Gao Zijian raised his head, looked at him and said seriously, "I...of course I have thought about it, but I, but I really don't know what to do now. I don't even dare to think about the future between me and Xinran. I I have no confidence in my heart at all." Gao Zijian would only speak his innermost thoughts in front of the army, and he had been suppressing them for a long time.
Dajun laughed angrily. He pointed at Gao Zikey and said, "When did you become such a coward? Is this still the Gao Zikey that I know? Is this still the Gao Zikey who is not afraid of anything?"
Gao Zijian lowered his head again, not knowing how to answer him. The boy who was not afraid of the sky or the earth seemed to have disappeared.
Da Jun sighed and said, "Hey, will Xia Xinran go home for the New Year this year?"
Gao Zijian then replied, "Yes, I think so. I didn't ask her."
Dajun thought for a moment and said, "Zijian, seeing as you are like this, there is something I must tell you."
Gao Zijian said with a question mark, "What's going on?"
Dajun sighed and said, "It's just...Wang Hao and Xia Xinran are in the same school now, and they are still very close." This sentence was like a knife inserted into Gao Zijian's chest.
Gao Zijian widened his eyes and asked, "You...what did you say? Wang Hao and Xinran go to the same school? Could it be that you made a mistake?"
Da Jun sneered and said, "Nonsense, it's absolutely true. Can I lie to you about this? Wang Hao and I are in the same class. Do I not know which university he went to?"
Gao Zijian said in disbelief, "But...but I remember that the name on the big list is Beijing University?"
Da Jun put down the chopsticks in his hand and said, "Yes, at first, but then he changed to Jiang University. Do you know why he went to Jiang University?"
Gao Zijian had already guessed it in his mind, but he still lied to himself and said, "How did I know?"
Dajun understood him and said intentionally, "I don't believe you don't know. Even a person like me can see that Wang Hao went to Jiangda because of Xia Xinran. You actually told me that you can't see? That's it. Key, don’t lie to yourself, I know you too well.”
Gao Zijian didn't reply. He just filled up the wine and drank one glass after another. With each glass of wine, his face became more ugly, and the fire in his heart began to burn.
Da Jun shook his head helplessly and said, "Hey~~ Actually, I knew about this before, but since you started dating Xia Xinran, I thought he had given up the idea. Who knew that this kid was so scheming that he actually gave up on Beijing?" Da goes to the same school as her, and these two are together all day, so it is inevitable that they will fall in love for a long time, Zijian, you should pay more attention."
Gao Zijian still didn't reply. He was still drinking one glass of wine after another. Seeing him like this, Dajun felt quite bad. He didn't know whether what he told him was right or wrong. He could only comfort him and said, "Maybe I'm overthinking it, so don't take it too seriously."
Gao Zijian's heart was in chaos. What he was worried about still happened. He knew early on that Wang Hao liked Xinran, but he didn't expect that Wang Hao's "abacus" was so good. No matter how much he drank today, this night, He is destined to have insomnia...
Nearly half a year has passed since Xia Xinran's college life. Going to Jiangsu University is not only Xia Xinran's ideal, but also her mother's expectation. This is a good choice for studying abroad in the future, especially Xia Xinran's mother, who has already prepared for her The road ahead has been planned.
The local university campus is a multi-faceted small society, especially the nationally renowned school she studied in. There are many people of all kinds, including wealthy parents, entrepreneurs, farmers, workers, etc., all kinds of people.
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She also has many leisure activities and clubs every day. Xia Xinran likes to play badminton, so she signed up for a badminton club. When there is no class in the afternoon, she will go to play with her sisters in the dormitory. Compared with high school,
It is said that university is relatively easy, but the prerequisite is that you do not plan to take the entrance examination. If you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination or the doctoral examination, it will still be quite busy.
Xia Xinran has been getting closer to Wang Hao for a while. Of course, Wang Hao always comes to see her when there is nothing wrong. It has been a long time. How does Wang Hao feel about her? Xia Xinran is more or less
I can tell a little bit, and since the two of them were in the same junior high school before, Xia Xinran knew a lot of things.
But she never expressed her stance and just regarded him as an old classmate. However, Wang Hao did not give up. He did not believe that he would lose to Gao Zijian. After all, his conditions were so good. During this period, Xia Xinran deliberately alienated him. She always
It feels a bit awkward for the two of them to be together. After all, Wang Hao loves her.
Xia Xinran was actually quite confused. She really couldn't predict the future between herself and Gao Zijian. Sometimes she would often ask herself whether she should stick to it, but the answer was always confusing. She had also thought about it.
They broke up, but she really didn't want to hurt Gao Zijian's heart.
But more importantly, because she can't completely let go of him now, the choices on both sides are quite difficult for her. At present, she can only take one step at a time. It doesn't matter where the two of them go. I hope everything goes as expected.
, Xia Xinran also felt that the road for the two of them must be tortuous.
But she still believes in Gao Zijian. She has always thought that he is a responsible and ambitious man. She can only hope that in the four years she is in college, he can find his own path in life and make a difference.
No matter how highly educated a woman is, how high her position is, no matter how powerful or powerful she is, she is still a woman after all. What a woman needs is a stable life, a warm family, and a family that can give her a sense of security.
, a man who can give her support. No matter whether she is capable or not, he will rely on his own strength to shoulder the responsibilities of this family.
Many times, when Xia Xinran walks through the campus and sees those couples kissing each other, she feels empty in her heart. She also longs for a man who loves her to accompany her at this time.
He, it would be a wonderful thing if Gao Zijian could study here with her.
But she can only bear these by herself. The sisters in the dormitory also asked her why she didn't find a boyfriend to take care of her. She always replied that she had one, but others didn't believe it. They said she didn't have a boyfriend.
I have been coming to see you for more than half a year, and I am not afraid that you will be abducted.
And Xia Xinran just smiled and dealt with it every time. The end of love is not only the cruelty of reality, but also the passage of time in many cases. There is an old saying, 'If two people are in love for a long time, how can they be together day and night?
.' I don't know how many people have been deceived by this sentence. The relationship between the two places has been tempered by time. Because the people and things they come into contact with are different, few people can finally get married. Either the spark of love is extinguished, or the other person is.
There is another person, coupled with the differences between the two people, their outlook on life and values, if you want to be together for a lifetime, you really need a lot of courage. If one party loses confidence, then this bridge of marriage