"No!? I'll sleep here!?" Jian Ying pushed Shang Tianlie's body and refused immediately without thinking.
"What are you doing? Do you think I will eat you, or do you really want me to eat you?" Shang Tianlie forcibly hugged her body and put her on the big bed. In order to prevent her from struggling, he held his whole body The person was completely pressed against her.
Jian Ying tried her best to avoid his body, lowered her voice and shouted: "Get away! Shang Tianlie, you bastard, why are you pressing on me?"
Shang Tianlie's fingers traced her body, and he felt her exquisiteness. He really had a body that wanted to swallow this woman up again. He lay on her side, but hugged her body tightly, "Sleep." There are still a lot of things to deal with tomorrow."
"Let me go first."
"No! What if you sleep on the sofa again?!"
"I don't like being treated like this, let go!" Jian Ying persistently wanted to push this man's body away. She didn't know why she was lying with him, as if she was lying with Ling Chenzhen.
That feeling is particularly strong.
Shang Tian was shuddering but still didn't let go. Instead, he hugged her body tighter and breathed warm breath on her neck, "Okay, stop arguing. Be good. I won't do anything."
Jian Ying knew that she couldn't resist him, and if she continued to argue, she would only suffer a loss.
The two of them slept holding each other's arms so peacefully.
However...
After a while, she entered a state of light sleep. When she turned over, she accidentally touched a man's lower body. It was so hard that it was almost shocking. She widened her eyes in surprise and looked at the man in front of her.
Shang Tianlie looked at her expression...
Jian Ying turned over, not daring to look directly into Shang Tianlie's eyes. At the same time, she subconsciously hugged her body tightly, as if she was afraid of being disadvantaged.
Sudden.
Shang Tianlie hugged her body from behind, and the erection happened to be facing her pretty buttocks. His whole body trembled. He tried his best to push his body away, but failed. His body seemed to have completely gone limp.
Shang Tianlie was very strong. He did not confront Jian Ying head-on, nor did he let her push his body away. Instead, he took her body from under her arm and covered it with the softness.
Kneading gently through the thin nightgown...
Her body couldn't help trembling, and she bit her lower lip, "Shang Tianlie, what did you promise me? Don't touch me!"
"Shh...?"
His warm breath touched her skin, creating a layer of ambiguity that could not be erased.
She curled up tightly, trying to avoid his body, but it had no effect at all. His huge body brushed her body intentionally or unintentionally, as if he was swallowing her up bit by bit.
Shang Tianlie's breathing began to become heavy...
She held his hand tightly, "Don't..."
Shang Tianlie hugged her body tightly and murmured in her ear, "You can let me stay outside, okay? I feel really bad. I promise you, I won't go in. Really..."
"But no! Shang Tianlie..."
"Ah Ying..." His tongue suddenly brushed across her earlobe and her back.
Suddenly, she lifted up her nightgown and kissed the beautiful and smooth jade back. It was so hot that it scared her, but he still didn't give up and rubbed it...
Jian Ying felt something strange in her body.
She didn't expect that she would react so quickly to his provocation, and she couldn't even escape. Was it a trick of God or something, her reason was being taken away bit by bit.
She seemed to be praying, one more time!
Fall again!
God, please forgive me for all my sins!
While she was struggling painfully, he suddenly pulled off her shorts and squeezed his large piece between her legs. When he touched the piece of jade dew, his body suddenly tensed up!
He hugged her body from behind and murmured: "Ah Ying, do it again. Just once..."
Jian Ying bit her lower lip, not even qualified to refuse.
His burning heat rubbed her sensitive flowers. As the stream flowed, he suddenly slipped into her body and filled her up fiercely. Jian Ying closed her eyes in pain, "Shang Tianlie... I...
…”
"Ah Ying... I like you... I like you so much... I know that at this time, I can't take you away, nor can I be with you openly, but I know that I have to tell you, stay here now
The person beside you is me, Shang Tianlie, not the Ling Chenzhen who has become a thing of the past. You should learn to get out of the pain..."
He said this while attacking her body one by one.
Jian Ying grabbed the sheets, closed her eyes, and said nothing. Occasionally she let out a faint moan, but tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes. She was sorry...
Shang Tianlie couldn't get a response from her, so he suddenly turned her body over to face him, raised her legs, and watched him become one with her bit by bit!
He knew she was crying.
He leaned down and kissed her tears away, "You are not a sinner. You have the right to choose your own happiness. If Ling Chen is dead, then you have the right to love another person and be with another person. Do you understand?"
Jian Ying bit her lower lip and looked at Shang Tianlie with tearful eyes, "But do you know? My whole body is full of sins now. On this bed where he and I were newly married, I had sex with another man, and it was not forced.
"
Shang Tianlie's body was stunned.
Looking at Jian Ying blankly...
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have used this method. But I love you, I like you, so I want to possess you. Ah Ying, can you face it bravely and accept it? If you don't like me, then you will accept me
My provocation, will your body cater to me?" Shang Tianlie said as he entered bit by bit, wishing to penetrate her whole body.
Jian Ying grabbed his arm and screamed in pain, "Ah... don't... Shang Tianlie... don't do this... we can't do this..."
Shang Tianlie leaned down and blocked her lips completely, and at the same time, like a beast in heat, he kept attacking her body, so fiercely that she didn't even have a chance to retreat!
until……
He completely pushed her body to the top, and the ecstatic feeling made her freeze. Tears fell abruptly, and the burning heat poured into her body, making her feel unprecedented excitement.
More shame!
Shang Tianlie hugged her body helplessly, tied her nightgown with distress, and gently stroked her hair, "Aying, how much do you hate me?!"
"Yes!" She curled up and replied through gritted teeth.
In the end, he didn't speak, and lay quietly beside her, hugging her body, keeping her warm, and giving up everything he had.
Possess her...
It's like being out of control.
She was like a poppy, and once she got it, he couldn't help himself. He wanted to possess her all the time, once, twice, three times, even for the rest of his life. But his reason told him...
no!
not now!
Otherwise she will only be hurt more deeply.
Jian Ying closed her eyes, but couldn't sleep...
I don't know when, there was warmth around her body. When she opened her eyes again in the middle of the night, the man was no longer beside her. She looked at the empty bed, feeling an inexplicable sense of loss in her heart.
In fact, Shang Tianlie was right. She had fallen in love with him unconsciously. But she was unwilling to face it, let alone suffer it. She was Ling Chenzhen's wife!
She can't have an affair with someone else's man!
But she has had sex with that man countless times.
When his burning heat spread into her body, she felt unprecedented happiness. She closed her eyes and began to hate herself, feeling how dirty she was.
She went to the bathroom and kept washing her body, but she greedily smelled the ambiguity left in the air. She had always wanted complete love...
The love Ling Chenzhen gave her was profound, but incomplete, and there was indelible humiliation and hatred no matter what happened to her body.
However...
The appearance of Shang Tianlie.
From the beginning to the end, he loved her and cherished her. Although he possessed her in a very perverted way, could she say without conscience that he had raped her?
cannot!
Because this kind of thing is really between you and me.
After taking a bath, he lay on the bed, closed his eyes, tears rolled down his face, and murmured to himself: "Ling Chenzhen, how much do you hate me? Ling Chenzhen, have you ever thought of strangling me to death! I betrayed you.
I fell in love with you, and I greedily enjoyed that feeling."
I tossed and turned all night without sleeping.
It was a weekend and she didn't have to go to work. She got up early and drove to the cemetery alone.
Step by step, he walked forward, knelt in front of Ling Chenzhen's grave, and hugged the stone tablet, "You must hate me so much, because my body is full of filth, and there are other things in my body."
The smell of man."
"Ling Chenzhen, I hated you, I resented you. I hated how cruel you were in the beginning, when you cruelly hurt me for another woman, and at the same time, you snatched away my child and killed my child!"
"Ling Chenzhen, I blame you. I blame you for being so ruthless to me and throwing away my hand. Resentment and love are intertwined, and in the end everything seems to be no longer so strong."
"Perhaps I was making excuses for my change of heart at this time. I tried my best to escape my heart and tell myself that you have only been gone for a year, and I can't be so shameless and have a sloppy relationship with another man!"
"This year has been so long for me, so long..."
"You have no idea what it feels like. The entire Ling family has to be taken care of by myself, and I have to be responsible for everything. It feels so difficult to stand on the wind alone and go against the wind."
"You don't even know how it feels when that man protects me and shields me from the wind and rain when I am most vulnerable. Haha..."
At this point, she choked up completely and didn't know how to face Ling Chenzhen.
The sky was completely bright, but it started to rain. It was as if Ling Chenzhen knew about her and was crying and resenting her. She sat calmly on the stone table and let the rain hit her face.