Li Shihong and Xiaoyou were silent on the phone for a long time, and finally they just found a few words to make up for it.
Xiaoyou got up the next morning, washed up, picked up the sleepy Manman, went to the bathroom, and then washed Manman and combed her hair... everything seemed to be normal.
Everything that happened yesterday was like a big dream. Her life seemed to have finally returned to peace.
Xiaoyou fed Manman porridge as if it was nothing serious and encouraged herself: Xiaoyou, cheer up, even if there is no love, even if there is no Li Shihong, you will have a good life. You still have children, and you have to work hard for Manman. Never be defeated
Xiaoyou fed the child and handed the child over to the nanny. Then she drove to the club as usual and repeated her old life. She smiled and said hello to all the familiar and unfamiliar people in the most familiar place. Everything was really like going back to the old school. It's like going back to the peaceful life before
No outsider can detect the strangeness of Xiaoyou. Only she knows that her heart is different from the past. She is depressed and feels that there is no hope in life anymore.
She asked her secretary to cancel all matters related to the wedding and send out invitations for her. She called them one by one to inform and apologize. When she said these words, her despair reached its peak.
Wang Zhangzhu and Aqing asked Xiaoyou to go out for lunch at noon. Xiaoyou knew that Wang Zhangzhu must have learned about her and Li Shihong's situation from Chu Huandong. She couldn't brush off Wang Zhangzhu and Aqing's kindness, even if she thought about it now I quietly agreed to go to dinner with Wang Zhangzhu, Ah Qing and the others.
Ah Qing booked a quiet private room in a Western restaurant near Xiao You's meeting place. As soon as Wang Zhangzhu and Ah Qing saw Xiao You come in, they both stood up in unison [
Wang Zhangzhu greeted Xiaoyou enthusiastically, "I ordered the creamy mushroom pasta from the private restaurant here. Come and try it."
"Well, I also ordered you your favorite borscht soup." Ah Qing also pretended to smile briskly.
Xiaoyou felt even more uncomfortable when she saw Wang Zhangzhu and Aqing like this. Knowing that they were doing this just to make herself smile, she cheered up and smiled, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me."
The smiles on Wang Zhangzhu and Aqing's faces immediately disappeared when they heard Xiaoyou speak straightforwardly about this matter. The two of them looked at Xiaoyou who looked as if nothing had happened with a face that was about to cry.
Xiaoyou could clearly feel that Wang Zhangzhu and Aqing were worried about her. Suddenly, she felt sad and guilty. She stepped forward and hugged Wang Zhangzhu and hugged Aqing. "Don't be like this. I'm really fine. I'm really fine." It's okay and tears flowed down again.
People's feelings are most afraid of this. If two people change in the middle, they will accept it. If they are forced to separate due to external pressure, the unwillingness and sadness will be several times that of breaking up on their own.
Neither Wang Zhangzhu nor Ah Qing asked more about Xiaoyou and Li Shihong because they both knew the cruelty of reality and Li Shihong had to choose to be with his father now.
No one's love can escape reality. The reality is that the air you breathe is the water you drink. Even if you close your eyes and ears, even if you deceive yourself and others first, you are still naked there. No one can escape.
Xiaoyou, Aqing and Wang Zhangzhu went home alone after dinner. She didn't sleep well last night. She felt mentally and physically exhausted.
As soon as she parked the car in front of her house, she heard Manman's cheerful laughter. Xiaoyou's heart was filled with joy. Only when she was with Li Shihong could Manman laugh so happily.
Xiaoyou almost ran into the door and saw Li Shihong sitting on the sofa in the living room, playing with Manman in his arms.
Seeing this scene that she had been looking forward to, Xiaoyou stopped and stood aside as if she was stupid.
Li Shihong raised his head and smiled at her, with a hint of exhaustion in his voice, "You're back."
Xiaoyou nodded blankly
Li Shihong played with Manman for a while and then went back to the bedroom with Xiaoyou to talk [
As soon as he entered the bedroom door, Li Shihong stretched out his hand and hugged Xiaoyou into his arms. Xiaoyou also hugged Li Shihong hard.
This day's separation made her know how much she needed him, because this love without a future made her miserable. Only hugging him like this could make her feel better and relieve the fear and despair in her heart.
"How was your day?" Li Shihong kissed Xiaoyou's face and asked in a low voice.
"Okay, okay," Xiaoyou forced a smile and tried hard to keep her voice steady. In fact, she knew in her heart that Li Shihong would not stay even if what she discussed was good or not.
"How are you, uncle? Did they give you any trouble?" Xiaoyou asked without worry.
Li Shihong sighed, "My dad is fine now and they didn't make it difficult for me. I just miss you so much, little You. I've lived to this age and have almost everything at my fingertips. But those are not what I want. I just want you to be true to me." Just want you"
Li Shihong's big hand touched Xiaoyou's chest, and a numbing feeling rose rapidly. Xiaoyou's eyes were unconsciously covered with a layer of mist. She could feel Li Shihong's hardness pressing against her soft parts.
In these last moments, Xiaoyou suddenly didn't want to worry about anything anymore. She stretched out her hand and held Li Shihong's hand tightly. Li Shihong couldn't help but gasp lowly. He hugged Xiaoyou into his arms and they used Try your best to get entangled together
The feeling of skin touching each other made Li Shihong sigh with satisfaction. His tense emotions seemed to relax. The bedroom was filled with the smell of lust. In this small world, there was their last happiness.
Li Shihong kissed Xiaoyou vigorously. Xiaoyou's body naturally catered to him. She felt that every gap in her body was filled with sensitive parts. Instant contraction and pleasure wrapped the two of them tightly like a huge wave.
He gasped and murmured above her, "Xiaoyou, I love you, I love you, you are so good, I love you..."
While Xiaoyou was physically happy, her heart was in pain.
Li Shihong's eagerness and anxiety allowed her to see the future they hoped for.
Xiaoyou turned her head gently to one side and let the tears quickly fall into the bed. Their love may only last for a short moment, but even if this love makes her irrecoverable, she is still willing to do so.
After making love, they hugged each other tightly and couldn't bear to separate. They continued to kiss each other. Li Shihong's fingers slowly played with Xiaoyou's scattered hair. "Xiaoyou, if I ask you to wait for me, will you wait?"