he wanted to remember that damn woman. The woman immediately took it out, held her in her arms, and scraped her bones into ashes.
Xiaoyou left Marcia and continued to roam around for whatever purpose, but she never went to any bar or drank alcohol.
Indulgence requires a reason. Originally, she used alcohol to anesthetize herself so that she would no longer think of Chu Huandong. Now that she is qualified to miss Chu Huandong, she does not need to indulge. She does not dare to indulge anymore.
She knew that she was a bad woman, and she should put away her pride. A woman like herself who was willing to be humble but still be pretentious was really worthy of ridicule.
This time, Xiaoyou stayed in a small town for several days. Although this city was not big, it was close to water and mountains, and there were rare and beautiful scenery everywhere.
The house Xiaoyou rents is close to the river. When the sun sets, she can have dinner in the sky full of colorful clouds. After dinner, she can open the door and see the stars like a tent, and the beautiful scenery is picturesque.
Facing such beautiful scenery, she suddenly wanted to go home. She wanted to go back to the city where Chu Huandong and Niu Niu were. Even if she couldn't see them, she would feel at ease.
She was watching TV absentmindedly, and eating the broad beans sent by the landlord downstairs one bite at a time. A gust of night wind blowing outside, carrying a bit of the fishy smell from the sea, made her feel nauseous.
She felt like vomiting in the morning when she was brushing her teeth. She also felt like vomiting when she drank seafood soup at noon.
Although Xiaoyou had been pregnant before, she still associated this situation with her late aunt. Thinking that she might be pregnant, her body felt cold and hot for a while.
That crazy night was the most ridiculous thing she had ever done in her life. Even though she regretted it as soon as dawn came, the trajectory of her life was still affected and was destined to change.
Xiaoyou went to the hospital for a check-up the next day. When the hospital clearly told her that she was pregnant, her mind went blank.
Even though the fragments she could remember from that night were very limited, she had to bear the consequences of her sexual pleasure, whether she aborted the child or gave birth to it.[
For a while, Xiaoyou really wanted to abort this child with unknown origins, but this thought only lasted for a few minutes, because she was lonely and really wanted to have a little life to accompany her.
Xiaoyou once thought about living in another place with her children and never returning to her original city, but in the end she shamelessly returned.
Carrying a child with a father, a strong heart cannot bear the load, a certain financial foundation cannot support it, a certain amount of energy cannot take care of it, and a stable environment cannot survive.
There are only people she knows well in this city. If anything happens to her, they won't watch their son become an orphan like he did when he was a child.
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After Xiaoyou said this to Wang Zhangzhu, she felt a little relieved. She said she was thirsty, so she picked up the water glass in front of her and took a big sip.
Wang Zhangzhu seemed to still be in shock. He looked at Xiaoyou and the child in Xiaoyou's belly. After a long time, he murmured: "No way, this is too dramatic. It's fun!"
"What fun!" Xiaoyou noticed that Wang Zhangzhu was becoming more and more childish. She reached out and touched her belly, "Only this child is my harvest."