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After Gao Zijian arrived downstairs at Wang Xue's house, he walked upstairs, stood at the door, and began to think about whether to go in or not.
It's not a problem for him to always be so unclear with Wang Xue. He finally had some light with Xia Xinran. This is the most critical moment.
If there is any ideological derailment, then all his efforts will be wasted, and everything he has been working on for a long time will be in vain.
But when I thought about it again, I had already broken up with Wang Xue. I was afraid that someone would gossip about her, but we were already at the door of her house. It would be bad if I didn't go and see her.
Just when he raised his hand to knock on the door, he suddenly put it down again. He went back and forth several times, but he still couldn't figure out the ideological struggle.
At this time, there was a sudden 'click', and the door of Wang Xue's house was opened. Gao Zijian was so frightened that he quickly took a step back.
Wang Xue opened the door and was about to go out when she bumped into him. She looked a little excited and said, "Zijian? Why are you here? I was about to go find you."
Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Oh, didn't I just receive a notice from the army? What happened to Wang Xue? Do you have anything to do with me?"
Wang Xue hurriedly said, "Let's talk inside first, don't stand outside."
Wang Xue pulled Gao Zijian into the living room. After she gave him a glass of water, the two of them sat on the sofa in the living room. Wang Xue asked him first, "When did you come out?"
Gao Zijian said calmly, "It was just released this morning."
Wang Xue looked at him and said, "Such a big thing happened, why didn't you tell me?"
Gao Zijian laughed at himself and said, "Oh, what's there to tell you? Everything has already happened. Besides, I couldn't make a call when I first came in. I couldn't notify you at all. By the way, how did you know?
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Wang Xue glared and said, "What nonsense? Many people in the school know about it. How could I not know? The day after you entered the detention center, the police came to the school to look for Da Jun and Shi Bing. Although the school did not
Although this matter has been made public, many people still know about it. It’s hard to hide something like this even if you want to.”
Gao Zijian nodded and said helplessly, "If you know it, you will know it. They want to think whatever they want. I don't want to hide it at all, and I can't control that much."
Wang Xue said with some reproach, "Tell me, why are you so reckless? You just stab people when you say you want to. You don't know how worried I have been about you these past few days. It's really not easy to worry about."
Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Thank you for your concern. Don't you think I'm fine? I'm fine. Don't worry, you don't have to worry about me. I'm not a child anymore."
Wang Xue stared into his eyes and said, "Zijian, I realize, I realize that you have changed now. Really, I don't dare to recognize the change."
Gao Zijian took a sip of water and said, "Changed? Has it happened? Why didn't I notice it? Even if I have really changed, isn't it normal? People will change. It's just a matter of time."
Wang Xue said calmly, "When I first met you, you were so honest, you would never have any disputes with others, and you were always kind and kind to others. But now you have completely changed.
Even I don't dare to come near you. How did you become like this? Don't you have any thoughts? Just because of a girl who doesn't love you, you stabbed someone with a knife? Nothing serious happened this time. If it really happened
It's such a big deal, how do you explain it to your parents? Do you think that Xinran will be grateful to you? Will she wait for you? Let me tell you, she won't even look at you."
Wang Xue said a lot of words in one breath, and it seemed that she was not in a very good mood. From her point of view, Xia Xinran would not like such Gao Zijian at all, because the gap between the two was too big.
Gao Zijian frowned and lowered his head. After hearing what she said, he raised his head and looked at her, and said very persistently, "Don't you know why I changed? Is it interesting for you to say this? Don't follow me.
Talking to me in this tone makes me feel uncomfortable. Besides, I bear my own affairs and suffer by myself. What I do for her is my willingness. As for Xinran, what does she think?
What to do? It has nothing to do with you whether you look at me or not, so please don’t worry about me anymore. Didn’t you also say that I have changed so much that you don’t dare to get close to me? Then don’t
If you get closer to me again, you will be infected by me."
Gao Zijian was also angry. Half of the reason why he had changed so much was because of Wang Xue, but Wang Xue actually questioned him like this, which made him feel very uncomfortable, especially the sentence, 'I don't even think about it.
I don't dare to approach you anymore.' Since she said that, there is no need for him to be polite anymore. In the worst case, he will disappear later.
Wang Xue shouted at him, "Gao Zijian, how did you become like this? Is it wrong for me to care about you? Is this your attitude towards people who care about you?"
Wang Xue originally had good intentions, but her words changed. Her language was not well organized, making her concern redundant.
Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Wang Xue, I am grateful for your concern, but please correct your position and stop interfering in my life. You and I are just friends. Other than that, there is no relationship between you and me."
Nothing else."
Wang Xue stared at him and said, "Gao Zijian, is there really no place for me in your heart now?"
Gao Zijian asked her, "What do you think?"
Wang Xue said angrily, "Tell me the truth, do you really like that girl named Xia Xinran? If I ask you, you can only choose one between her and me, who would you choose?"
Gao Zijian smiled helplessly and said, "Do you think it's interesting to ask this? Don't you already know the answer? Why do you need me to tell you?"
Wang Xue said with a cold face, "Gao Zijian, you'd better not regret your choice. You are not suitable for her at all. She will never fall in love with you. This will only make you miserable."
Gao Zijian stood up, smiled and said, "I, Gao Zijian, have never known what regret is, let alone any pain. It doesn't matter if she doesn't love me, as long as I love her, that's all. Okay, I'm going back, you have a good rest."
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After he finished speaking, he turned and walked towards the door. Wang Xue hurriedly ran over, hugged him from behind, and said in a soft tone, "Zijian, let's start over. I know I was wrong before, I promise
You, I will never do this again in the future, I will be with you wholeheartedly, you believe me."
Gao Zijian slowly opened her hand, turned his back to her and said, "Wang Xue, do you know? I am not your doll. I am not a doll you can take if you want or throw away if you don't want it. Between you and me,
From the day you broke up with me, it was over. I thought we could be friends, but now it seems that it is no longer necessary. We should all go our separate ways."
After saying that, Gao Zijian quickly walked to the door, opened it, and left without looking back.
Wang Xue looked at his back with resentment in her eyes and said, "Gao Zijian, your heart is so cruel. I will make you regret it, and I will make you regret it for the rest of your life."
Wang Xue's words actually made sense. An outstanding girl like Xia Xinran might not be suitable for him, but Gao Zijian didn't know that the road between him and Xia Xinran was bound to have a very difficult and tortuous period.
The road always has to be walked by people. You can choose to stop or move forward anytime and anywhere.
But on the road of love, once one person chooses to stop, the other person will never be able to reach the other side of love...