Wang Zhangzhu's eyes were sleepy, and he looked at the person in front of him in confusion, wondering if he was still in a dream, until he heard a sigh, sad and long.
What a familiar sigh? Was she hearing hallucinations because of excessive blood loss? Or was she hallucinating because of countless thoughts?
She blinked her eyes hard again, and finally saw clearly the face that had appeared countless times in her dreams, and the worry and genuine tears in her eyes. She murmured and spoke again, "Naruko, is that you? Really?
Is it you?"
Suddenly, warm fingers touched her cheek, and a voice filled with hatred and choked with sobs sounded in her ears, "Zhangzhu, it's so hard for you to still remember me!"
Wang Zhangzhu's heart was overturned for a moment, and the grievances and sorrows in her heart were about to burst out. She wanted to throw herself into this person's arms and cry, but then, she still didn't cry. She smiled stubbornly at Xu Yiming.
He said, pretending to be naughty, "I know I was wrong. I will remember to inform you next time I die!"
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Xu Yiming's big hand slipped slightly and pinched Wang Zhangzhu's delicate neck, but then he immediately let go of his hand, because even the blue blood vessels could be seen under Wang Zhangzhu's thin cheeks.
When he saw it, there was a sourness in his heart that he didn't want to admit.
This painful feeling brought back Xu Yiming's sadness for more than four years.
Xu Yiming heard the news about Wang Zhangzhu drowning in City B and rushed back immediately. As Chu Huandong and others searched for Wang Zhangzhu, it was not until Chu Huandong believed that Wang Zhangzhu was dead that he gave up.
, completely heartbroken.
Xu Yiming, who left his hometown to go to college, really wanted to forget Wang Zhangzhu. Even if he couldn't forget, he had to find a way to no longer care about her and no longer miss her.
The life of the university is rich and colorful, including basketball club, literature club, Go club, computer association, etc. He participates in all clubs that he can participate in. He can be seen in various activities of all sizes. He is full of energy and vitality, and he soon becomes
I feel at home in the vast world of the university and am very popular among teachers and classmates, especially female classmates.
Xu Yiming is smart and knows that the best way to forget someone is to start a new relationship, so when Xiao Linlin pursued him, he readily agreed.
Looking at the smiling Xiao Linlin in front of him, he told himself that there was nothing wrong with doing this. The girl opposite was rare in all aspects, and she was also his high school classmate. They were well matched and could return to the same city together in the future. This was a good thing for him.
the right choice.
Wang Zhangzhu went to City B to seek refuge with Xu Yiming, and the kiss he saw was the first time Xu Yiming and Xiao Linlin tested the waters.
That kiss made Wang Zhangzhu feel lost and left. That kiss also made Xu Yiming know that the love in his heart could not be replaced easily.
Amid Xiao Linlin's crying and resentment, Xu Yiming's budding romance ended. Not long after, the news came that Wang Zhangzhu had drowned.
The unexpected news was so violent and sudden that Xu Yiming was in a blank state of mind for a long time. He was confused and could only follow everyone to look for Wang Zhangzhu. It was not until he was sure that Wang Zhangzhu was dead that he finally realized that Wang Zhangzhu was dead.
Beginning to fall into a state of despair, madness and regret.
He couldn't help but think, if he hadn't been so cruel in leaving Wang Zhangzhu behind and not gone so far north to study, would Wang Zhangzhu not have died? He couldn't figure out why he was so cruel.
She chose to leave. If she had stayed in this city and stayed with her, how could such a tragic incident have happened to Wang Zhangzhu!
During that time, Xu Yiming locked himself in his room every day, neither eating nor sleeping. When the heart-gnawing thoughts were so strong that he couldn't control them, he would run to Wang Zhangzhu's house.
Outside the mansion, looking at the window of Wang Zhangzhu's room from a distance, tears streamed down his face.
The Xu family had such a precious son. Seeing him acting like a maniac, the family was completely frightened and hired a psychiatrist for him at a high price. However, he didn't even look at it and went to b with his bag on his back.
City and never came back.
The death of Wang Zhangzhu completely changed Xu Yiming's personality. He became depressed and depressed. He seemed to have suddenly lost all interest in life and there was no vitality in his life. Later, he went directly to study abroad as an exchange student.
, he doesn’t want to return to this sad city again, because there is no light here anymore.
When Ge Chengwei went through all the trouble to find Xu Yiming and told him that Wang Zhangzhu was still alive, he couldn't believe it at all. He was like a person who had been trudging in the darkness for a long time and had numbly lost his desire for light.
It wasn't until he saw the recent photo of Wang Zhangzhu sent to him by Ge Chengwei on her mobile phone that he believed that Wang Zhangzhu was still alive. Although the woman in the photo had a gentle smile and a strange look, she was really a living Wang Zhangzhu.
Xu Yiming came back as quickly as possible. The first thing he did after coming back was to contact Ge Chengwei to see Wang Zhangzhu.
When Ge Chengwei received Xu Yiming's call, he had already arrived in the city. Thinking that Xu Yiming, whom she hadn't seen for many years, was about to appear, she was both happy and disappointed.
In Xu Yiming's heart, it was Wang Zhangzhu who was the biggest after all. The only one who could make him so ecstatic and anxious to come back was Wang Zhangzhu.
On the way to Su's house, Xu Yiming heard Ge Chengwei say that Wang Zhangzhu was ill, but he never thought that the once naughty and healthy Wang Zhangzhu would now be so pale and weak lying on the bed. Her face looked very scary.
Her breathing was extremely light and shallow, and the sound was almost inaudible, which made people wonder whether she would fall asleep like this.
He walked gently to her bedside and looked at her thin and sunken cheeks. He couldn't tell whether it was sadness or pain in his heart. He only felt infinite sadness. She was not like this before. She had never been like this. She was full of vitality.
,High spirits.
He likes the funny, naughty, domineering and reckless Wang Zhangzhu. Although he is often angry with him, that is the real Wang Zhangzhu. And now she is thin and haggard, thinking of those days when she ran in front of him with a smile like a flower.
, Xu Yiming's eyes were moist for several times.
"Naruko, Chengwei, when did you come? Why didn't you wake me up!" Wang Zhangzhu forced her body to sit up, but Xu Yiming held her shoulders and growled viciously: "
If you are sick, don’t move around and just lie down!”
Wang Zhangzhu felt cordial after hearing Xu's typical persuasion. She lay obediently on the bed and didn't move. Xu Yiming sat beside her bed, grabbed her arm, and looked at her closely, as if
Blink and she will disappear.
There was so much to say between them, but for a moment, no one had anything to say. The room became quiet. Ge Chengwei, who was sitting aside, rolled her eyes and broke the deadlock, "Zhangzhu, how are you feeling today?"
?Do you feel better?"
"Much better. In fact, nothing happened. It's just that Yan Chi must let me rest at home." Wang Zhangzhu said pretending not to care. Suddenly she saw Xu Yiming's eyes darkened, and she subconsciously stuck out her tongue at Xu Yiming.
.
Today, she has experienced so many things and has completely understood Xu Yiming's original feelings for her. Unfortunately, all love in the world has to be lived up to, and she and Xu Yiming missed it after all!
When Xu Yiming was abroad, he heard Ge Chengwei say that Wang Zhangzhu was married and had a child. Of course he was shocked, jealous, and painful, but these were nothing compared to Wang Zhangzhu's death.
"It doesn't matter. I already knew you were married. I know the family name that came today is Su." Xu Yiming's words were full of frustration and self-mockery, "Zhangzhu, in the past four years, I have regretted and blamed myself all the time. Sometimes
I really would rather it was me who died, rather than... At that time, I always thought, if I could do it all over again, even if I had to cut out your flesh and bones and die forever, I would still be willing to live for you! Now, you are really alive
Appearing in front of me, what else can I not be satisfied with!"
Wang Zhangzhu turned his head and looked out the window. His long eyelashes were slightly raised, as if they were trembling uncontrollably. He was unable to speak for a long time.
Xu Yiming and Ge Chengwei didn't stay at Wang Zhangzhu's house for too long. They both seemed to realize that this was not a good opportunity to talk. Fortunately, they were both alive and had a long time to come. We could talk another day.
After leaving the gate of Su's house, Ge Chengwei drove Xu Yiming home. She turned to look at Xu Yiming with a smile, and asked innocently: "Zhangzhu is getting married, are you really willing to give up like this?"
"What else can we do, grab it?" Xu Yiming stared at the sky and whispered, "The infatuation of two people is love, the longing of one person is called unrequited love, and the three people are entangled together. Relationships always have to be rewarded by both parties' efforts.
, no matter how hard one person struggles, he will gain nothing."
Ge Chengwei's face darkened for a moment, then she smiled cheerfully, "Why did you become a philosopher after staying abroad for two years?"
"Chengwei, thank you." Xu Yiming looked at Ge Chengwei solemnly and said.
"Thank me for what?" Ge Chengwei was a little confused.
"Thank you for informing me that Zhangzhu is still alive, otherwise I would still be missing you alone in a foreign country. Thank you for helping me rediscover the meaning of life." Xu Yiming breathed out lightly, and his big bright eyes were rekindled with life.
Ge Chengwei was a little embarrassed by what Xu Yiming said, and her face started to heat up. She secretly cursed herself for not living up to expectations. There were so many men chasing after her, so why did she capsize in front of this man who was so dismissive of her?
Wang Zhangzhu's body gradually recovered after recuperation. During this period, Xu Yiming and Ge Chengwei both said they wanted to see her, but she refused. She didn't want them to see her sickly appearance, even though she and Xu Yiming had a lot to talk about.
She said that she thought it would be better to wait until her body was almost recovered.
At noon that day, she lay in bed and fell asleep in a daze. In her sleep, she seemed to feel cold surgical instruments testing her body again. The cold iron frame cooled her whole body. She began to tremble and struggle.
When she was terrified, the phone ringing next to her pillow woke her up.
Her heart was beating wildly, and she answered the phone in a cold sweat. Listening to the voice coming from the other side, she couldn't help shouting: "What?"