Doudou looked at Jian Ying in confusion: "Mommy, this is not the time for school!"
Jian Ying let out a long oh and looked at the clock on the wall, "Then you can play with Xiaoyu at home and look at Niuniu more, you know? I'll go to the hospital to see your aunt. She's waiting for me.
Drink the soup!”
After Doudou heard this, his whole body felt like he was being shocked by electricity. He boldly raised his little hand and slapped Jian Ying hard on the face, "Mommy, wake up and see what the number is today! My aunt is dead!"
She died at your wedding! She went to heaven and passed away peacefully and peacefully! Why can't you accept it bravely and just lock yourself in the memories of the past?"
"No! No! I only have one relative like this. God will not be so cruel. I have not died so many times, and my sister will not die either! No!" Jian Ying roared with all her strength.
Doudou didn't know how to refute, and finally threw himself helplessly into Jian Ying's arms: "Mommy, please don't do this, okay? Do you know how afraid I am that something will happen to you? Doudou and Xiaoyu can't live without each other.
Mommy, you are the strongest. Nothing can happen to you!"
Jian Ying's heart felt as if someone had stabbed her hard. How could she be so selfish and wallow in pain! Let her children worry, her mother worry, and Ling Chenzhen worry!
She stroked the back of Doudou's head with a trembling hand, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...please forgive mom for being selfish, okay? Mom won't be like this anymore, mom will be strong!"
When Doudou heard Jian Ying's words, he looked up from her arms with tears in his eyes, "Really? Really? Mommy, are you not going to sink anymore? Mom!"
"Yes! Mom, you have to live strong! You can't let your dad go to your aunt's wedding alone, otherwise your aunt will be angry! There are still many things for mom to do! Mom, you have to be strong."
Jian Ying suddenly understood at that moment.
That's how people are...
You can't just wallow in pain, be sad, or remember, otherwise you will only become more and more uncomfortable. Learn to face it and be considerate of all the people around you, and then you will find that you can control yourself and adjust your emotions.
It's not a difficult thing.
Jian Ying walked out of the bedroom, looked at Xiao Yu, and smiled softly. She walked to An's mother and said guiltily: "Mom, I'm sorry. I have made you worry during this period. I will be strong and face it bravely.
everything!"
Ling Chen, who was standing in the corner, looked at her quietly and smiled. She walked up to him step by step and hugged his body, greedily enjoying the warmth and everyone's concern at this moment.
Jian Ying smiled slightly when she saw Niu Niu hiding in the distance. Niu Niu saw that she was discovered and immediately hid in her small bedroom. Although Niu Niu is young, she has experienced too many things and has become sensible early.
.
Jian Ying lived strong and stopped crying. Although she did not personally handle Ye Ya's funeral, she took care of everything big and small until the funeral was completed.
Law Firm.
Jian Ying sat in front of the lawyer, who pushed a document in front of her, "This is all the funds sold by Ms. Ye's company. According to her will, 80% will be inherited by her sister Jian Ying, and 80% will be inherited by her sister Jian Ying."
Twenty to the charity foundation. Your sister has gone through so many ups and downs before she has so much money, so cherish it."
Jian Ying looked at the check, signed her name in the signature column, and finally picked up the check with difficulty and smiled bitterly, "I will definitely cherish this name and the money my sister earned."
After saying that, she thanked the lawyer again. When she was about to leave, the lawyer suddenly said: "Wait a minute, here is a letter written by your sister before she died. She said that she would give it to you when you get the check."
Jian Ying made a long "Oh" sound, took the letter, looked at it doubtfully, and finally stuffed it into her bag.
On the way home, she finally mustered up all the courage to tear open the letter. Looking at her sister Juan's beautiful handwriting, the sourness surged up again, filling her chest completely, and she read every word without missing a word...
…
joy:
When you receive this letter, I think I have gone to another place. There is one thing that my sister has never had the courage to tell you. She is afraid that my image as a sister will be ruined in your heart.
In fact, what the newspaper said was right!
I sold my body to buy the company. I know clearly that without this company, I would not be able to find my sister, so I keep the company at all costs.
For daddy, mommy, and sister.
I left……
There is still a sum of money that can make you live a good life, so that I will feel that my sister still has a little value.
Then another thing.
Why did you disappear when you were a child? My sister is also responsible for all these mistakes. Although we are not much different in age, the gap between us is very big!
Since you were a child, you have been the darling of your parents, the little princess.
I thought I was a chosen daughter, so I was not taken seriously. All the eyes of mom and dad were on you, and even their hopes were on you. No matter how hard I tried to go to school, I still didn’t get their love.
like.
At a young age, I did the most unforgivable thing in my life. I sent you away and handed you into the hands of human traffickers, and finally lied to your parents.
After losing you, I thought I could get all the love from Mommy and Daddy. But on the day that Mommy and Daddy died, I completely discovered that Mommy and Daddy had never been partial, it was me who thought too much.
Got it!
At that moment, I hated myself crazily.
Why be so cruel! Why should I hand you over to the hands of human traffickers? I kept looking for you, spent a lot of money, and lived with guilt every day! The company is getting worse and worse without anyone taking care of it.
, when I woke up, it was already too late. I had to bow to this real society and become a member of the unspoken rules!
finally!
After all the hard work, I successfully revived the company and expanded it to what it is today.
Maybe it’s God’s retribution!
I made my sister suffer so much, so I was given a terminal disease called gastric cancer, which didn’t even leave me any hope. Even so, I didn’t blame God, because I brought all this on myself and I can’t blame anyone else!
But I am very happy to have a sister who loves me and believes in me. I am very grateful to God for being so tolerant to me...
Sister, here I sincerely say "I'm sorry" to you. I know you will definitely forgive me, and I know you will definitely not hate me.
Bye now……
In the next life, I hope we can still be sisters.
Farewell...
The letter paper in my hand fell.
Tears fell like broken beads.
The last three words are like needles, densely piercing my heart. It hurts, the blood keeps dripping, and the pain is uncontrollable!
She had been crying for too long because she was about to get home. She wiped away her tears and got out of the car. However, she felt very dizzy and wanted to vomit. In the end, she couldn't hold it back and vomited in the trash can nearby.
When the servant saw that she was vomiting so much, he couldn't help but worry, "Young lady, you haven't eaten much recently and you are getting thinner and thinner. I'll call the doctor to come and check it out!"
Jian Ying shook her head, wiped her mouth, and said, "If you don't tell the children and my mommy, I cried. Do you know? The same goes for telling Uncle Huang! You can't tell me!"
"Okay, okay!" The servant Huang Ma is the wife of the driver Uncle Huang. She has been doing gardening and driver work in the rose garden. They are very inconspicuous, but they are the most loving couple.
Huang Ma and Uncle Huang looked at Jian Ying with such pain and regret.
Jian Ying tidied up her appearance and walked into the living room. An's mother walked forward worriedly and looked at her again and again. Finally, she stared at Uncle Huang and asked, "Did anything happen when the young lady went out?"
Uncle Huang smiled and said: "Madam, please don't worry, the young lady is fine. She went to the lawyer's office to get her things and went home directly."
An's mother was relieved. She pushed Jian Ying on the sofa and sat down. She placed the soup she had made in front of her, "Drink it quickly. Otherwise, if it gets cold, look at how thin you have become!"
"Mom, I'm fine. This soup is too oily. I really have no appetite. By the way, the oranges I bought yesterday are here. Bring a plate to my room. I want to eat oranges." Jian Ying saw that.
The soup felt so disgusting that I couldn't drink it at all.
After listening to Jian Ying's words, An's mother frowned strangely and asked, "Don't you hate eating sour oranges the most? Why do you want to eat them now? Have you lost your appetite recently?"
"No, Mom, you're overthinking it. I'm fine." After saying that, he turned around and went upstairs.
An's mother looked at Huang's mother very strangely. When she finally went to the garden to prune flowers, Huang's mother suddenly came over mysteriously and said, "Madam, when the young mistress came back, I saw her vomiting non-stop. The soup you usually make is
, her favorite drink, but she didn’t drink a sip today. I also heard the eldest lady doing the laundry say that the young lady hasn’t had her period for a long time, and I don’t know if she is pregnant. Although she is the mother of a child, many things have changed.
I don’t understand, ma’am, go and have a look.”
When An's mother heard this, she thought, "Pregnant women like to eat sour food. She usually hates that thing, but now she likes it. Could it be that she really has a baby? No, I must ask the doctor to come and check it out."
Don’t tell Chen Zhen yet, you know? If not, it will be a joke!”
"I know. I will definitely keep it a secret." Huang Ma cares about this child from the bottom of her heart.
An's mother went to the living room and mysteriously called the doctor and asked him to come over to check Jian Ying's body in the afternoon. She also asked the servant to tell Jian Ying that she had to stay at home in the afternoon while she found someone to come and read her horoscope.
Jian Ying didn't believe this at first, but An's mother was very considerate, so she could only stay at home and continue drawing the design draft.