After Gao Zijian returned to the car, Liu Shijie drove Xia Xinran to her home again.
Gao Zijian got out of the car, held her hand, took her downstairs and said, "Come up, go to bed early at night, don't study too late."
Xia Xinran nodded and said, "Well, I understand. Remember to call me when you get home, otherwise I won't worry."
Gao Zijian felt warm in his heart. This feeling was so good. He stroked Xia Xinran's cheek and said, "Okay, I'll call you as soon as possible, but it may be later. I think something is wrong with Mr. Jie and Ruirui today."
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Xia Xinran didn't know Liu Shijie and Zheng Rui well, so she couldn't tell anything at all. This was normal. She said, "Really? Then you should stay with him. I'm going back. Remember to call me when you get home."
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Gao Zijian waved his hand and said, "Yeah, I know, go back."
Xia Xinran turned and left. Gao Zijian kept watching her go upstairs and saw the lights in her room turned on before he returned to the car.
Liu Shijie seemed a little worried. He looked ahead and said calmly to Gao Zijian, "Zijian, come with me to a place."
Gao Zijian said, "Well, let's go."
He knew something had happened to Liu Shijie, because he had always been called Gao Zijian and Xiao Jianzi, and he always had a cynical face. But now, he called him Zijian, and his tone was no longer cynical.
It has a very deep, bitter taste.
Liu Shijie drove the car to the Hejing Bridge in Nancheng District. This was the place where Gao Zijian brought Xia Xinran last time. Liu Shijie parked the car beside the bridge, opened the car door and walked down.
Gao Zijian also followed. Liu Shijie stood on the bridge, looking at the scene in the distance. This is the most beautiful and romantic place in Fuyang City at night, and it is also the saddest place.
Gao Zijian came over and stood beside him. The two big men stood quietly like this, neither of them spoke. Even though the cold wind blew on their faces, they did not feel the cold at all.
Liu Shijie suddenly opened his mouth and said, "I have lived here for seventeen years. I love it here, but I am leaving here soon." He seemed to be talking to himself or to Gao Zijian.
Gao Zijian glanced at him and said, "Get out of here? Where are you going?" He knew that his guess was right. Master Jie really had something on his mind.
Liu Shijie still looked ahead and said, "America, my father plans to let me study in the United States."
When Liu Shijie said this, he could not see any happiness or excitement. Logically speaking, being able to study abroad should be a very happy thing, but in his heart, he was very sad.
Gao Zijian smiled and said, "Isn't that great? You can go to the United States to learn more about Western culture. Many people will never be able to go there."
Although Gao Zijian said this, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. If Liu Shijie really went to the United States, he might not be able to come back for ten or twenty years. He might not be able to come back in this life.
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Liu Shijie turned to look at him and said, "You know Zijian, I can't bear to leave here. Really, I really can't bear to leave. I have too many memories here."
At this time, Gao Zijian felt a little sad in his heart. He put his arm around Liu Shijie's shoulders and said, "Brother, no matter where you go, we are all buddies. This cannot be changed. Going to the United States is a good thing. I am not envious of it."
." After saying this, Gao Zijian deliberately laughed a few times.
Liu Shijie's voice was a little hoarse when he said, "But I can't let go of Ruirui. I can't let her go. If I go to the United States, I will never see her again."
Gao Zijian really didn't know what else to say to appease Liu Shijie at this time. He could only pat him on the shoulder hard and said, "Brother Jie, don't think too much. There are some things that we can't change."
Liu Shijie raised his head, took a deep breath and said, "You know Zijian, I love Ruirui, I love everything about her, I really can't imagine what it will be like after I leave her, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid
Lose her."
Only then did Gao Zijian realize that Liu Shijie, who had always been a slut, turned out to be so affectionate. It was just that he put on a hypocritical mask in front of outsiders and hid everything in his heart.
At this moment, Gao Zijian suddenly felt sorry for him. He was his good brother and good buddy. Liu Shijie had always taken care of him like an elder brother. Gao Zijian was also very tangled in his heart. He didn't know how to help him. There were several emotional problems.
Can one person explain it clearly, and more importantly, how many people can understand the feelings deep in Liu Shijie's heart?
Gao Zijian nodded and said, "I know, I know you love her, and not only I know it, but the army and the soldiers also know it." Then he asked again, "Then...has the matter of going abroad been decided?"
Liu Shijie took out a cigarette, threw one to him, lit it again, took a few puffs and said, "Well, it's been decided. My dad won't give me time to think about it. This time, I don't have to go even if I don't want to."
Already."
Gao Zijian nodded helplessly, took a puff of cigarette and asked, "Hey~~ Zheng Rui, does she know that you are going to the United States?"
Liu Shijie said with blurred eyes, "I found out about it some time ago, so she wanted me to get together with everyone today, Zijian, I... I really don't want to leave her, but I have to leave, you can understand my inner feelings
Do you feel it? It's very painful, very sad, I really feel like crying, I... I feel uncomfortable."
As Liu Shijie spoke, he kept smoking heavily to ease his mood. His eyes were already red. Gao Zijian saw the tears rolling in his eyes, but he controlled them and did not let them flow.
Come down.
After a pause, Liu Shijie said, "At first I wanted to take her away. I wanted Ruirui to go to the United States with me."
Gao Zijian said quickly, "Then... what did Zheng Rui say? Is she going?"
Liu Shijie shook his head and said, "If she goes, can I still be so sad? She told me that she is reluctant to leave her parents and relatives, what can I do? I really seem to ask her, are you willing to leave?
Me? But I didn’t say it in the end.”
The more Liu Shijie talked, the more excited he became. At this moment, the loneliness in his heart was something that Gao Zijian could not feel now. It was not until a few years later, when problems occurred between Gao Zijian and Xia Xinran, that he understood this feeling.
, can only be described in four words, heartbreaking.
Gao Zijian said, "Forget it, I'll talk to her some time. Then when do you plan to leave? My brothers can go and see you off."
Liu Shijie chuckled and said, "The fastest is the end of this year, and the slowest is the beginning of next year. Hey~~~ I just hope that this time can pass a little slower, so that I can stay here longer and spend some time with her."
Gao Zijian sighed, and he stopped answering. The two of them just stared blankly ahead on the bridge in the cold winter.
Liu Shijie loves Zheng Rui persistently. Gao Zijian only realized how heavy that persistent love is today. It is the kind of love that is unforgettable and goes deep into the bone marrow.
Gao Zijian suddenly thought about whether his relationship with Xia Xinran could have a perfect ending. Three years of high school passed in a flash. After graduation, who can guarantee everything that will happen in the future? It's just that he
He was luckier than Liu Shijie. He didn't have to go abroad or be too far away from her, but Gao Zijian didn't know that one day, this classic love between him and Xia Xinran would also face a huge test.
Love, what exactly is it? That thing that can't be touched or seen makes people so fascinated and expected. Once people find it and fall in love with it, it will penetrate your heart and penetrate into your bone marrow.
, it is a mark that will be with you for the rest of your life and will never be erased...