When Jian Ying woke up, her side was already empty. She sat up calmly, went to the bathroom, took a shower, changed into clothes, opened the curtains and looked at the blooming flowers in the rose garden.
The sunshine is so beautiful, but her world is gloomy, but no matter whether it is gloomy or not, she still has to do what she should do. After so many storms, she is still alive, so she is lucky!
Even if she still had to take her own life this time, she would not complain.
We sat down in the restaurant downstairs and chatted with each other. Niu Niu walked down slowly. Niu Niu came to the table and ate something simple, then threw down her knife and fork and turned around to go upstairs.
Jian Ying looked at Niu Niu's little back and thought about whether the woman Ling Chenzhen found would really be good to her if she was gone in the future. It was impossible for Xia Yinxue to take Niu Niu away, so what could she do?
have no idea.
Doudou looked at Jian Ying's stunned expression, tugged on her sleeves and said, "Mommy, what are you looking at? She is just so weird, just ignore her. What kind of woman would give birth to what kind of child?!"
"Doudou, don't talk nonsense. If you do this, you are not allowed to talk about it in the future. Do you understand?" Jian Ying looked at Doudou with a straight face and lectured her, "No matter what, she is your sister by blood. As a boy, you have to
Do you know how generous you are? Taking care of and helping your sister is what you should do!"
Doudou was rarely scolded by Jian Ying, and suddenly being scolded by her like this made Doudou feel aggrieved. He turned his head and muttered, "Mommy, no matter what, you always help Niuniu like this. Her mommy is
I’ve hurt you!”
Jian Ying pressed Doudou's shoulders and said, "Son, what happened in the past is in the past, and isn't mommy a good person? You are very smart, so you should understand what it means to repay evil with kindness."
Doudou looked at Jian Ying blankly at that moment. After a while, he frowned and said, "Okay, I understand. I won't bully her anymore, but Mommy has to promise me that she will be happy."
"good!"
Doudou has always been very sensible and puts her at the center of everything. She reacted so strongly to Niu Niu because Xia Yinxue was once between her and Ling Chenzhen.
This child has a very kind heart, but he is very similar to Ling Chenzhen. He has a clear distinction between good and evil, and is not a bad person!
Xiaoyu agreed with what Jian Ying said and said obediently: "From now on, Doudou and I will be nice to Niuniu, so mommy doesn't have to worry. Let's go to the hospital to see my aunt together today. She will be very happy when she sees us coming.
."
"Yes, I will be very happy. Let's make soup together." Xiaoyu is very sensible. Jian Ying sees that Xiaoyu is so well-behaved, so she doesn't have to worry about Doudou's major life events in the future.
The two childhood sweethearts are definitely the most beautiful fairy tale.
It turns out that there are many things that she does not need to worry about. She just needs to face and accept them quietly.
The three of them wandered around in the kitchen all morning and finally cooked the soup after lunch. Zuo Li drove the three of them to the hospital and walked to Ye Ya's ward. She sat up with difficulty and looked at Jian Ying.
: "Joy, you're here!"
"Auntie, we are here too!" Doudou and Xiaoyu said almost in unison. Their tacit understanding was absolutely perfect. Just looking at them, they felt that these children were a match made in heaven.
Nothing is painful, the most painful thing is to accept it silently alone and bear everything.
Ye Ya watched the two children kissing each other's cheeks affectionately and talking to them for a few words, but she couldn't bear it. Jian Ying felt particularly distressed and said to Doudou and Xiaoyu: "Go and see Qing."
Come on, Aunt Qing. I'll be with you for a while!"
"good!"
After watching Doudou and Xiaoyu leave, Ye Ya said feebly: "The relationship between the two children is really good. You don't have to worry about these two children in the future. It's a pity that I can't see them grow up... get married..."
Mention this.
Jian Ying choked up in her heart and held Ye Ya's cat tightly, "Sister, maybe that road won't be too lonely. Don't be afraid, you know? You will be fine!"
Ye Ya didn't understand why Jian Ying said this. After wondering for a while, she thought she was comforting herself, and then smiled and said: "I know, I have been mentally prepared to face death. Don't be afraid! You will die sooner or later.
That’s all!”
Yes! It’s just early!
At that moment, Jian Ying's fear was reduced a little.
Ye Ya always felt that Jian Ying had something on her mind. She always looked like she had a heavy heart. She patted her catkin and said, "Whether my sister can survive tomorrow or the day after tomorrow is unknown. Now she relies entirely on medicine to survive.
What's the matter, can't you tell me?"
"Sister, you're overthinking. What's the matter? It's just that I've seen Niu Niu getting very quarrelsome recently, and I can't bear it." Jian Ying will never explain the situation to Ye Ya. She doesn't want her to feel sad. She just found her
My sister is facing death again.
Ye Ya looked at Jian Ying without saying a word. The look in her eyes seemed to see through her whole body, making her a little uncomfortable. Jin Quanye happened to appear here, "Ah Ying, your sister should also rest. Come over.
Look at Qingqing..."
Ye Ya looked at Jin Quanye and smiled: "My joy is really a hot commodity, everyone is vying for it. Go ahead, I should rest."
"good."
Jian Ying looked back at Ye Ya three times step by step, and then walked step by step to Qing Qing's ward. Every step she took seemed particularly heavy. No one knew how tired she was now.
When he walked to Qingqing's ward and saw her coming, he stood up happily and said, "Aying, wait for me there, I'll come and pick you up!" Qingqing's brain was injured, which directly compressed the nerves, thus affecting her nerves.
The function of her limbs.
Fortunately, a miracle happened and she is now slowly starting to recover.
Qingqing walked forward step by step, taking every step with caution. Like a newborn baby learning to walk, the moment she held Jian Ying's hand, her face was filled with joy and she hugged her body incredulously.
"Ah Ying, did you see that I stood up? I succeeded! Haha... I can finally jump around again!" Jian Ying could understand Qingqing's joy and looked at her with tears in her eyes, "
Qingqing, you are the representative of miracles!"
"Aying, yes... I am really a representative of miracles. In such an environment, I can actually wake up. I thought I might never see Jin Quanye. I didn't expect... There are always things in life.
So much hope..." Qingqing still found the taste of happiness among the rough people.
Jian Ying watched, tears falling silently.
When I left the hospital, my steps were very heavy. I dialed Lily's mobile phone number. It took a long time to get through, "Lily, can we meet? I really want to see you now!"
Lily never thought that she would have such a request for her at this time. She closed her eyes in pain, but she couldn't see her at this time, no!
After thinking for a long time, he finally murmured: "Okay! When?"
"Just tomorrow afternoon. I'll pick you up."
"Uh, no need. I have some other things to deal with. You don't have to come to pick me up. I will come to find you myself. Be good. I have some other things to do, so let's do this first!" After saying this, he seemed to be in a hurry.
Ranban hung up the phone.
Jian Ying let out a long "Oh" without saying anything, and gently closed her eyes. There must be something going on, that's why she is like this. After all, Lily also has her own life.
at the same time.
Lily's hand gently took off the phone, like a dead body leaning on a chair, staring blankly ahead.
She is enduring.
Five days!
She has been drug-free for five days.
As long as you survive it once, everything will be fine!
For the sake of her children and Ah Ying, she must persevere.
Just as she was trying to comfort herself, she felt as if a bug was crawling through her body and it was extremely itchy.
Realizing that something was coming, she took out her mobile phone and called the landline downstairs, asking the maid to come up and throw all the white powder into the sewer. She watched helplessly as those things were flushed into the toilet.
Lying helplessly on the big bed, he said in a cold voice: "Tie me up, quickly!"
"Miss……"
"I told you to hurry up! Didn't you hear? Tie me up!" Lily roared with all her strength.
The servant timidly stepped forward and tied her up.
Finally he slammed the door and left.
Her voice was the only one in the large empty bedroom, so silent that she could hear her own heartbeat, and the pain was self-evident.
She hummed songs hard, but the image of Shura always swayed in front of her eyes. She felt how ridiculous and cheap she was. That man hated her so much, but she fell so deeply...
Fortunately, she can still distinguish herself.
Otherwise, she didn't know how she would be used by that man!
The itching feeling was so uncomfortable that it almost tore her whole body apart. Her catkins were clenched tightly into fists and she was constantly struggling, despite her efforts to control herself.
The servant stood on one side, looking at her worriedly. When he picked up the phone and wanted to call Shura, Lily said coldly: "Get out! Get out of here. Don't tell him. Do you understand? No."
!”
The servant stepped back in fear, lowered his head, and whispered: "Miss, if you need anything, just call us and we will wait for you outside. If you can't stand it anymore, just call us, okay?"
She will definitely be able to endure it. She should believe in herself. She cannot compromise with fate.
The mucus kept flowing down her nose, and in her mind were pictures that she was too painful to see or face. She fell in love with Fen because of the pain, and the reason was not all due to Shura.
so……
Every time she was in pain and entanglement, she wanted to suck more and more.
When the addiction breaks out, her suppressed pain will surge up, completely swallowing her up. There will be no room for it...
Tears fell silently.
She closed her eyes in pain and accepted everything silently.