In Li Hejing's apartment, Li Hejing shouted almost hysterically to Guo Zheming opposite.
Guo Zheming had applied for resignation from the Human Resources Department without her knowledge a month ago. Today was the day he officially resigned, and it was also the day he broke up with himself.
What a good one, kill first and tell later!
Guo Zheming stared at the emotional Li Hejing, with just a hint of sadness between his brows. "Are we suitable?" This relationship is meant to be used by each other, how could he be nostalgic? If Li Hejing is nostalgic, it is also nostalgic for the other person.
a man.
"Why are we not suitable? Have I ever looked down on you because of your status? I have provided you with a stage to develop your talents. I have made you worry-free about food and clothing. I have taken you to various upper-class banquets and made you a high-class person.
People in society; because of you, I made quarrels with my father over and over again, almost severing our father-daughter relationship..." Li Hejing's mouth never stopped, and the anger and sadness accumulated to the highest point.
"Guo Zheming, tell me, why am I sorry for you? Why the hell did you break up with me? Is it because of that bitch Long Ruotong?"
"That's enough, I broke up with you not because of Ruotong, but because of the problem between you and me. Don't just use Ruotong as an excuse for nothing," Guo Zheming glared at her and said cruel words word by word.
The fact. "I've had enough of you and your daughter bossing me around. Your father always labels me as ambitious. And you, have you ever respected me from the bottom of your heart? In front of me, you three
After humiliating Ruotong four times, you ordered me to come forward like a superior queen. At your request, I hurt my beloved woman. Li Hejing, do you know how much I hate you? Although I hate Ruotong
, but I never wanted to humiliate her in front of you. You have repeatedly forced me to do things I don’t like to do for your own selfish desires."
In the past few months with Li Hejing, he seemed to have forgotten the fact that he was a human being. He was treated like a servant by her every day, no matter where he was or what he was doing. Drinking with Li Hejing, or alone in
When she's enjoying the breeze at the beach, as long as she calls, he will be there and respond to her requests.
At first, he planned to use Li Hejing to make himself prosperous, and then make Ruotong regret it, and take her back to him. But later he gradually discovered that even if one day he used his power to take Ruotong back, his spirit would not be satisfied.
.Because Ruotong could only see Ao Rui in her eyes, and she only had Ao Rui in her heart.
What's more, he doesn't have the ability to snatch Ruotong back. Ao Rui is not only powerful, but also in love with Ruotong. To Ao Rui, Ruotong is not a rag that can be thrown away after use, but
A beloved woman, so Ao Rui clarified her mistress's identity, got her pregnant, gave her a status, and did everything he could to make her happy.
Ruotong has never had feelings for him in the past, and she probably won't in the future either.
At his core, he is a person who longs for the ordinary. He just hopes to find a woman he likes, get married and have a few children, and then live his life in an ordinary way.
If Ruotong hadn't rejected him and made him humiliated, he would never have wanted to step into the so-called upper class circle in his life. People in the upper class were not only arrogant, but also harsh and mean. He was fed up with those so-called upper class people.
"You said you only have me in your heart, you said you love me..." Li Hejing cried while stepping forward and beating Guo Zheming's chest hard like a madman. "Fuck, how could you lie to me? How could you?
Lied to me?"
If it weren't for Guo Zheming's heartfelt words, she might never have known how much he hated and disdained her in his heart. He hated everything she had imposed on him, and he hated her wealthy father.
He hated her young lady temper and hated everything about her.
He never loved her.
In his heart, there was only Long Ruotong from beginning to end.
Guo Zheming remained unmoved and allowed her to vent her emotions on him, until she was tired from beating him and she had no strength to hit him anymore, then he slowly said: "Li Hejing, you never loved me either.
At first you helped me just because I looked like your first love Zhang Zhiyang, and you just used me as a substitute." His mood was very calm, as if he was describing something that had nothing to do with him.
Li Hejing's crying suddenly stopped, her whole body stiffened, and she looked at Guo Zheming bewilderedly through her tearful eyes.
"How do I know all this?" Guo Zheming's smile was self-deprecating and somewhat lonely. "I knew from the beginning that I accidentally saw the diary written by you and Zhang Zhiyang's photo. I didn't expose it because
I also self-righteously thought that I needed your help. Therefore, this relationship was just about using each other from the beginning. You don’t owe me, and I don’t owe you either.”
Li Hejing's breathing almost stopped. The diary recorded everything between her and Zhang Zhiyang, as well as the cause of Zhang Zhiyang's death, and her undying love for Zhang Zhiyang until death.
Zhang Zhiyang is an ordinary college student who went to school next to Li Hejing. The two met because of a painting exhibition. Because of their common love for art, the two felt like they were late for each other when they first met. Later, they met in painting exhibitions one after another.
Slowly, they established a romantic relationship.
Zhang Zhiyang has a very good temper and loves Li Hejing like a princess. But one time Li Hejing accidentally ran into Zhang Zhiyang shopping with a girl on the street. Without saying a word, she stepped forward and slapped the girl, and yelled at Zhang Zhiyang in anger.
Burning her reason, she refused to listen to Zhang Zhiyang's explanation. After scolding her, she ran across the road and was almost hit by a large truck.
At the critical moment, Zhang Zhiyang sprinted forward and pushed her away at a speed of 100 meters. As a result, he himself became the victim of the car accident. Before he died, the only thing he said to her was: I love you.
Later, Li Hejing found out that the woman was Zhang Zhiyang's cousin. She was a new student. Zhang Zhiyang only accompanied her to buy daily necessities...
In this way, because of Li Hejing's jealousy, her stupidity, and her distrust, the only person who loved her in the world died because of her.
Until she met Guo Zheming, who was similar to Zhang Zhiyang in the wine, she felt that this was God's love for her, so she actively helped Guo Zheming, who was abandoned by his girlfriend. In fact, everything she did was just because she wanted to make up for Zhang Zhiyang. So subconsciously,
She regarded Guo Zheming as Zhang Zhiyang. But people are often used to deceiving themselves and others, and it is of course not surprising that the authorities are obsessed with it.
Then, Li Hejing squatted on the ground, covered her face and cried bitterly.
Originally, she could keep Guo Zheming by her side forever, but it was her temper and character that ruined everything. That's why Guo Zheming longed to stay away from her like the plague.
Her heartbroken look finally caused a stir in Guo Zheming's heart. He slowly squatted down and faced Li Hejing with a solemn face. "Li Hejing, what doesn't belong to you will never belong to you, so let us let go
Let's give each other a way out!" He spoke every word slowly and clearly, with extremely firm determination.
Li Hejing suddenly desperately hugged his body tightly. "Guo Zheming, don't leave. I will change what you don't like about me. I can change everything. Please don't leave me. I really can't live without you.
I won't be able to live without you..." Her fear, her different from the previous high and humble pleas, are all in her sobs, as sad as an elegy.
But, it's too late!
Guo Zheming no longer wants to live this kind of life where others will trample his self-esteem into the ground at will. He wants to stay away from these harsh upper-class society, he wants to return to his simple hometown, and he wants to spend the past four years.
Memories settle down, then slowly forgotten, slowly forgotten...
"The person you love is not me. Even if I stay by your side, you will not be happy," Guo Zheming's voice was tired and desolate. "I also beg you, let me go!"
"No, I love you, I can change, I can become what you like, and I will never force you again. Guo Zheming, please, don't leave me, don't leave me alone..." Li Hejing
Hold Guo Zheming's arm tightly, like a drowning man holding on to a life-saving straw.
She didn't know whether what she wanted to capture was the memory of herself and Zhang Zhiyang, or the vague love for Guo Zheming...
"You don't have to make such a big sacrifice for me. It's very hard to force yourself to become another person. It's impossible for me to like you because of it..." Guo Zheming slowly broke away from her restraints, her tears flowing down her face.
Her makeup was all messed up, but he didn't feel pity for her. "Let's get together and part ways."
After saying that, he got up, left the living room and went back to the room to pack his things.
He didn't have many things, most of them were bought by Li Hejing. He didn't want to take them away, he just wanted to take away the few sets of clothes he brought with him.
Li Hejing's cries could be heard intermittently, but this did not affect his determination to leave.
Fifteen minutes later, he packed up his things and went downstairs. After looking at Li Hejing for a few seconds, he lowered his eyes expressionlessly, pulled his luggage, and walked past her silently.
Li Hejing suddenly stood up and hugged him from behind. "Zheming, I love you, please don't leave. I can change anything, I can do anything for you, please don't leave me..."
Guo Zheming sighed and closed his eyes, then slowly opened them, and finally pulled away her hand that was tied to his waist and kept a certain distance from her. "Don't you understand yet? We don't love each other at all, even if we can't.
Being together, the final result must be breaking up, the difference is only in the length of time. In this case, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain."
After saying that, he dragged his luggage and left resolutely.
Li Hejing fell on the cold floor and cried heartbrokenly.