Xia Yinxue must have been so tired carrying it alone. Finally, she held Jian Ying's hand and walked to the rooftop of the sea view villa. She looked at the restless sea, and there was a faint smell in the sea breeze.
The rooftop is filled with various kinds of flowers, which are blooming particularly beautifully even in this cold season. The two of them sat down quietly. Xia Yinxue opened a bottle of foreign wine, poured the beautiful red liquid into the cup and drank it.
When he came to her, he said, "He has a fiancée. I don't like being the third party. I want to escape, but he imprisons me in a perverted way."
"I was able to get over the past, all thanks to him. But I never thought about whether he could pretend, or whether he had never shown his true colors, which was so extreme. I no longer miss Ling Chenzhen, but he kept saying that I loved him.
If you look at Ling Chen, then I will admit it out of anger! Haha... it is indeed another perverted torture!"
Jian Ying caressed her jade neck, the hickeys on it were extremely dazzling!
Before his eyes, a video of how she struggled painfully in the rose garden was played, and she held her catkins numbly, "Yin Xue, Ye Zize may just be afraid of losing you, and learn to compromise. Okay? Put away your steel thorns.
, maybe you will find that it is not that difficult to get along. Don’t be like me who struggled until the end, only to realize that the more you fall in love, the more you abuse me!"
"May I?"
"You believe in yourself?!"
However, Xia Yinxue didn't have any confidence. She hugged Jian Ying's body tightly and swallowed painfully, "Only at this moment do I fully understand your pain. You can survive this. You are so strong."
"There are no obstacles in life that you can't overcome. You have to believe in yourself. Okay?"
"Um!"
"By the way, Ah Ying, how are you? Are you feeling unwell?" Xia Yinxue thought of the medicine Pat was researching, then thought of the virus in her body, and asked with concern.
Jian Ying was slightly startled. It turned out that Xia Yinxue also knew it. It seemed that she was the only one who didn't know. She shook her head lightly: "I'm living a good life. I'm not in pain or sad. But I don't know..."
"Don't be afraid! Brother is a very good doctor of medicine. He can definitely help you find the medicine. Okay? Don't give up!" Xia Yinxue held her catkins tightly, giving her enough courage.
Jian Ying looked at Xia Yinxue and nodded heavily, "I will face it well, don't worry. After experiencing so many ups and downs, I have learned to be strong. After my sister's death, I stumbled along the way with Ling Chenzhen.
I misjudged Shura, haha..."
Mentioning Shura, Xia Yinxue couldn't help but panic. How is Lily doing? She took the risk to inform them about what happened last time. She didn't know if it aroused Shura's suspicion. She had already seen how perverted that man was.
Already.
Looking at Xia Yinxue who was stunned, Jian Ying bumped her arm strangely, what are you thinking? I told you, everything will be fine, don't worry!?" Jian Ying deliberately raised a bright smile,
I want to tell Xia Yinxue how strong she is.
"I know. I'm fine. I just suddenly thought of the time we lived in London before. How simple...it's just that the world has its way with people." There are always many difficulties in life. No matter how ordinary you are, you will always have yourself.
troubles.
When facing your own troubles, you can only laugh, cheer yourself up, and tell yourself that it is not difficult and you will get over it soon!
Jian Ying listened, but just smiled lightly, "No, actually I think those days were not the happiest days for us. The happiest days should be before we met Ling Chenzhen, when you were just in a quiet secret love.
"In London, I live in confusion, and you live under his oppression. Is that really the life that you and I both want?"
Xia Yinxue listened and smiled bitterly: "Yes, it's just that I seem to be having a worse life now than at that time." Xia Yinxue's face was filled with sadness when she mentioned this matter.
Looking at her appearance, Jian Ying knew that this was a big problem, and she didn't know if Ling Chenzhen could handle it well. I'm afraid outsiders couldn't help at all. Only they could completely get through that difficulty.
"It's okay. Just communicate with him properly and don't be so forceful, okay? That will only hurt yourself more. Many times, the way a man loves a woman is very unique." All she could do was,
All I can say is this.
Xia Yinxue hummed deeply and was about to say something when Jian Ying suddenly stood up and ran to her bathroom to vomit non-stop. Xia Yinxue saw her appearance and her eyes widened slightly, "What are you doing?"
Well, are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Jian Ying shook her head and smiled.
Xia Yinxue immediately guessed, "You are pregnant, right?"
"Yes! But he doesn't know yet. I don't know whether to keep this child now. I really don't know what I will do." Although Jian Ying seems happy, she is actually living in pain. She is just a
A painful layout that others don’t know about.
Seeing her like this, Xia Yinxue was sure that something was wrong with her. She frowned strangely and asked, "Tell me, what happened? Why did you suddenly say this? Why should you consider whether to keep this child? And you
Why didn't you tell Ling Chenzhen!"
Jian Ying endured it alone and felt very tired. Qing Qing couldn't say anything because she was not feeling well. Finally, she looked at Xia Yinxue, looking like she was hesitant to speak.
Xia Yinxue was anxious to death when she looked at her whether to speak or not. Finally, she held her hand tightly: "I know how hard it is for you to bear it alone. Tell me, okay? Let's bear it together.
, you know all my things. I feel much more comfortable if I tell you, and you will feel much more comfortable if you tell me."
Jian Ying finally bit her lower lip gently and looked at Xia Yinxue, "Yes, I am pregnant with the baby, but I can't keep her because there is a virus in my body. I don't know when I will get better.
I don’t want anything to happen to my child.”
"Jian Ying, you are such a big fool. You should trust your elder brother. He is the most powerful doctor in medicine research."
Is Jian Ying going to fall into pain again?
"Don't comfort me. I know my own body and what kind of virus this is. I understand Shura's character. He can't be so calm and let Pat research the medicine. Pat called Ling Chen.
, I happened to hear it. The possibility of my cure is too low. I can face death calmly, but I can't calmly tell Ling Chenzhen that I already have his child, but I can't keep this child." Jian Ying
Tell everything at once without taking a breath.
After hearing this, Xia Yinxue's heart trembled fiercely, "No, it will be okay." Apart from this sentence, it seemed that there was only this sentence. Jian Ying pressed her catkin and smiled softly, "It's okay, I
You know, I can accept it."
"You can accept it, but we don't want you to accept it. Do you think that if Pat had the opportunity to develop the medicine, but you took the child away, that would be such a confusing and heartbreaking thing." Xia Yinxue was just afraid that it would be self-defeating.
"Yin Xue, listen to me, it won't happen. I haven't decided yet whether to abort this child, so I will seriously consider it. I just ask you to keep it secret and don't tell anyone, okay? There are enough things at home.
I want to face all this quietly." Jian Ying is a considerate and caring person, how could he let them know about his troubles.
Xia Yinxue thought about it and thought so.
Finally, Jian Ying thought of something, "Niuniu knows about your bad life. She cried a lot at home. Can you take some time to go and see her? Only you can comfort her."
"I now……"
"Do as I say, okay? I lived like this before, but now my life is different, right?" Jian Ying herself was bitter, but she kept comforting Xia Yinxue.
Two people in the same pain struggled silently.
Xia Yinxue nodded silently.
The two of them chatted for who knows how long. Jian Ying saw that time was running out, so she left the sea view villa and returned home.
After Jian Ying left, Xia Yinxue had been sitting on the balcony, Jian Ying's words kept ringing in her ears. She could not completely calm down her ups and downs for a long time. Yes, if she continued to resist for a long time, it would only increase
each other's pain.
Around five o'clock.
Xia Yinxue went to the kitchen and started washing vegetables and cooking.
At half past six, all the food was served on the table. That was the time when he got off work, and he should be on his way back.
seven o'clock.
When he got home, he opened the door and smelled the aroma from the dining room. He looked at the maid who came to change his shoes with slight confusion and asked: "Did the chef change the cooking today? Why is the taste so different? How is the lady at home?
Did you go out or lose your temper?"
The maid explained everything one by one. After hearing this, Ye Zize frowned slightly, and finally waved calmly, "You can go down."
"Yes, Master."
Walking to the dining room, looking at the food on the table, he walked up to her calmly and asked strangely: "What do you mean by doing this? Xia Yinxue."
Xia Yinxue asked all the servants to go down and do their own work. After she opened the chair and let Ye Zize sit down, she sat down calmly, carefully laid out the dishes for him, and finally sat down and said softly: "Ye Zize,
I made this meal because I want us to sit down and have a good chat. I want us to go back to living in harmony as we did before."
At that moment, Ye Zize felt how disgusting he was. In the end, it was Xia Yinxue who spoke, and she was so humble. What on earth was he betting on? Wasn't it good before? Wasn't it perfect? That way
.
"What do you want to say? Just say it, I'll listen. Maybe we should sit down and have a chat. You're right, I'll listen. You can continue."