After leaving the roller skating rink, Zilan and Jiu Mengzhi got closer. He often went to Xianzhong with Dajun. Dajun went to pick up Li Mei, and Jiu Mengzhi naturally went to find Zilan. Zilan
She has never expressed her stance towards him. Their relationship is still in the process of development, that is, there is no official relationship.
But Jiu Mengzhi is not in a hurry. He always tells himself that he can't eat hot tofu in a hurry. It seems that he is serious about Zilan. The two of them often go out together and go out together. This is a good match for Jiu Mengzhi.
, which is already very good. Although Zilan didn’t express her position on the face, she actually agreed to him, otherwise she wouldn’t be able to always be with him.
During this period of time, Gao Zijian completely gave up on studying. He always hung out with some shady people. Da Jun was the same with him. In addition to accompanying Li Mei, he also fooled around all day long. Many students in the school saw him
They both took a detour, and now they have reached the pinnacle of high school students in Nancheng District.
The day for Shi Bing's physical examination and political examination has arrived. In addition to busy with these, Shi Bing also has to attend classes in the entrance class. He used to skip classes all the time, but now he doesn't skip classes anymore. He is just like a good student, so he basically doesn't show up.
Gao Zijian didn't ask him. In fact, Gao Zijian was a little suspicious.
Shi Bing may have done this for Xia Xinran. Now that he and Xia Xinran are in the same class, of course he won't skip school easily. Gao Zijian felt a little uncomfortable. He always wanted to find an opportunity to have a showdown with Shi Bing, but because of this
He gave up on relationships so many times.
Now that the two people met, they just said a few words and went about their own business. Gao Zijian simply didn't ask any questions and simply let it develop naturally. If this is really fate, then no one can change it, even if
If you try to change, you will get bruises all over your body.
Gao Zijian rarely played truant in the past, but now he hardly attends classes. The nearby tennis and billiards room has become a place he often pays attention to. Others feel very happy, which has never happened before.
There have been days.
But no one knew what Gao Zijian was really thinking. He watched Xia Xinran busy every day, and knew that Shi Bing and Wang Hao were still next to Xia Xinran. He was really afraid that his worries would come true, and he
Except for seeing Xia Xinran after school every day, he could not see her at other times.
Gao Zijian did this just because he didn't want to upset himself too much, which would at least distract him from his thinking. Park Zhengxun has been busy recently, and Gao Zijian didn't see him much. Ever since Park Zhengxun followed Jackal, they have rarely seen each other.
Park Zhengxun is responsible for everything in the casino. He not only prevents others from making trouble, but also pays attention to police inspections. Although he can make money very quickly, it is also dangerous. This is a half-hearted job. Regarding Park Zhengxun's matter, Gao Zijian has never been
Just ask.
Everyone has his or her own way of living, and whatever suits him or her. Normally, these people should be hanging out together. They are all busy with their own affairs now. As for the future, Gao Zijian is always at a loss. Now he is
, too lazy to think about it so much. If you think about it too much, there will be no results. He is still very tired. At least he feels very relaxed on the surface. In this way, there won't be so many worrying things.
In the evening, after the entrance class was over, Gao Zijian did not come to pick up Xia Xinran because he had something to do tonight. Gao Zijian drank a lot of wine outside this afternoon. He is probably unconscious now. He is too exhausted to do anything.
Otherwise, he would never have failed to pick her up from school.
Wang Hao was waiting for Xia Xinran outside the school gate. When he saw her coming out, he smiled and said, "Haha, what? He didn't come to pick you up today?"
Xia Xinran said a little disappointed, "Well, something seems to have happened. Who are you waiting for here?"
Just as Wang Hao was about to speak, Shi Bing came over. Still like a guardian angel, he said to Xia Xinran, "Come on Xinran, I'm here to see you off today."
Xia Xinran nodded with a smile on her face and said, "Well, I'm sorry to trouble you, Shi Bing. I have to send you off to see me off every time. I'm sorry."
Shi Bing smiled and said, "It doesn't matter, aren't we all friends? Let's go."
Xia Xinran smiled at Wang Hao and said, "Wang Hao, I'll leave first, you wait slowly."
Wang Hao was completely speechless for a moment. He was waiting for her, but Shi Bing stepped in. He looked at Shi Bing angrily, but found that Shi Bing was also looking at him. He could tell,
Shi Bing's eyes were not only filled with hostility, but also with a sense of threat. Wang Hao ignored his eyes, chuckled, turned around and left.
On the way back, Xia Xinran suddenly asked Shi Bing for some reason, "Hey, Shi Bing, I noticed that among the three of you, you seem to be the only one who doesn't have a girlfriend right now?" Of the three, the other two are naturally Da Jun and Gao Zijian.
Shi Bing smiled and said, "Why do you suddenly think of asking me this?"
Xia Xinran said softly, "Well?? I just remembered it suddenly, what? Don't you have a girl you like?"
Shi Bing said bitterly, "Yes, how could it not be? I am also a normal person."
Xia Xinran was a little surprised and said, "Really? Who is this girl? Can you tell me?"
Shi Bing's eyes were a little melancholy, and he replied, "Forget it, I won't tell you anymore. Even if I tell you, she can't be with me. Why bother." At that moment, Shi Bing felt a little sad.
Hesitating, he really wanted to tell her who that girl was, but another thought reminded him that he must not do this, because deep down in his heart, he still couldn't forget Wen Xuan, and he still missed her so much.
Written by Wen Xuan.
Xia Xinran asked in confusion, "Why can't we be together? You didn't confess your feelings, how do you know it's not possible? Otherwise, tell me who it is, and I will help you tell her when I have time."
Shi Bing pretended to be a little impatient and said, "Forget it Xinran, don't worry about my affairs. Thank you for your kindness."
Xia Xinran sighed and said, "Hey, okay, but if you figure it out sometime, you can tell me and I will still help you."
Shi Bing deliberately picked up the topic and asked her, "Xinran, can I ask you a question?"
Xia Xinran said with a question mark on her face, "Question? Okay? What do you want to ask?"
Shi Bing said seriously, "Do you...love Zijian very much?" He didn't know why he asked this question. When he said this, he also felt a little regretful, but he had already said it.
, it can’t be taken back.
Xia Xinran's expression also became very serious. She smiled and said, "Actually... to be honest, I... I really don't know if I love Zijian or not, but when I'm with him, I really
I'm very happy. At least one thing I can say for sure is that I like him, but the word love contains so many meanings that I can't figure it out. Sometimes when I'm with him, I'll suddenly feel sad for no reason.
It's like something is missing, but I can't tell what it is. Haha, forget it, I don't want to think about this anymore. Also, you must not say these things to Zijian, otherwise he will be blind again.
Think about it."
Shi Bing said softly, "Well, don't worry, only you know and I know. Okay, you're home." Before he knew it, he was already downstairs of Xia Xinran's house.
Xia Xinran said, "Are you here so soon? Then I will go back. Thank you for today, Shi Bing. Please be safe on the way back." She was still so polite to him, but this kind of politeness was very unfamiliar to Shi Bing.
.
Shi Bing looked at her and smiled and said, "Please don't say thank you again in the future. I feel strange."
Xia Xinran said mischievously, "Yeah, I know, I won't be polite from now on, haha~ Goodbye." She waved to him, turned around and ran upstairs.
Shi Bing stood there, looking at Xia Xinran's leaving figure, and said to himself, "Do you also like two people equally in your heart?"
He raised his head helplessly and looked at the starry night. He suddenly discovered that when did he become so indecisive? He who used to do things neatly and neatly has now become sloppy. It seems that a person can really do this.
To change another person's thinking, he shook his head and hurriedly put away his troubled thoughts. No matter how much he thought about it, there was no result in the end. He only knew that this was all he could do for them at the moment.
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That afternoon, Jiu Mengzhi and Er Mao came to see Gao Zijian and the others. Gao Zijian and Da Jun were squatting smoking at the back door of the school when they saw Er Mao and the others approaching.
Gao Zijian said jokingly, "Oh my God, why are you two so free today? Weren't you busy looking for a job a few days ago?"
Ermao said irritably, "Fuck, it's hard to find a fucking job. Besides, it's really tiring to look for a job every day. I just need to take a rest. Nothing's wrong. I want to play with you for a while. How about fun?"
"
Gao Zijian smoked a cigarette and said, "Damn, how can there be any fun? It's so boring to have nothing to do all day long. I also want to have some fun?" Gao Zijian, Da Jun and the others were behind the school when they had nothing to do.
Smoking and chatting to pass the time, I got really upset, so I went to the Internet to chat.
Jiu Mengzhi nodded and said, "That's right. There's nothing going on today. I asked you guys, why don't we go to other schools and see if there's anything interesting?"
Da Jun said from the side, "Well, I think it's okay. Let's go to Nan No. 1 Middle School. It's relatively close to here. We can walk there in twenty minutes."
Gao Zijian raised his hands and said in agreement, "Okay, that's it, let's go, let's go now, just in time to catch up with them after school in the afternoon. I heard that there are a lot of beauties in this school, so let's go and see them."
"Actually, he wants to see Zhao Xiaofan. He hasn't seen Zhao Xiaofan for more than a month, and today is an opportunity.
Dajun said with a smile, "Hey, Zijian, are you missing that person? Aren't you afraid of being found out by Xin Ran? It will be difficult for you to explain then."
Gao Zijian scolded him and said, "Fuck you, don't talk nonsense. I just went to take a look and nothing else. There's so much nonsense, so hurry up and leave."