Gao Zijian spent this vacation very depressed. He has not seen Xia Xinran for a whole summer. Now he even makes fewer phone calls. It's not that he doesn't call, but that he doesn't dare to call. He is always afraid of himself.
It would disturb other people's studies. After all, Xia Xinran and he were not from the same group. They were preparing to take the college entrance examination, and he didn't know anything about his future.
In the first two days before school started, Shi Bing suddenly came to Gao Zijian's house to look for him. This summer vacation, Shi Bing seemed to be very busy, and Gao Zijian could never see his shadow. Every time he called him, he said something was wrong. Gao Zijian
I don’t know what he was busy with. Throughout the holiday, the three brothers got together a few times. Occasionally, he would go to Beicheng District to find Zhou Liang and Er Mao. The rest of the time, the army would accompany him.
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Shi Bing came so suddenly today, which made Gao Zijian a little uncomfortable. He smiled and said, "Hey, I'm a busy man, why do you have time to come see me today?"
After Shi Bing sat down, he took out a cigarette and gave him one. Then he lit it and took two puffs and said, "What? I'm not welcome here?"
Gao Zijian smoked a cigarette and said, "Well, I'm just wondering, what are you busy with this summer vacation? I can't find you. Damn, is there something you're hiding from me and Dajun?"
The three brothers have always talked about everything. In Gao Zijian's words, apart from the fact that wives cannot be shared, parents are fine.
Shi Bing glanced at him and said, "Are you free now?"
Gao Zijian replied, "Yes, I don't have anything. I just have time. What's wrong?"
Shi Bing stood up and said, "Let's go out and have a drink with me."
Gao Zijian looked at him, put on his clothes and left without saying a word.
The two of them came to the small restaurant downstairs, casually ordered two dishes, and ordered a bottle of white wine. After Shi Bing filled both himself and Gao Zijian, he didn't even say anything, just raised his glass and drank it first.
Gao Zijian looked at him calmly. He knew very well that Shi Bing had something on his mind. Normally he would never be like this. But Gao Zijian didn't want to ask, because he knew better that if Shi Bing didn't want to talk about things,
Even if he asked, it would be in vain.
After Shi Bing finished drinking, he looked at Gao Zijian and said, "Don't you ask me why I suddenly came to you for a drink?"
Gao Zijian casually picked up the wine glass, took a sip and said, "Can you tell me if I ask? We have been friends for so many years. I know you. If you don't want to tell me, even if you ask me, it will be in vain."
Shi Bing smiled and said, "Haha, damn, you are indeed my best buddy."
Gao Zijian looked at him and said casually, "I know you have something on your mind. If you don't want to talk about it, let's just have a drink today. When we get drunk, our worries will go away."
Shi Bing sighed and asked helplessly, "Zijian, I want to ask you something."
Gao Zijian nodded and asked him to ask. Shi Bing said, "I want to ask you, apart from Xinran, have you ever liked other girls?"
When Bing asked him this, Gao Zijian's expression looked a little weird. A corner of his heart reminded him that Zhao Xiaofan, that beautiful girl, was the second person he liked and worried about besides Xia Xinran.
But it was impossible for him to reveal such a thing.
He waved his hand and said casually, "You are talking nonsense like that. How can I like other girls besides Xinran."
Shi Bing stared at him, as if he wanted to see through his heart. Gao Zijian was a little overwhelmed. He suddenly said, "Zijian, don't lie. You know I understand you and I can penetrate you."
heart."
Gao Zijian smiled helplessly and said, "You're not afraid of seeing through me. I really am not, but I want to ask you, why do you insist on asking me this question today?"
Shi Bing got himself another glass of white wine and said, "It's nothing, I'm just asking. Hey, why can't this person see through himself when it comes to feelings?"
Gao Zijian took out his cigarette and lit it, took two puffs and said, "Bingzi, you are very abnormal today. Is it related to Wen Xuan?" Although Gao Zijian was not sure, he could observe and in his heart
I have a hunch that things between Shi Bing and Wen Xuan are definitely not that simple.
Shi Bing frowned and said, "Forget it, don't mention this, Zijian, have you ever thought about it after graduating from high school?"
Gao Zijian curled his lips and said, "I never thought about it. Why do you think so much? I'm so tired. This life, you can enjoy it every day if you can." Although he said this, in his heart, it was not like this.
I think Gao Zijian likes to say things that are inconsistent with what he says.
Shi Bing chuckled and said, "Haha, I'd better think about it when I have time. We will graduate in one year. What should you and Xinran do? I think she is determined to enter college."
Gao Zijian said helplessly, "We'll talk about graduation after graduation. Come, come, drink. I'm here to accompany you today, not you to ask me."
Shi Bing picked up the wine glass and said, "Then don't ask anyone, just drink to your heart's content."
The two brothers picked up the wine glasses and started drinking wildly. For them, many things did not need to be said, but only needed to be done. Everyone agreed tacitly. Shi Bing was unhappy, and Gao Zijian was actually the same. Since they were both unhappy,
Then drink to relieve boredom. Young people, there must be a way to relieve depression. During this holiday, Gao Zijian just passed by in a daze.
After the start of the third year of high school, we have completely entered a new stage. This is the turning point for most people. Those who want to pass the exams need to work hard. The remaining ones are marginalized people like Gao Zijian. In one word, mixed.
Life is a mess, and study is even more messy. I don’t seek to make progress, and I have no so-called ideals and ambitions.
But the school is still a school. The biggest change is Gao Zijian and his group. In the past, they could be said to be students, but now they should be called bastards. Complete bastards. I don’t remember who said a word, people.
If you want to learn it well, it is very difficult and requires three hundred and sixty-five days of persistence.
It only takes one day to learn to be bad, but these gangsters are different from the gangsters in society. What are gangsters in society? They are small hooligans. There are not many people who do good things, but
Gao Zijian and others are different. They are mixed up in life and study.
To put it bluntly, they just hang around all day without thinking about anything, regardless of whether they are ideal or not. They have no ideals at all. They just sleep in class every day, or skip school to play game consoles, billiards, and surf the Internet. They just muddle along.
mixed life.
After Shi Bing settled his affairs at the Fourth Vocational High School, he rarely spent time with Gao Zijian and the others. He was not busy studying, but Shi Bing's father planned to send him to be a soldier, so he had a lot of things to do recently.
There isn't that much time left to fool around with Gao Zijian and the others. Shi Bing now is at least more mature than Gao Zijian.