When Mu Jingdong returned to Mozhuang, he saw Mu Jingbei running out in a hurry. He blurted out: "Brother, what's going on? How could the third brother make such a decision? I just called the second sister.
My sister said that Third Brother is missing, Brother Jianmo and the others have been looking everywhere but can’t find him!"
When Mu Jingdong reached the stairs, he hesitated for a moment. He looked back at Mu Jingbei and said, "You can't lose such a big man." After that, he went straight upstairs again.
"Brother! Brother!" Seeing that he was ignoring him, Mu Jingbei stood at the stairs for a while, then gritted his teeth and called Mu Jingnan, "Second sister, are you still in the hospital? What? Okay, you guys wait.
Follow me and I’ll come too.”
Mu Jingdong looked back at Mu Jingbei running out, his hand holding the briefcase tightened unconsciously.
Mu Jingxi had already left the Mu family and handed over Yu Sen. Did he really want to kill everyone? However, after being stunned for a moment, he still returned to the study with an expressionless face.
...........
Chu Feng's car stopped outside Longshan Cemetery when he saw Mu Jingxi's car. Tong Nian'an called Mu Jingnan and told Mu Jingnan, then opened the car door and rushed out.
"Miss Tong!" Chu Feng got out of the car and saw that Tong Nian'an had long disappeared. He hesitated, walked a few steps forward, and suddenly stopped. He lowered his head and smiled to himself, turned around and got into the car again, turned around and left.
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"Jingxi!" At the end of the long tomb passage, Tong Nian'an had already seen him with the faint light. She rushed over and saw him leaning against the tombstone, with many beer cans lying around him.
"Jingxi!" She knelt down to help him. He was completely drunk and his whole body was limp. She tried hard to pull him up, but he leaned over and vomited. After vomiting for a long time, he seemed to wake up and half-way through.
He opened his eyes and looked at Tong Nian'an. Tong Nian'an's eyes couldn't help but turn red, "Tell me what happened? Why do you torture yourself like this!"
He drank too much wine, and the effect of alcohol made his head hurt severely. He groaned slightly and leaned weakly in Tong Nian'an's arms, but his eyes were looking straight at the tombstone behind him, and he suddenly smiled
Get up: "Why...why do you do this to me, why!"
"Jingxi..." She hugged him tightly.
He buried his face in her chest and murmured: "Did you know? They divorced when I was very young. They had a lot of quarrels every day. He also beat her. One time I bumped into him and he pushed her to the ground.
On the ground, her head was covered with blood. I ran over crying, and he picked me up and started to beat me. In order to protect me, he beat me severely again. So I have hated her since I was a child.
He, I think he is the cruelest husband and the worst father in the world. I have never mentioned him in so many years. He is dead in my heart. I hate what he did and what he did to this family.
Everything! If it weren't for him, this family would not be separated, and I would not lose my father's love. So I vowed that if I have children in the future, I must take him with me and do what a father should do."
At this point, his expression darkened, and Tong Nian'an knew that he was thinking of Enen, and she shook her head quickly: "Enen's matter is different. She is still young now. She can always be by your side in the future. Don't blame yourself.
"
He fell silent.
Tong Nian'an added: "I also had a terrible father who didn't even want to acknowledge me. Jingxi, it's nothing. It's all over now."
She patted his back gently, but felt his whole body shaking violently.
"Jingxi..."
"It won't pass, it won't, because the fact is, they divorced because of me!"
Tong Nian'an was shocked and blurted out: "What nonsense are you talking about? How old were you then?"
He pushed her away violently and stood up staggeringly. The afterglow had long since faded away, and in the dusk, his figure looked even thinner and lonely. He suddenly laughed, louder than ever, "No matter how old I am, since I was born
It was doomed at that moment! Because...because I am an illegitimate child! It was she who cheated, she was at fault first, she destroyed the Chinese family, she betrayed him and got pregnant with a bastard! This bastard is me!
"
He spoke so loudly that Tong Nian'an's whole heart trembled. Her eyes widened unconsciously. Seeing him beating herself again and again, she desperately got up and rushed over to hug him: "No, this is not your fault.
!No!"
His whole body was tense, but the tears could not flow out, but his heart ached so much that it throbbed again and again.
"She didn't die of illness. She committed suicide because of guilt... It's all because of me! My eldest brother was not wrong. He should hate me. I ruined his family and everything! The old man left everything to me.
What's wrong with him? Am I qualified to say anything? The one who is least qualified is me!"
His fisted hand tightened unconsciously, as if there was a drill bit drilling into his head. His vision was a little blurry, and he subconsciously reached out to hold the tombstone.
Tong Nian'an was so frightened: "Jingxi, what's wrong? Where do you feel uncomfortable?"
He shook his head and smiled weakly.
He smiled so hard that she felt distressed, "Don't be like this, your eldest brother just wants to see you like this. Even if this is the case, you are also his biological brother. How could he do this?"
He lowered his head: "That's right. He has always wanted to maintain the dignity of this family and maintain her image as a loving mother... Well..." He could no longer pretend, so he held his head in his hands and squatted down.
"Jingxi!" Tong Nian'an supported him, "Is it a headache? Is the medicine in the car? Just be patient and I'll get it for you."
"No." He pulled her weakly. He didn't know whether it was because of the alcohol or the pain in his body. He was a little confused at the moment, but he smiled, "Don't go, just stay with me like this."
Tong Nian'an was stunned, turned around and hugged his thin body tightly.
No one would have thought that the third son of the Mu family who was favored by thousands of people was actually an illegitimate son. His surname was not Mu at all! No wonder Mu Jingdong always wanted to drive him out of Yusen! But, is all this Mu Jingxi's fault? Clearly...
It's clearly his mother's fault!
Tong Nian'an glanced at Mu Mu on the tombstone with resentment. She was dead. Once everything was over, would Mu Jingxi be left to bear all the blame?
This is so unfair to him!
At this moment, she could do nothing but hug him tightly. If he hadn't been drunk today, would he have beaten him to death without telling others?
So what kind of suffering and pain did he spend these days alone? Thinking of this, Tong Nian'an felt very uncomfortable all over his body, his throat was even more blocked, and he was indescribably sad.
After an unknown amount of time, he seemed to have calmed down a bit, and the tension in his body slowly relaxed. He lay weakly in Tong Nian'an's arms, as if this was his last safe haven in this life.