This time Shi Bing met Wenxuan, it was Wenxuan who took the initiative to call and invite him to come. The summer vacation was more than half over, but Shi Bing didn't call her once during this period, let alone call her.
When the rankings were announced, he only called once, said a few words of congratulations, and hung up in a hurry.
Wenxuan knew very well in her heart that if she still couldn't figure out Shi Bing's heart, then the two of them would definitely part ways. This is a real society, and Wenxuan would never be stupid enough to wait for a man who doesn't love her.
During the four years of college, how many men must have coveted a beautiful woman like her.
Shi Bing held a spoon in his hand and kept stirring the coffee. So far, he had not said a word. Wenxuan took a sip of coffee, put down the cup and asked, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
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Shi Bing raised his head, looked at her, and then said with a forced smile, "Yes, of course. First of all, congratulations again on your admission to college, and secondly, congratulations on your successful graduation from high school." He really didn't know what to say.
He actually said some useless nonsense.
Wenxuan looked at him leisurely and said, "Shi Bing, you know, this is not what I want to hear. It's already here, are you still confused?"
Shi Bing's face looked a little heavy. He frowned and chuckled, "I, I really don't know what to say to you. I just...just..."
Wenxuan suddenly interrupted him and said, "Okay, don't just say it. Since you refuse to say it, let me ask you, in your heart, do you love me or Xinran?"
This is the first time that Wenxuan has been so blatantly direct, because now there is no time to murmur. Next week, she will leave Fuyang City. This departure will last for a few years.
Ah, who could have predicted what changes would happen in the past few years.
This society is changing, not to mention people's hearts. Maybe when she enters that new environment, people will start to change as well. Even if she has a war in her heart, it will slowly disappear in her heart over the endless years.
If they fall out, even if they have been in love for many years, they may end up going their separate ways because of this geographical difference, not to mention that they have never started dating.
Shi Bing felt that his heart was in a mess, so much so that he began to feel confused, but in his mind, he did remember the time he spent with Wenxuan, and the smile on her face always made him feel much better, but
The next second, he thought of Xia Xinran again, and the time she spent with Gao Zijian. Every time he thought of this, he felt a little distressed, but this time he didn't notice it. This time when he thought of Xia Xinran, he
It doesn't hurt anymore.
When Wenxuan saw that he didn't reply, she asked again, "Speak, I'm asking you something, answer me."
Shi Bing shook his head gently and said, "I, I really don't know, Wenxuan, please don't ask me, okay? I can't answer your question."
Wen Xuan seemed to be a little excited. She said with red eyes, "Shi Bing, Shi Bing, how can I not compare to her? Why is she so important in your heart? You know she is Gao Zijian's girlfriend.
She's your brother's girlfriend, but you still can't let her go. Are you worthy of me? I've been waiting for you."
Shi Bing looked at her and said helplessly, "I'm sorry Wenxuan, I'm really sorry. I feel very confused. I, I also want to sort out this relationship, but I really can't figure it out now." Shi Bing's
In his heart, he was actually not feeling well. He loved Wenxuan, but at the same time he couldn't let go of Xia Xinran. This was such a contradictory thing. In the world of love, only two people were allowed, and if there was one more, it would be the same.
What a crime.
After hearing Shi Bing's words, Wenxuan's tears lightly crossed her face, but the next second, she showed her signature smile again. She nodded and said casually, "Forget it, since
If you can't let her go, I won't force you. I don't know if this meeting will be our last. In fact, I really want to stay by your side, but unfortunately, everything is impossible."
If Shi Bing chooses her this time, Wen Xuan will definitely cherish their time together. Even if she goes to college, as long as it is a holiday, no matter where Shi Bing is, she will fly to him, but this time
Once, Shi Bing really hurt her. He hurt a girl who loved him. At the same time, he also lost this happiness.
Shi Bing looked at her crying, and felt very melancholy in his heart. He wanted to reach out and wipe the tears from her cheeks, but he didn't dare. He really didn't have the courage. I don't know why, Shi Bing, who was always fearless, also
There will be such a weak side.
In desperation, he had no choice but to say excitedly, "Wenxuan, you. What did you say for the last time and why?"
Wenxuan still had a smile, but this smile was very far-fetched, really far-fetched. Who could have imagined the sadness behind this smile. She said leisurely, "Because I want to forget you. Since you still have her in your heart, I must
Forget you, I am an ordinary girl, my love is very selfish, I am not great enough to tolerate my boyfriend pretending to be another girl in his heart."
Shi Bing quickly explained, "That's not the case. Wenxuan, please listen to my explanation. I'm just...just."
"Okay, stop talking. I don't want to hear your explanation anymore. You've said enough, and I've heard enough. No matter how much you explain, it's useless. In the final analysis, you still can't forget her." Without waiting.
After Shi Bing finished speaking, Wen Xuan interrupted her. This time, she really made a plan to break it off completely.
Shi Bing lowered his head and said nothing. He felt that his chest was so heavy that he couldn't breathe. He actually felt aggrieved. He clearly loved Wenxuan, but he couldn't say it out loud. What an irony this was.
He was cruel to his own cowardice and even more cruel to his indecisiveness.
When Wenxuan saw that he was silent, she stood up and said softly, "I'll be leaving next week. Can you... come and see me off?"
Shi Bing replied dully, "Yes"
Wenxuan finally smiled at her, turned around and left the coffee shop. Her smile looked helpless, but also very strong. However, when Wenxuan turned around, her tears fell silently again. How much did she think about it?
Bing could keep her, but unfortunately, it was all in vain. She knew that in the days to come, she would start a new life of her own.
But Shi Bing didn't see all this. When Wenxuan left, he looked down at the coffee on the table, dumbfounded, and the sorrow in his heart made him unable to extricate himself. He really didn't know whether what he did was right or wrong.
Wrong, once upon a time, he never thought that he would also be trapped by love. Although love is sweet, once it is missed, it will really hurt...
A week later, Wenxuan left Fuyang City. When she left that day, Wenxuan's parents and Huang Zhuoqing came. It turned out that Wenxuan's father planned to drive his daughter to him in person, but Wenxuan disagreed.
No matter what, he had to take the train by himself. His father had no choice but to let her go. Wenxuan did this because she actually wanted to say goodbye to Shi Bing. After saying goodbye, she really didn't know when we would see each other again.
Before boarding the train, Wenxuan's parents kept instructing their daughter. Huang Zhuoqing was also worried about his sister and kept talking. Shi Bing was the only one who was dumbfounded.
Standing behind them and looking at them, at this moment, his heart was in a mess, so messed up that he couldn't even imagine it.
Wenxuan came over at this time, stood in front of him, and said with a smile, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself."
Shi Bing nodded vigorously and said, "Well, don't worry, I will do it. You have to take care of yourself too."
Wenxuan also nodded. She looked at him affectionately. Suddenly, she hugged Shi Bing and kissed him hard on the mouth. At this moment, Shi Bing was stunned. He was just about to hug her.
When she was about to leave, Wenxuan let go of him again. With tears in her eyes, she said, "Goodbye Shi Bing, I'm leaving." She didn't wait for Shi Bing's reply and quickly ran onto the train. This time she really said goodbye.
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At this moment, Shi Bing's face was already filled with tears. He wanted to hug her and tell her personally that he loved her, but it was a pity that before he could say it, this feeling, this love...
He had already been taken away by Wenxuan, and he began to regret everything he had done. Now he only hoped that he could meet her again, but he didn't know that it would be ten years since he and Wenxuan were separated.
So long.
Ten years, what kind of concept is that? How many decades does a person have in his life? And these ten years are still the most important ten years in life. They are the best stage to change a person. All this is to blame,
I can only blame Shi Bing's sentimentality.
He insisted on what he shouldn't insist on, but gave up on what he shouldn't give up. Everyone will have regrets more or less in his life, and what Shi Bing regrets most in his life is today, because he didn't keep it.
Wenxuan.
The train started moving, Wen Xuan's figure disappeared on the platform, Shi Bing still stood there stupidly, refusing to leave, Huang Zhuoqing came over, glanced at him and said, "Bingzi, you are my buddy, you and him
Mom, if it weren't for my brother, I would really want to give you a few knives." Huang Zhuoqing already knew what happened between him and Wenxuan, Wenxuan told him before leaving Fuyang City.
Shi Bing looked at Huang Zhuoqing and said helplessly, "I'm sorry, Brother Qing. I'm really sorry."
Huang Zhuoqing sighed, patted his shoulder and said, "Brother, what do you want me to say about you? Are you an idiot or something? Damn it, my sister is a good girl, you missed her this time
Yes, I can guarantee that you will regret it for the rest of your damn life."
Yes, Huang Zhuoqing was right. Although Shi Bing did not regret it for the rest of his life, he regretted it for ten years, a whole ten years...