The Mercedes-Benz drove all the way to the downstairs of Xia Xinran's house. After parking the car, Liu Shijie said, "Go down and explain it to her."
Gao Zijian thought for a while and said, "I'd better call her down. I'm afraid there is someone in her family, and I won't be able to say anything by then." He has always been thinking about Xia Xinran, and he can also think that if her academic performance is equal to her, she will not be able to tell her.
Her family would never allow her to date her. Even if that were not the case, her family would not allow her to fall in love prematurely. Many students delay their studies because of puppy love.
Falling in love among high school students in that era was very common, but it was also puppy love. I don’t know if it counts now. After all, these kids started having sex with each other when they were twelve or thirteen years old. It is estimated that by the time they are in high school, they will have had several sex partners.
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Liu Shijie casually took out his cell phone and handed it to him and said, "Then... call her down and talk to her. Damn it, you are such a big person and you can't even handle emotional issues."
Gao Zijian didn't talk back. He also knew that Liu Shijie was right. He did not handle this relationship well, and he should not go to Wang Xue's house. This was the biggest mistake. It was completely self-inflicted. Who could
He couldn't blame him. If he wanted to blame it, he could only blame himself. The regret in his heart was not to mention how uncomfortable it was.
Gao Zijian took the phone, thought for a moment, and then called Xia Xinran, "Hello, hello." Xia Xinran's voice came, but her voice seemed a little hoarse, as if she had cried.
Gao Zijian didn't speak, and Xia Xinran didn't continue talking. After the two of them paused for about ten seconds, he said, "Xinran, it's me." At this moment, he felt sorry for her, really felt sorry for her.
Her tears were fatal to him. He had clearly promised to protect her for the rest of his life, but just now, she made her cry. He really felt pathetic for himself.
Xia Xinran had already guessed that it would be Gao Zijian, so when he didn't speak, she didn't ask him who he was. She said with a cold expression, "What's the matter? If nothing happens, I'll hang up."
Gao Zijian said quickly, "Xinran, please don't hang up now. Can you listen to my explanation? Please, just give me five minutes, okay?"
A few seconds later, Xia Xinran said calmly, "You say it, I'm listening."
Gao Zijian collected his thoughts and said, "I admit that I lied to you. I lied to you that I have never been with anyone before. This is my fault. I also know that I broke your heart, but I...
.But I really didn’t mean to lie to you. Just because Wang Xue went to the same school as me, I didn’t dare to tell you what happened in the past. I was really afraid that you would think too much, so I hid it.
..I regret it very much now. If I had known this would happen, I should have confessed to you. Also, I stayed at her house last night, but nothing really happened between me and her. I was...
It was because I was injured and I was afraid that my family would complain. I happened to meet her at that time, so she sent me to the hospital, and then let me temporarily stay at her house for a few days. I was also anxious, so I agreed to her, you
Just believe me, I have nothing to do with her a long time ago..."
This time Gao Zijian told her exactly what happened. He knew that no matter what, he could no longer deceive this kind girl, because his own heart could no longer bear it.
Xia Xinran still said calmly, "Have you finished speaking? I will hang up after finishing speaking."
Before Gao Zijian could react, Xia Xinran had already hung up the phone. Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Gao Zijian said helplessly, "It's over. It's really going to be over this time."
Liu Shijie turned to look at him and said, "What? She doesn't listen to your explanation? Or doesn't she give you a chance to explain?"
Gao Zijian sighed and said, "I was given the opportunity and listened, but it didn't work. She hung up the phone directly. What else can I do?"
Liu Shijie laughed and cursed, "Fuck you, you fucking idiot. Just call me after you hang up. Are you a girl? Just coax her, but you can't show some real sincerity? Do you think you just say a few words?"
If it can be restored, there will be so many couples who broke up that day. Damn, you are so damn stupid. Where has your usual calm mind gone?"
Listening to Liu Shijie's words, Gao Zijian also felt that what he did was not quite up to the mark and seemed not very sincere. He was a grown man who fought for love and was not ashamed.
He said to Liu Shijie, "You are right, Mr. Jie. I should show some sincerity. I like her, I love her, and I can never lose him." As he spoke, Gao Zijian opened the car door and walked out. Li Shijie looked at
As he got out of the car, he smiled helplessly.
After Gao Zijian got off the car, he stood under Xia Xinran's window. The night wind was very cold. It was already winter in Fuyang City. Gao Zijian, who had just stepped out of the warm car, could not help but shiver all over his body.
He took a deep breath, picked up the phone and called again. After the call was connected, Xia Xinran's voice did not come.
Gao Zijian said quickly, "Xinran, please don't hang up. I'll just say a few words. Today...when I saw you crying, my heart was about to break. I really hate myself. I know that all this has happened."
It was caused by me, I dare not ask for your forgiveness, but I still have to tell you... I love you Xinran, no matter when and where, I love you, if this love has a time limit, that is...
.As long as I live, I will love you forever."
When Gao Zijian said these words, his voice was choked, and his eye circles turned red unconsciously, and the tears were swirling inside. He raised his head, fearing that the tears would flow smoothly.
It flowed down the cheeks.
He was such a strong man. When he faced countless fierce fights, he didn't even frown, let alone shed tears. But when he faced her, he realized that his heart was really fragile.
, this feeling is too important to him.
Gao Zijian's fate in this life is destined to be involved with Xia Xinran. For the love between them, he is willing to give everything, even his life.
But there was still no sound on the other side of the phone. Gao Zijian adjusted his tone and said, "Xinran, I'm downstairs at your house. If you don't come down, I will wait like this until you forgive me."
After saying that, Gao Zijian hung up the phone directly. He took out his cigarette, lit it, and took several big puffs. In the biting cold wind, his figure looked extra thin and lonely.
It wasn't that Xia Xinran didn't want to speak, but that she really couldn't speak. When she heard Gao Zijian say "I love you", her tears fell instantly. She covered her mouth with her hands, not daring to let go.
Cry out your own voice.
The tears were not sad, but happy and touching. After she put down the phone, she wiped the tears on her face, and a smile appeared on her face. She suddenly wanted to test Gao Zijian's sincerity. This ancient
The clever girl opened the curtains and looked down secretly. Sure enough, next to a car downstairs, there was a boy smoking a cigarette and leaning against the car door. No matter how the cold wind blew on him, he remained still.